it's all "okay". even when it's not. that's the epiphany I have...sometimes in cycles...I reach a place of clarity where I realize that all those things dragging me down are really only dragging me down because I have decided that's what they're doing/trying to do...This realization comes to me in small ways - sometimes as a wake up (feeling sorry for myself before church this past Sunday then suddenly spilling hot coffee on my wrist - not enough to be hurt, but just enough as if to say, hey! wake up! get out of yourself!; little 'notes' - a beautiful feather on the ground where I least expect it, a bright red cardinal on a grey dark day, stumbling on a few words or lines that remind me we are all connected to each other and to the universe...)
Thanks for sharing through your blog. Your courage and honesty are valuable to so many.