I feel the restlessness, too.  Cheryl, I can totally identify with what you said.  I constantly feel like I'm being pulled apart at too many angles and none of them are precisely what I want, and I think it's worse because it's springtime ("nearly everybody gets twitterpated in the springtime" - Bambi).   Most days I feel like I have my two selves - my dayjob self which includes all the bill-paying, all the financially-related minutiae of my day, and my creative self, in which my second job (a creative writer's assistant) thrives.  That's where my blogging and writing focus goes when I actually have a focus, and I fear that my dayjob self  is sucking the life out of my creative self.  

Great post, Kristin!