photo jason berg sunday jason spent morning hours christians church beach sleeping people heading church breakfast services underway beach we're celebrating wedding anniversary long weekend cottage saugatuck place week summer kids time we're recuperating series months over-the-top busy stressful walking relaxing beach taking god's gorgeous creation lovely fitting spend sabbath prone feeling guilty wrong things suppose felt tinge ickiness consciously weighed options made choice night sleep breakfast beach church fighting guilt clarify feel christian skipping church jason town fairly feel hunt church happen sunday today sort pentacost fairly important church calendar invited church friends spiritual mentors live saugatuck made deciding feel clear choice making choice disappointed parents disappointed choices teenage children make hate feeling concept tsk-tsk head-shaking finger-pointing thrilled beginning understanding reacts flawed problem lies tendency understand understand person parent spouse faulty logic husband friend thing tainted selfishness feel knowing eventually person back thankfully fact gradually absorbing past years confused attempts fathom quite book started reading weekend finally broke opened shack books circles carrying referencing time resisted reading everyone's rebellion suspected sort book jury book halfway explanation character problem folks grasp sense taking version projecting degree factoring goodness perceive calling noble effort falls pitifully short version wanted time record jason function marriage enormous generous hearts tend agreement watch makes easy fathom turns idea church special holy place people gather sundays reflects thinking people thinking pretty god's greatest desire church building sunday mornings greatest desire find ways regularly commune creation steps closer bridging chasm heaven earth church communities exclusively means morning jason nice long walk beach encountering person entire time sank side side adirondack chairs books hand eventually abandoned words page close eyes soaking warmth peace silence gentle waves cool breeze warm balanced making highly aware grateful realized happening moment bodies minds spirits craving realized healthy body mind spirit realized heart making holy place sabbath time full pleasure room guilt 