So, what you see, Kristin, is that your depression, while yours and yours alone, does not make you unique (although you are a unique and unrepeatable gift). See how many people have responded to tell you of their own struggles. I won't go into mine right now, but I will say I had that same shame for a long time. Over a period of years I became very outspoken about it and I will tell anyone and everyone about it now, because knowledge can make a huge difference in the life of a hurting person. One thing I've learned is when those short, intense moments of depression come, don't fight it. I mean, sure, take your meds and talk to the right people, but let it wash over you, test its edges for any kernels of truth. It's okay to wallow in it, even, for a time. Then push back against its walls and come back into you. Thank you for being public about your struggle. I know you will be a resource for others in pain. 

The other point I want to make is how small, in a good way, Twitter and other new media, make the world...that is my forthcoming post today. 

Much peace and many blessings to you.