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(4, 'technically i''ve always lived midwest although like argue that home state michigan north however moved true midwest place local meteorologist refers east-central illinois exact doesn''t more cornfield than this halfway normal actually where friend dorie lives you''re starting house driving west about miles into cornfields couple grain elevators small racetrack restaurant called restaurant that''s exit farmer city keep driving another miles you''ll normal illinois that have particular reason ever there which point this blog really being halfway normal somewhere vicinity i''ve discovered just about right place least it''s place where i''ve found myself balance life love it''s place where life become entwined with lives people from over country world people many skin colors backgrounds it''s place where i''ve become family with husband''s ex-wife partner it''s place where i''ve found christian community that thrives around dining room table well church sunday mornings it''s where daughters have experienced their first passover hanukah celebrations just stone''s throw away from grain elevator place that couldn''t less jewish each life here this small part midwest presents most surprising combination exactly what might expect expect other words have stories tell ', 'halfway to__ normal ', ''),
(2, 'book-writer three-girl-mother jason-lover question-asker party-thrower prairie-dweller hope-defender ', 'about kristin ', ''),
(3, 'this blog collection very real hope funny touching stories about living life between stories revolve around topics like divorce parenting community love sexuality forgiveness downs freelancing learning live moment ultimately these stories tell about efforts strike balance between christian secular lives professional personal lives outer inner selves while staying true this complete person slowly becoming with humor grace encouraging others along better love getting your comments blog always craving more dialogue please share wish contact directly email ktennant gmail ', 'about this blog ', ''),
(5, 'first thing need know about phrase this town this that must accompanied visual hold your thumb index finger about half inch apart squint your eyes ever-so-slightly you''re straining something quite small other thing should know about saying that it''s inextricably tied best friend ellen it''s saying whenever rest says it''s known accepted fact that we''re borrowing from phrase coined reasons that obvious anyone lives champaign-urbana although there nearly people here town feeling about quarter size everyone knows everyone somehow tied another''s business usually convoluted rather than obvious ties here aren''t one-dimensional either quintessential knot must have several layers examples this heart many halfway normal tales future i''ll simply refer this phenomenon first most important this story i''ll tell fittingly about ellen ellen very distinctive only tall beautiful coloring curly hair often prompt rude people what record ellen''s african-american white ellen could easily latina caribbean from number other exotic locales harmlessly envious mention ellen''s looks point that she''s noticeable which root noticed everywhere cafe then another park pool grocery store began wonder trailing guess noticeable because ellen tells same story about seeing everywhere finally after seeing cafe paradiso morning aroma cafe afternoon swimming pool evening marched right demanded friendship actually said something like think we''re living parallel lives it''s time meet within week were together time with without kids ellen''s husband gabriel it''s been that ever since ellen during difficult on-the-upturn time life four years after moving here years after ended marriage couple months after ended first post-divorce relationship full throes single parenthood keeping freelance writing business thriving frequently found myself some not-advisable dating scenarios also recently decided that going root myself east-central illinois happy about more feeling sorry myself about being stuck here because ex-husband''s career span month ellen bought myself house which marked beginning upswing also changed churches months later jason who''s husband weeks i''ve been upheld supported many wonderful people since moving here ellen single-handedly rescued more times more consistently than anyone else jason course obvious super hero ellen different roles jason essentially relocated entire home speak higher ground ellen came paddling when flailing dragging sometimes just treading water with while keeping company still does although need glad much less frequent ', 'this town is__ this big_ part i___ ', ''),
(6, 'here''s reliable sign good place happy home chicago visiting portland oregon glad-to-be-back maxim test week jason returned -day honeymoon greece beautiful delicious greece stress home sweet home people live east central illinois fall deep depressions returning town long city mountains oceans extended family good feelings hinge geography people talking love jason love story pretty stand back midst despair trapped champaign-urbana hopelessness tendency hover annoyingly unlikelihood meeting dreams isolated limited pool divorced young children christian faith important thrive girl words good party back drinks love music live shows dancing stuck champaign-urbana meet who''s factors throwing extra hopes here''s singles thirty-something woman young children seeks handsome tall dark thirty-something loves kids instant family church saturday night generally social successful big-city type perfectly happy remain small midwestern town years imagine hopelessness subtract married tenured professors equation you''re left town full undergrads read frat boys people passing began systematically dream requirements christian heck smart agnostic smart successful scared death kids handsome great kids bright sacrifice figured jason walks life meet church months ellen dorie knew jason simply cute church miraculously things hypothetical singles cooks dances wonderful extended family surprising mysterious blessing havah jason''s daughter years older oldest biological sister girls true biological sister love story fond hearing possibly doubt heaven rest case ', 'love in__ unexpected places ', 'divorce christian honeymoon church hope trapped jason home love_story hopeless sacrifice love'),
(362, 'photo vaidy krishnan days jason made chicken masala dinner recipe calls ingredients eventually worked separate steps roasting grinding spices making pastes cashews ginger recipes takes time effort prepare tastes goodness bother bite detect layers complexity balance sweet spicy surprises initial taste surprises lingering flavor dinner jason wondered aloud cultures prizing complexity flavor stumble combinations spices textures cook easy hand freeing form painstaking science rolled imagine envision experiment tweak pour soul india countries thailand morocco process valued prized benefit experimentation recipes celebrating curry life black white brought lunch friends american pointed polytheistic nature cultures they''re comfortable complexity expect things black white find fascinating tendency americans love bible clear answers dangerous territory stereotyping work americans tend love meat potatoes vegetables delineated plate distinct flavor texture question you''re putting mouth you''re tasting salt fine meat wrong love fine meat bite bite you''re control draw lines mixing eating curry makes feel deliciously control you''re tasting sneaks confuses curry celebration complexity chaos thing people fear complexity curry demonstrates completely control form completely adventurous space midwestern ying yang broad scope things embracing complexity define narrowly pretend bible filled clear answers spouse partner relationship jason clear boundaries divorced enjoys daily complexities blended family including ex-spouses partners understand marriage family love simplicity living small town midwest house garden kids church neighborhood school favorite bars life midwest normal typical bland kids grow thinking things black white easily parsed categorized understood luckily possibly case community friends we''ve gathered saturday evening celebrating birthday house wonderful people considers family jason celebrate birthday good friend marlah gathered table celebration considered white rest african american native american mexican cuban afro-carribean combination kindly pointed evening olive complexion dark hair white sunday invited feast chengdu hotpot meal home friends church spent fair amount time region china hotpot represents kind complexity curry twenty bowls individual foods shrimp greens foods kids ribbon tofu rice cakes lotus root enoki mushrooms crowd table ying yang pots spicy mild hotpot broth boil furiously burners table''s center chopsticks pick items choice separate bowls drop boiling liquid cook manage pull pull mixed things people table dropped feel control what''s happening surprise joyous confusion cooking sharing eating things separate textures flavors unfamiliar tied complex flavors broth life ', 'embracing complexity through flavor ', 'friends god_ food china form chaos control india culture curry spices complexity flavor black-and-white deliniation categorized diversity'),
(52, 'have some updates recent posts just case you''re curious last month wrote about friend tried connecting with facebook facebook drama new-old friends responded with silence happy report that since sent note it''s like we''ve reestablished friendship worked through what happeneds hope happy well that''s improvement over silence moving might easier than writing about asked your thoughts about essay proposal submitting anthology called about divorce women open about moving collected some helpful feedback some blog some email conversation submitted second concept dealing with parallel themes being trapped marriage church then freed from those confines here''s from proposal still waiting hear from editor freeing process simply involve cutting ties walking away from institutions that confined freeing process turned involved embracing those institutions again different forms ways eventually found church where brokenness something valued because helps create path wholeness that church places that second husband embracing concept marriage again even though been quite certain never would process finally able embrace true self hesitate even mention squirrels reader recently asked update still have harvested single tomato going response squirrels antics yard garden girls other hand have picked earlier anti-zen approach other evening after dinner patio they began throwing black walnuts which everywhere squirrels kinda funny kinda don''t worry their isn''t good abundance black walnuts reminded that blogging about squirrels last summer falling that finally want affirm again again healing power sharing meal last night good friends think them local substitute parents refreshed with delicious summer meal lots good conversation about life time walked home felt like were emerging from best kind counseling session with food drink added bonus were light spirits pleasantly heavy bellies tomorrow night we''re hosting meal home looking forward sharing that kind restorative experience with particularly light recent resolution handful other friends here''s throwing food life''s problems often possible ', 'bits pieces ', 'divorce facebook silence church squirrels tomatoes updates feedback trapped embracing_again marriage black_walnuts zen_ food sharing_a_meal restorative'),
(7, 'perhaps life sums halfway normal concept better than dorie elie eliezer happen former yeshiva teacher mother even before dorie elie moved that literal halfway geographical location farmer city they were halfway normal number other healthy ways favorite things about them they conducted their relationship almost scientifically backwards fashion they summer during college pregnant baby moved together know each other bought house together moved from jersey farmer city then married five years after baby elie post-punk dorie''s crafty he''s jewish she''s protestant he''s serious earnest she''s bubbly really works it''s halfway normal best past couple years elie dorie have hosted hanukah seder dinners their brick victorian farmhouse which they''re painstakingly restoring jason were both raised christian families have respect jewish traditions make point more aware christians jews alike beliefs different think being able take kids real jewish holiday meal great thing it''s surreal though farmer city town people four saskia asked there only farmer there there seem many farmers might expect only jewish residents when you''re driving into town toward grain elevator humming your jewish tunes feeling you''re going some illicit gathering secret society like maybe should hide brush pull curtains before elie dons yamaka lights candles drink four large goblets sweet wine gulp most down before much anything besides some horseradish matzoh night wears singing seder order kaddesh urechatz karpas grows increasingly robust kids delighted they only begin understand normal this whole scene being jewish specifically just different general isn''t easy place like farmer city those like perpetuate stereotypes about midwest this lack openness anyone different from unfortunately real issue many smaller towns imagine it''s more small town issue than geographical although i''ve never lived small town either coast can''t sure when elie dorie first moved illinois they suspected they were being judged their neighbors part because they came from east coast part because elie jewish part just because they plans their house yard your plans town that small only proves think you''re better than everyone around their suspicions about their neighbors feelings were confirmed when elie into with neighbor claimed they hadn''t mowed lawn recently enough elie studying plant biology university tried explain broader vision their yard that they were growing wildflowers part their yard were going plant hostas over here neighbor wasn''t buying before retiring worked some lawn chemical company yard consists plain very green short grass right fence started accusing them being moneyed people from east with unconventional fancy ideas when things escalated neighbor said going report elie went that sure people have plenty lawyers family take that jewish dorie elie only thing response such situation they threw party exact lawn soiree complete with silver script-inscribed napkins croquet fancy-schmancy cocktails whole bunch friends wearing formal wear were fancy possible wonderful time celebrating elie dorie where they whether neighbors like ', 'seder in__ farmer city ', 'dorie seder party farmer_city jewish different lawns'),
(8, 'today last sleepover camp stepdaughter havah quillin oldest daughter it''s first time away from home like this jason dropped girls mennohaven camp tiskilwa illinois last sunday today catching ride with partner help bring girls home while title this post probably generates mild extreme discomfort most people thankfully hours with husband''s ex-wife partner breeze even looking forward it''s perfect bonding opportunity havah''s three moms anyone longs better relationships with exes stepparents their life don''t your hopes have magic formula situation thrives some fairly unique factors that would nearly impossible fabricate starters same church part same core community friends together regularly help raise each other''s kids celebrate birthdays together generally family away from family should back when which essentially same time jason this back when jason were well aware cute other didn''t know much anything about each other sunday after church jason approached girls wanted join group people lunch thrilled then immediately bombarded with string critical information mind couldn''t adjust fast enough right after invitation while were still standing together havah came saying papa where going lunch shocked hadn''t known just getting used this good news havah said where''s horrified crush married five minutes later were walking down sidewalk from church restaurant asked women half block ahead were said that''s ex-wife partner struggled wrangle brain around this information don''t have crush married going lunch with ex-wife still digesting that long after hamburger that''s began essentially continued jason were just friends over next months became friends well with others group about months later after jason been together about month status relationship with became poignantly clear birthday gathered celebrate jubal renee''s house where jason cooked birthday request dinner after kids left table three couples nursing wine beer looked around table heart jumped natural impossible boyfriend just cooked gift love ex-wife''s partner later danced together with abandon dining room felt awe-struck entire evening like witnessing event knew would seen historical about year-and-a-half later jason girls plus about other family members friends gathered garden mutual friends wedding ceremony once again very moved after getting past strangeness sharing table with jason''s ex-in-laws during meal several people stood share stories after meal felt full love hope couldn''t help myself said something like this earlier this evening introduced ''havah''s dad''s girlfriend which isn''t something hear many weddings think says everything that needs said about god''s grace provision bringing this strange wonderful place here because looks good here because truly love support then said something like this only good things have happened since kristin come into family''s life we''ve been blessed know kind chokes doesn''t mostly think because says whole about kind grace forgiveness human beings need muster it''s kind moment when stuff dreams realized ', 'a___ road trip with my__ husband''s ex-wife ', 'divorce grace church forgiveness community ex-wife impossible'),
(9, 'when began working solely freelance writer february biggest fear wasn''t finding work fear much solitude classic extrovert honestly enjoy some good regular time alone best ideas problem solving wound-licking energy come interactions with others freelancing best choice someone like freedom flexibility being able what love even east central illinois were attractive give cafes with wireless internet access have saved often begin working dining room table porch eventually that focus energy begins fade pack cafe like activity like seeing people know having little water cooler moments getting office like watching other characters drawn cafes tracking narratives they unknowingly spin like that cafe there dishes away laundry fold computer needs babysat essence chained work easy supply caffeine another good thing right sitting caffe paradiso it''s just four-block walk from house favorite cafe bread pastries from mirabelle wonderful french bakery town soups made from scratch space large open with pressed ceiling lots natural light hodge-podge random tables chairs some them really scattered about music played from generic predictable that pretty much describes crowd here from generic predictable writing fiction this where would come inspired develop characters their stories plenty expected things happen here studying dissertation writing lunch eating newspaper reading there many interactions conversations that catch just enough astounded ellen like while sitting cafe this place full freaks ahem case point some might argue here''s good cafe story tell detail because actually character awhile back agreed favor friend meet with someone knows town needed some professional networking opportunities looking this todd exchanged some emails agreed time meet caffe paradiso final email described myself could identify longish dark hair dark-framed glasses working powerbook todd enters cafe through doorway vision gets coffee approaches first person happens -something year woman with dark hair dark-framed glasses powerbook kristin asks says sits down saying something like it''s good meet don''t even know exactly what kind writing this kristin looking confused wanting rude says something like student just writing dissertation hope turn into book they chat more it''s incredibly awkward soon makes excuse packs stuff leaves todd left thinking that really strange shortly after that notice because he''s sitting alone without books study computer anything wonder he''s todd think it''s hasn''t approached walk todd kristin beginning think weren''t coming turns pale says strangest thing just happened proceeds tell about other kristin whole circumstances leaves amazed bizarre real life somehow quite regularly find myself situations that seem coincidental real with people come across caricatured taken seriously conversations where people involved witty insightful quick that think there must script this scene somewhere incident with todd left feeling like scene from movie this scene movie would seem contrived funny that works life indeed stranger more wonderful than fiction ', 'two_ kristins walk into a___ cafe ', ''),
(36, 'when started this blog first time last summer motivate myself plow through book felt compelled write because even though book writers like writing down wasn''t going simple just opening letting flow knew tried putting words into endless scroll blank microsoft word pages saving bits progress each closing document then starting over next would seem overwhelming futile tossing stories into abyss needed audience even just husband friends needed audience expect something fresh from which kept moving rather than over-thinking over-working everything needed format that looked nice could include headlines photos tags categories those people easily fooled when things look together imagine they together looking writing blog format would help understand more clearly structure ultimately what needed myself blogger turned blogging practice into little writing course syllabus story story them down sending them into virtual world where dozen people would read them eventually months later realized meat book there ready expand polish abandoned blog turn best posts into book feeling little system worked quite nicely after never wanted blogger about months later when book proposal being reviewed couple publishers first heard phrase author''s platform love your book what''s your author''s platform ahead google like first you''ll says having platform important that many experts recommend that start build your platform long before you''re ready submit your book publication nice know another article found says some authors focus solely writing their books thinking they work their platform after book published unfortunately business doesn''t work that right some authors like example more i''ve learned about author''s platforms more i''ve worried about losing myself while process branding myself that first article referenced goes what need angle gimmick will that helps reach your target readers it''s ironic because what living help clients develop brands reach audiences finding that angle boiling things down essence making whole effort effective thought doing that myself leaves cold part problem just don''t have time blog want can''t imagine time read another blog bigger issue that idea creating brand myself goes against very point book whose subtitle living life between that between refers directly efforts avoid hard fast categories like christian secular professional personal don''t want chose between stories heart ideas mind between private matters public ones don''t want figure primary audience going even gender alone life experience like divorce spent first years life trying into right category with right angle gimmick trust didn''t work past years i''ve worked hard un-define myself while same time gathering random aspects into cohesive person embrace stay true that tell stories others will drawn stories that become blog about this life between process hope un-defined will have luck gathering random assortment others striving find that happy balance living grey will anti-platform-platform speak rag-tag group people that imagine will roughly mirror richly diverse somewhat random community people i''ve gathered life when think about this excited started welcome halfway normal take ', 'blogs and_ ulterior motives ', 'blog audience book_writing author''s_platform publisher branding in_between christian secular professional un-define'),
(10, 'write there''s eight-pound hunk organic-fed pork butt slow cooking grill it''s just getting settled into ten-hour roast recipes spicy cilantro slaw buttermilk cornbread ready kitchen table guess better invite some people over help this food jason mentioned earlier post about superb cook significant portion skill comes from pure love good flavors willingness what takes create them last night trimming pork making marinade this morning before work firing grill smearing homemade meat i''ll take care slaw cornbread this afternoon viola tuesday dinner eating this regular tuesday happy that deal being friends with people like this random weekday also just things order really share love have making delicious things we''ve started little cooking club with ellen gabriel laurence paige surface probably sound less-than-humble we''re eating talking about collective creations thrive drama putting morsel mouths then making some visible audible demonstration culinary rapture eyes might open extra wide gaze ecstasy some seemingly sexual moan pleasure might escape lips gabriel upon taking bite something tasty known almost shout this ri-di-culous also like things like forget what''s best mexican indian italian restaurant town yeah your house house know much punch line unless you''re this love cooking though endearing really because it''s about surprise delight heaping praise another can''t believe there ingredients world that have this kind effect taste buds that friends with people combine ingredients such exquisite ways pleasure rooted love flavors creativity opportunity give favorite people delicious gifts plus course it''s about making sure wine mojitos beer doesn''t have with empty stomachs when came time months back jason plan wedding dinner family friends restaurant caterer would tables chairs were laurence paige''s endlessly interesting garden gabriel laurence took charge kitchen with ellen paige baking breads desserts this meal consisted five courses over-the-top ri-di-culous taste treats talk about love ', 'backyard gourmets ', ''),
(71, 'married year jason reveled alike easier married life share spouse''s perspective priorities deeply instance preparation consumption good food life''s noble budget''s deserving line items budget problem like-minded balance shared love good food common approach finances spell trouble addition bliss rising cost week decided finances order jason fabulous cook quicken expert talent tapped time dining room table budget enter august''s expenses spent food month immediately shoulder staggering family vowed plan splurge pushed cart grocery store monday night feeling frugal pleasantly sacrificial good challenge we''ve incredibly frugal married spouses leaving store poster caught exact words reached grabbed free groceries frugality picked brochure enter free groceries contest simply share family favorite original recipe started brainstorming figure submit share imagine great groceries sobering aspect contest gimmick designed raise awareness family dinner children brochure describe family national effort promote family dinners effective kids substance-free spouts variety statistics teens fewer family dinners week gist they''re significantly abuse prescription drugs tobacco alcohol reaction idea setting year dinner family absurd akin earth single respect planet recycling makes crazy idea raise awareness develop good habits people year reaction profound sadness knowing kids table families regular basis food healthy interesting global issues weighing tugs heart local individual day-to-day problems night jason made what''s fairly typical family meal house week trust hamburgers chips seared salmon lentils sweet potatoes spinach fresh herbs girls gobbled gobbled attention shared stories showed research journal she''s keeping explained plan middle school band play football game friday waited turn hand raised persistently made assuring talk jason concerned food matters matters ultimately we''re deeply experience table family watching kids grow healthy body mind spirit result setting national dinner family feeble step deeply hope pray families ', 'calculating value dinner ', 'balance priorities married_life good_food budget rising_costs finances dining_room_table frugal family_dinners'),
(11, 'i''ve always wanted write about faith it''s biggest scariest writing challenge tricky place honestly every aspect life interwoven with faith belief system same time adverse most things labeled thought christian makes kind delicate write about without immediately turning crowd pissing other forget delicacy though i''ll risk pissing some people maybe eventually turning others hope here some things labeled thought christian that tend react against contemporary christian music christian christian fiction especially concept christian romance end-of-time novels don''t think need explain quotation marks christian political right neo-conservatism facade happiness wholeness that most christians have perfected particularly sunday morning pro-abstinence pro-life advocates don''t address societal personal problems that come with unwanted children stds bashing from people sure homosexuality also sure they personally don''t comparable general intolerance idea that issues black white after divorce when lost many christian friends asked leaders church attending take communion knew first-hand many people hate very least dismiss people faith religious institutions pretty much soul shut down while then people from this place called covenant fellowship most faithful christian friend becca also bugging insistently leave church that heart stunted growth find place where could find myself grow finally together started going covenant which physical terms group quirky wonderful pilgrims gather refurbished warehouse building that community place i''ve connected some cases reconnected other cases discovered first time with things about faith that have deeply rooted hold here just when study jesus life it''s clear that living treating others doing justice best created exactly goal struggle change that essence becoming idea christian perfection goal become even more fully created created community with another helping each other learning about love forgiveness along truly loves wants bless spite ways screw daily have evidence blessings everywhere look there important work done god''s kingdom even regular people like missionary africa haiti writer east central illinois called find work this what comes down when very from faith years whole life balance everything felt wrong quickly turned sour matter hard tried make work since i''ve begun worshiping this warehouse feel foundational harmony life relationships waning sense want need restlessness true self whether church home oddly enough have t-shirts that this wholeness they were made from illustration wedding invitations shirts which gave friends helped with wedding kinds ways screen-printed with continuous single-line drawing that first outlines covenant building where were married then soma lounge where drank danced after wedding finally house where lead day-to-day lives learning love forgive live even more light ', 'worship in__ a___ warehouse ', 'divorce christian faith scary piss-off harmony truth wholeness'),
(106, 'love leftovers craving quick warm homey lunch remember butternut squash soup chicken masala rice fridge yesterday things taste they''ve couple days mellow refine lemony spinach-tomato-feta-orzo salad enjoying lunch hours made moments hate leftovers excuse lunch make fresh gooey grilled cheese back fridge eaten hours dumped special talents leftovers inciting guilt what''s left good begin edge possibly worst strong evidence eaten process remember days made lose appetite cases default response shove back fridge wait days eaten punishment behavior nastiness disposal process growing master creating appetizing feast leftovers week microwave special techniques reheating tricky foods make patties leftover mashed potatoes instance butter food smart planning food budget she''s careful waste pulling leftovers gave cook duties lucky model guarantee pushed questionable deeper fridge lucky husband tire cooking love cook nice team approach meal planning chance burned jason leftovers home lunch enjoy leftovers grace dinner table leftovers mind usual jason closer food budget month wrote calculating dinner afford wasteful matter finances changed good time adjust lifestyle started thinking leftovers metaphor night commenting post eliacin rosario-cruz blog kingdom praxis mustard seed associates team putting alternative calendar activism observances celebrations purpose calendar highlight ways celebrate ordinary events life giving christian focus writes imagine fellow conspirators world celebrating kingdom alternatives cool idea leftovers kind strange bear invite group friends dinner telling clean fridge create banquet leftovers serve tupperware perfect people mexican chinese american plate celebrate foods perfectly find tasty combinations compliment another''s cooking enjoy leftovers make eating time importantly thankful left place recognize gather crumbs scraps we''re make satisfying feast ', 'learning to__ love leftovers again ', 'guilt leftovers soup fridge feast food_budget wasteful banquet thankful'),
(100, 'today checking dozen blogs read regularly days thinking link love site conversation rapid-fire conversations head love learn reading people''s blogs nice else''s blogs sounds bring people wrong idea thought decided hope blog write stories hope stories life ways first-person writing let''s honest reading blog dull you''re hoping find reading personal narratives therapist free worry parking mind share things learned lesson stop blaming people focus creating world reading post magpie girl yesterday gave opportunity kristin post magpie girl writes recently visiting pantheon rome filled noisy tourists choir began filling awesome space gregorian chants people jabbering wwkd simmer angrily glaring people wondering resistant quiet moments words world dictate kind experience cool work case you''re wondering magpie girl responded lesson laugh clench teeth times stressful worry presidential candidates reminded times night''s debate times full worry call laughter call give worry respect give death funeral laugh face blog poet friend aaron belz reminded today amazingly thoughtful funny proving poetry life make scroll read recent poems pennies beard beard debate results laughing computer people cafe lesson learning engage conversation figured figuring part happen wrote couple weeks post-polite post digging deeper inspired ponder slightly angle read post dagny''s empire post full freezers post white privilege people concept learned dagny learn topics blog read affirmed achieving change requires open dialogue wait figured conversations waiting life figured children strategy negative population growth magpie girl aaron dagny helping learn important things hope return favor time time ', 'learning about me__ by__ reading you_ ', 'social_media conversation blogs personal_narratives therapist stress worry laughter poetry white_privilege'),
(12, 'last night jason went with heather hear -piece psychedelic rock band called dark meat they were playing upstairs mike molly''s stuff pieces napkins ears combat regular screaming into mike general chaos ears while downstairs fetching materials hand-crafted earplugs figured good time restroom regular need pretty sure bane existence take preventative measures whenever possible handful other women apparently same need stood together outside single-toilet ladies room waiting turns women unpredictable many ways thing i''ve begun count certain restroom camaraderie find phenomenon really fascinating women might otherwise feel threatened suspicious simply around another seem down defenses find reasons connect when they have it''s like acknowledgement that have something common we''re sisters tend more often than need stall down have purses with because need lipstick tampons mints while we''re there strangers each other''s straps tuck shirt tags compliment another''s haircuts shoes it''s like need social lubricant once we''ve gathered bathroom with bunch other women seem know just what other more commonly-known social lubricant probably plays part since notice this phenomenon more often bars late night there''s music sense connection seems even stronger like we''re going through some larger experience together have common starting point because chose come listen same music last night when joined three women waiting restroom camaraderie immediately first women were talking about their height they were wearing heels they felt about heels when walked smiled made some comment about using bathroom such popular concept they turned smiled asked tall boom were conversation found band loud amazingly short members were then homemade napkin earplugs before turning back topic heights glad were have found tall woman took turn bathroom almost reluctant leave conversation then another person joined line showed them shoes sandals with three-inch wedge talked about shoes while where them hate sacrificing comfort heels versus wedges woman line impatient went men''s room upon opening door discovered peeing lock broken shared moment that trauma hilarity finally made pact take turns guarding door men''s room each other soon peeing finished were suddenly cahoots recklessly peeing men''s room without lock when said done probably grand total eight minutes later this trip bathroom netted only bladder relief four friends it''s kind small moment that makes happy woman friendly midwest ', 'camaraderie in__ the_ ladies room ', ''),
(13, 'short while this weekend bright ford expedition parked driveway next silver toyota prius didn''t unnoticed especially liberal tree-hugging neighborhood jason''s line became we''re trying kind carbon offsetting make driving prius long mine like irony real story this jason''s which comfortably seats three girls back seat unexpectedly spending weekend dealership waiting brake part plans sunday daytrip michigan where were meeting parents aunt cousin visiting from zealand pretty clear that weren''t going manage five people cooler kinds beach gear prius six-hour drive called rental company saturday morning only vehicle they left that gave more room than prius ford expedition with somewhat guilty consciences weighing guzzling problem against fact that don''t drive daily basis went with rental seemed somewhat average-sized only after arrived home parked vehicles side side driveway realize what done this perspective ford expedition horsepower engine that''s pound-feet torque you''re curious it''s capable towing over pounds something which equivalent three priuses average sized it''s nearly feet taller than little -cylinder horsepower scooter affectionate name prius make matters worse bright know when comes fashion sense dressing very large woman bright dress does make look smaller frankly embarrassing prius contrast automotive equivalent sensible shoe it''s much look sure makes feel good when it''s said done goes without saying that environmental connotations driving expedition were list reasons embarrassed take some pride vehicle driving beast that guzzles nearly four times amount fuel travel same distance seems excessive like wearing stilettos park we''re that exemplary when comes natural resources don''t ride bicycles grocery store collect rainwater later garden we''re two-car family jason''s isn''t exactly economy freely condition house when begin feeling uncomfortably warm don''t enforce military showers although we''ve considered least girls really can''t we''re environmentally above driving horsepower thug think what made uncomfortable expedition sheer overarching excess vehicle represents everything about bigger stronger than needs before even left house encouraged packing sprawl much space were tempted bring manner things didn''t need just trip beach station took over fill that''s gallon tank once road expedition took certain attitude that really doesn''t match personalities felt somehow apologetic whole time jason seated away from that difficult comfortably hold hands guess driving something that typically doesn''t want hold hands girls however were thrilled knew they would riding them equivalent getting watch movies drink much they want must admit made dunes with less complaining than generally hear from back three skinny girls were spread over enough space adults should hope they were comfortable experience unfortunately urged them what excess tends urge want more next time they want rent really with player ', 'an__ excessive expedition ', 'excessive prius environmental sprawl'),
(14, 'last night west wing season republican national convention full tilt with clear party nomination vinick democrats other hand were disarray with three candidates still battling nomination today real time barack obama just announced he''s raised over million beginning five city swing eastern iowa while hillary bill making tracks through west side same state president bush other hand whose approval ratings percent range commuted lewis libby''s -month prison sentence what will think next this first time several years watching west wing during bush presidency that wouldn''t have gladly traded political reality with whatever''s happening with bartlet administration typically i''ve been watching show night before wake somewhat disoriented mornings hoping memories last night''s episode reality news npr''s morning edition remains dream it''s strange thing when state country all-time this moment it''s more exciting following barack watching current administration repeatedly shoot itself foot stressing bartlet hero there aren''t characters capturing interest heart obama does distinctly remember first time heard name barack obama when getting ready vote illinois democratic primary election this candidate''s name certainly caught attention everything read about remember telling michigan excited about this unknown candidate when gave keynote address democratic national convention suddenly everyone talking about turned obama only thing excited hopeful about election which made proud live illinois have helped send washington gets closer democratic presidential nomination than anyone just couple years thought might it''s still very hope-inducing have most exciting democrat country from illinois have most exciting democrat african-american name barack hussein obama name many conservatives have kinds with sure barack osama laden osama-obama it''s exciting thousands people pour their souls money into this kind hope young people like rock star friend ryan excited about barack therefore politics ryan first person know have barack-n-roll t-shirt enthusiasm don''t want ignore slow backward country when comes race politics it''s really downright wrong that only current senators black that he''s just fifth african-american senator ever have start somewhere again again again bring unity show we''re more alike than different obama exciting place start taste democratic national convention speech says pundits like slice-and-dice country into states blue states states republicans blue states democrats i''ve news them worship awesome blue states don''t like federal agents poking around libraries states coach little league blue states some friends states there patriots opposed iraq patriots supported iraq people pledging allegiance stars stripes defending united states america amen illinois brother ', 'barack-n-roll ', 'hope barack_obama race politics unity west_wing backward'),
(15, 'what national rifle association chicago cubs fans green party have common place lineup champaign-urbana fourth july parade they each have their fans lining parade route lesbian group scouts packs united church christ softball team this small town july parade wildly drawn exercise contrast celebrating great nation list things right jason however managed some reverse engineering this holiday coming conclusion that could feel good about celebrating nation''s independence after what this holiday supposed about told girls story declaration independence great characters involved first independence actually felt small surge something like hope excitement veins went along with girls enthusiasm holiday holiday really their ideas dress white blue make patriotic streamer sticks barrettes make whole thing more palatable grownups invited ellen gabriel dorie elie with kids over pre-parade brunch mimosas never hurt troop grand total paraded down oregon street toward actual parade confided ellen that would probably never parade couldn''t walk from house putting people into driving somewhere trying park just wouldn''t worth agreed pointing we''ll stuck going this parade next years first kids young enough actually entranced then they start people they know parade excited about that aspect eventually they''re themselves playing clarinet doing taekwondo singing with theater group sigh each four times i''ve been this particular parade simultaneously entranced bored spectacle lack thereof whole it''s really nothing excited about handful high school marching bands fire trucks from surrounding townships i''ve never heard some veterans from various wars some politicians scout troops there expected unexpected parade entries that never fail amuse even thrill small deep-seeded ways amusement knights columbus driving around their funny little cars wearing crazy hats ridiculous long earrings what that about what otherwise unmet need satisfied these through this bizarre ritual also love champaign librarians walk parade with book carts periodically doing actual drills called drill sergeant with whistle it''s bookcart drill team which never ceases amuse concept execution chicago cubs fans pretty funny with their collection self-deprecating signs like cubs keeping humble since what gives chills groups pepper otherwise bland expected fare couple tractors followed aware anti-war anti-racism effort throw your anti''s into they played this year''s parade theme america salutes free enterprise with counter cost america''s salute free enterprise justice just then have your typical parade grand marshall miss champaign county sitting backs convertibles followed amazingly large contingents from green party lesbian family rights groups nothing gets rise people like political party that doesn''t white blue color scheme except male couples holding hands pushing baby strollers especially when they directly follow champaign county republicans it''s thrill able clap cheer wildly left groups retired farm couple sitting next their lawn chairs applaud -year-old woman float firing ancient rifle it''s good reminded that can''t just preach choir look kids taking wonder often what they''re thinking they''re processing know what thinking glad that this parade exactly one-half kind july celebration grew with small hometown with other half being something entirely more progressive this isn''t good taste america ultimately what we''re supposed celebrating don''t know what ', 'more than one_ way_ to__ do__ a___ small town parade ', 'small_town patriotism nra_ green_party gay_rights homosexualtiy independence');
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(16, 'friend lisa just returned from trip west coast with mexican-mormon long-distance boyfriend she''s always good story conversation treat into other front piano teacher''s house where both daughters take lessons stories told stoop catching favorite about ricardo ended station american indian reservation checking their email lisa said they were their through redwood national forest highway those beautiful endless winding two-lane highways along west coast suddenly traffic which didn''t seem exist before that moment stopped completely after while people started turning engines getting their cars with coolers camp chairs ready wait unknown delay eventually they learned word mouth that accident taken place about five miles road love this image news traveling along winding road stuck strangers without cell phone service it''s ultimate version classic game telephone although there nowhere least nowhere that could called progress desired direction lisa ricardo managed road leading yurok american indian tribal-owned station across street from tribe''s administration offices community center they bought something cold drink decided they might well their laptops some writing done suddenly them realized they wireless connection miracle they spent remainder their delay catching emails when highway cleared accident they packed their computers continued their through forest think being surrounded trees that hundreds years place where native americans have lived more than years think sitting that place sending emails surreal this whole idea lisa finding wireless connection american indian reservation only surreal it''s poetic lisa part native american herself one-quarter cherokee one-quarter canadian indian vocational passions technology minority groups when those loves together someone like lisa person perfectly positioned discover implement ways utilize computers give minority kids more opportunities more voice lisa moved town from philadelphia late last summer either through ellen lisa daughter lana park leal elementary where saskia lana were same first grade class difficult pinpoint exactly know someone this town lisa sweet generous which frosting smart interesting cake northwestern university from school education social policy writes things like case considering cultural entailments genres attachment design educational technologies take that your nearest american indian reservation send email about ', 'wi-fi on__ the_ rez_ ', ''),
(17, 'here couple classic this town this interludes second post part which includes explanation this syndrome part saturday this past weekend went dessert potluck lisa''s house where always count eclectic crowd spread food lisa about gardening local produce home-baked goodness responsible what must have been ten-pound still-warm peach cobbler made with local peaches bought that morning farmer''s market next okay mostly jason helped heather move into house they just bought keep mind that nearly people live area heather''s house happens block away from lisa''s house told needs meet these great people know neighborhood love introducing people local non-romance matchmaker when said lisa''s names mentioned where they lived said yeah them happened borrow ladder from them days apparently already knew person neighborhood didn''t have ladder knew someone meet done minus matchmaker they seem really nice added when brought ladder back yesterday they invited dessert potluck party guess last night couldn''t make with move part this one''s from last week thursday this cafe he''s many people this town sort know really about three years family visited area because been offered teaching university while they were visiting they came church used their family probably year later after apparently accepted offer moved town family visited church were they tracking then last fourth july when were parade with girls into some random friends mine they were parade with this certain church-visiting family apparently they have become best friends through their kids occasionally this wife course belong same grocery store cafes like paradiso thursday very next last friday walked into other favorite cafe aroma guess sitting door gets almost awkward after while ', 'this town is__ this big_ parts ii__ iii_ ', ''),
(18, 'sitting caffe paradiso alone missing ellen used join time back good days when studying become midwife rather than being midwife know being selfish being midwife more satisfying lucrative realize we''re parents well into still feels bittersweet like she''s grown herself real like joke about real jobs among friends premise that real jobs aren''t just defined skilled work that pays bills real that involves getting early five mornings week putting something other than jeans going office important things until evening real jobs involve wearing clothes that require changing when come home from work real jobs mean have schedule lunch dates rather than just spontaneously heading thai restaurant random hungry moment middle afternoon when we''re joking about real jobs joke naturally extends jason that he''s only person know this town he''s vice president good-sized illustration studio with clients like mcgraw-hill more accurate dorie real like jason minus plus commute from farmer city into real city when dorie elie moved here from east coast they thought -minute commute nearly empty highway walk park think having drive anywhere more than minutes torture after separate handful real jobbers know what remains rest things like australia months research take kids pool middle weekday afternoon woodworking restore people''s houses drum dance make have summers generally cafes typing into computers those people mysteriously cafes some envy others assume we''re lazy privileged assure that most while we''re very happy have access this small life luxury working hard earn livings there explanations possibly have collection friends with such assortment daily routines vocations simply nature living university town people actually make decent livings being dancer artist ethnomusicologist plant biology graduate student professors students have atypical schedules often need place like cafe pass time between classes where they something work done affordability town another explanation here rather nicely partial salary family well salary half let''s hear midwest that means half many couples know things like make fine wood cabinets play drums freelance writing teach voice lessons still contribute mortgage nice home drink decent wine finally jason just happen know assortment people with wonderfully interesting talents have fallen into assortment vocations least ellen''s schedule real midwife kind funky console myself fact that certain days she''ll able cafe with some unexpected hour other sent text suggesting pick clinic quick lunch thai restaurant before appointment feel next pregnant belly we''re proud serious important work deals with life death situations every week mention dealing with dangerously ripe hearts emotions mommies-to-be parents ellen''s husband gabriel teaches ethnomusicology primarily jazz university once said something like this about ellen''s real what ellen does joke people could worst thing could accused giving student some wrong information that later causes embarrassment some cocktail party true ''nough here''s each whatever kind profession world will trust ', 'get_ a___ real job_ ', ''),
(19, 'bedtime prayer night jason thanked things community amen miss full questions bedtime asked thing community writer word-lover favorite things parenting asked explain define things obvious simple adults complex concepts thinking articulate asked empathy means mortgage answers roll tongue community words means thing depending kind experiences you''ve people synonym town live urbana community nice community you''re passing place trip jason factors human beings buildings told basic sense community means people community jason explained thanking community people meals move care other''s kids celebrate birthday holidays they''re aunts uncles cousins live regular part lives explained people live relatives sunday lunch pitched make community we''re gave mull sleep turns early jason individually idea community capital friends reading lots wendell berry growing vegetables talking things living simply buying property jason high school moved community house ties church chicago learned cook large groups married born shared house virginia jubal renee meals groceries shared taking responsibilities week jubal deemed dishes general maintenance cooking eventually split buying homes money american easy sharing money space property person spouse challenging keeping communications open good feelings flowing takes work leave americans pretty time move house build deck watch kids weekend free ways general lack community today economy alive barn raising anymore community good fashioned traditions alive churches today reasons church church goers practice day-to-day community fullest ways plan potlucks picnics tend rescue emergencies general times church showers mothers delivered meals baby born jason''s leukemia church community family people shuttle home hospital deliver dinners evening learning church acts small group started studying acts dull history early church thought turns radical counter-cultural group people determined demonstrate living spite caesars generosity taking care sharing acts pretty exciting stuff small taste kind community stirred topic place night adults gaggle kids shared meal jubal renee''s home provided wine prepared food offering gift helping move massive amounts belongings couple weeks people loads food felt cared appreciated christened home conversation laughter ', 'community with capital c___ ', ''),
(274, 'photo brad edwards friendships sort rough months jason kind misleading plenty wonderful people lives call project couple people play cards share meal past year friends favorite-any time-anywhere-go-to-without-thinking people lives realize writing friends sound high school times life kind friend living town times college happy human beings we''re oriented needing friends people geared intense friendships people cases friendships involved husband loving halves couple cases happy hanging two-guy- two-girl-pairs friendships involved eating dinner week spontaneously calling babysitter reason birthday celebrate show adventure over-romanticizing best-friendship mentioned jason feeling vague sadness feeling sort heading direction seeking replacement here''s observed human nature good lose impulse replacement pronto impulse pursuing friends work low-range friendship radar intentional missed wrote posts striving intentional intentional party retracing steps original idea morning found drawing line friend issue intentional concept jason driving downtown talking plans weekend thought occurred friends open time opportunities invite people depth nominal friendships automatic go-to friends call time feel hanging people we''re forced open creative social life mislead thinking perennial glass-half-full kind girl kind who''s finding silver linings taking lemons making lemonade intentional open past weeks helped positive potential things negative surface feels good ', 'less intentional more open-ended social life ', 'positive friendship sadness less_intentional negative spontaneous social_life potential'),
(20, 'take county road east from urbana about seven miles then turn north county road drive another five miles you''ll land sidney illinois population from what tell sidney''s main attractions include homemade soft serve shakes dairy barn depending which sign look grain elevator which really only attraction have grain sell bues accounting this last attraction trek sidney taxes done malt dairy just added bonus driving village percent size your town your taxes done i''ll admit backwards after just visit bues office could never back sterile impersonal services block bues office back brick building sidney''s main street front half building which have walk directly through person does something crafty from what tell accounting office open space with original pressed ceiling original wood paneling walls worn carpeting floor boxes paperwork files piled everywhere what appear leftovers from countless yard sales lunches snacks jim''s desk piled high with papers framed photos brick-a-brack like clay labeled ashes problem customers clock wall next desk sounds various bird calls hour everyone coming going full cheer good humor small-town matter-of-factness this atmosphere i''ve learned exactly what need when told much taxes found about bues accounting time after shelling thousands dollars self-employment taxes then paying entirely block employee calculate deliver such grim news days later bemoaning this annual spring torture hair salon which worthy post salon''s owner rebecca overheard told just bues sidney almost order rebecca very young edgy-tough-sweet once haircut surprisingly changes monthly could imagine rebecca block office even less than could ever believe myself when raved about accountant took notice raves about accountant after it''s about common raving about dentist everyone uses told everyone turns translates young owners non-traditional businesses town like vintage clothing store music label very caffe paradiso rebecca wrote bues number small post-it note managed keep track long enough almost year later when made first appointment rebecca already warned that oddest characters ever that might come across gruff almost rude when really sweet well-meaning don''t scare said like hearing advance that person going meet might challenging some only does give chance prepare strategy enjoy challenges that involve human interactions tend rise occasion even being prepared though doesn''t prepare it''s difficult into words which like knowing other people know we''re alone that alternate universe when jason were there yesterday said gruffly went married you''ve gone made mess everything well there''s much about you''ll just have suffer through when finished writing check secretary state keep i-corp status alive another year said might well keep that checkbook that''s work your butt right sign away everything you''ve made when asked much owed appointment said well about vacation could some extra spending money earth bues sidney illinois keep financial records order thing when -minute meeting said done wouldn''t write check anything like bird call clock entire feel place doesn''t first thing about money making spending gives good advice like genuinely wants make good living doing whatever that without getting trouble with brother course since time money matters inevitably come with doses pain least entertained have stories tell chocolate malt back city ', 'tax_ time in__ sidney ', ''),
(21, 'this story begins with what might call disclaimer confession combo proud that scheming sneak this past friday night exactly sorry either more think about more sure that most feel this internal conflict somewhere between feeling pleased with ourselves ashamed regular basis first stage several years jason loved band spoon when transferred that love wasn''t hard it''s great band jason been waiting them live years problem they only seem ever play coasts overseas never chicago indianapolis louis finally rather recently receives email he''s been waiting from band spoon will playing chicago great -person venue friday night snag can''t purchase tickets only them raffle from radio station have radio station event chicago weekday night actually claim tickets salt wound already plans chicago very evening spoon concert plans involved hanging with friend stephen called last week tell wouldn''t have much time hang because friend carrie tickets spoon carrie course hadn''t heard spoon before night tickets that''s like throwing some coarse kosher salt wound good measure fast forward friday we''re going chicago anyway right about halfway there kankakee stephen jason talk decide will meet drink schuba''s where spoon concert being held least will able catch half hour before stephen carrie into concert sitting outside venue concert really want painful honestly that point resigned missing jason resigned much maybe that''s sign true trait someone grew city when arrived schuba''s outside ordered beer some food soon were joined stephen carrie already turned their free tickets their hands stamped concert jason suddenly inspired licked back hand pressed stephen''s stamped hand have been desperate joke that worked there very hand stamp that matched stephen''s great thought i''ll sitting here alone night carrie''s stamp already smudged stephen didn''t have enough left hand share this when plotting were thickened eventually involved stephen sitting while drew rather complex stamp design hand with which smudged just enough make look less fine pen-like more rubber stamp-like stamps into past ticket-collecting hand-stamping door might realize never seen hand over winning tickets pass through that door before once again true spoon idea jason went inside restaurant side schuba''s restroom found back near kitchen which connected were golden five minutes later jason both bathroom real surprisingly turned around were leaving once with stephen carrie came front door when time opening band begin people started pouring back into concert area only hold stamped hand glance from girl sitting that checkpoint were were elated really time lives definitely top-five concert experience both jason being able show didn''t expect made experience that much better sure we''re left with story tell with pride funny shameful maybe isn''t either maybe it''s just deal maybe it''s kind thing people time it''s interesting track your brain least brain justifies such antics instance didn''t anyone although drawing stamp your hand sorts didn''t take anything from anyone actions didn''t involve cheating band anything radio station already paid everything besides have bought spoon''s downloaded copies then into justifying deserved show because really love band know music surely many people there like carrie just thought free concert cool still feel sheepish somehow maybe it''s just good upbringing flicker natural desire please parents that can''t quite shake maybe it''s realization that line-drawing rather random subjective sport slippery slope where outright becomes subtle deception which becomes really nothing something still don''t want encourage your children maybe simply grow suspicious myself good reason when begin justifying anything this instance however would again heartbeat ', 'the_ art_ of__ sneaking into a___ free concert ', ''),
(22, 'other when friend nathan complimented bike jason said isn''t great it''s things about kristin that made even more smitten just look that bike bike prize possessions even before learned played role winning husband bought myself consolation prize sorts when moved champaign-urbana land flatness this place where heavy-duty single-speed coaster-brake bike doesn''t seem completely impractical bike made company called kronan replica bikes used members swedish army during world love thinking about armies peace-loving countries riding very scandanavian-looking bikes that quaint they sturdy makes want design bikes bombs t-shirt also love wheel-powered headlight back rack built-in tire pump nathan said casing looks like exhaust pipe although it''s admittedly very cool looking bike according jason when biking around skirt pretty cool-looking drawn simplicity design functionality idea low-maintenance with gears handle brakes there''s much less worry about breaking fixing website called lifeiscarbon check line underwear kronan makes along with bikes they describe kronan almost indestructible tank-like bicycle they design simple robust without frills details such wide handlebars durable tires anti-rust steel frame with added zinc plated components make kronan bicycle great longterm investment unless it''s stolen it''s likely last longer than unless it''s stolen which course what happened prized longterm investment about years after bought bike when still sparkling perfect stolen garage garage door been left about hour morning while house with kids boom gone sick about called police filed report with officer came house take information assured bicycle very distinct that only like town maybe someone would spot told hopes stolen bikes were almost never recovered even unique ones made missing bike fliers with photo reward people missing cats then bike back garage began riding cafe library farmer''s market wasn''t same though missing that little-kid-zest-for-life-wind-blowing-through-hair high that riding kronan could other bike same after about months scanning every bike rack campus staring every bike being pedaled down street there many bicyclists this town gave hope often true life right when stop desperately hoping trying make something happen happens friends kevin susan told fall sunday morning that they were pretty sure they seen bike night before that custody urbana police they been late movie saturday night were driving home about midnight down busy five-lane road near highway strange sight caught their attention very unsteadily riding bike along shoulder carrying -packs beer kevin susan joked about dangers drinking driving they passed good look bike mine they called police told them stay phone trail until they could there kevin susan their not-so-discreet volvo station wagon slowed crawl followed this beer volunteer down busy street then into less-desirable neighborhoods urbana finally police arrived rode into back yard apparently ditching bike before going into house kevin susan watching from block wondering police could ever prove bike been stolen stole suddenly cops came house with bike-riding threw over hood handcuffed apparently bike whether stole warrant arrest would have imagined when finally eyes bike again after spent another weeks evidence room bike pound police station happy reunion kronan wasn''t without battle scars there were tears seat license plate pried headlight dangling there were several scratches some rust made catch breath imagining ways poor bike been abused neglected while care gingerly seat that who-knows-whomgrac many weeks before pedaled both home bike lost then found i''ve always loved biblical images being lost then found from lost sheep parable indelible words amazing grace indeed truly amazing concept being reunited with something precious that thought lost good bike just bike when gets down still every time touch tears seat touching very real reminder grace ', 'lost and_ found in__ the_ evidence room ', 'grace hope reunion bike kronan lost-and-found evidence stolen'),
(23, 'used them time fresh college poor working newspaper reporter weekly paper small wealthy community these women were about town time dropping last month''s clothes high-end resale shop running multi-million dollar home friend charity meeting tennis club course gossiping restaurants over lunch they were quintessential ladies lunch they their perfect powdered noses everyone''s business knew about because ended interviewing them reason another more often than wanted ellen dorie lisa marlah lunch today some time we''ve been trying schedule something once month each other another time these lunches provide only moments group ourselves it''s pure girl time husbands boyfriends needy children food preparation cleanup spinning loud house music talk over these moments talk more important than food course between four five marlah make like today there conversation passes from person person like delicious flourless chocolate cake being shared around table waves talk move quickly they never fully land take delicious bites conversation passes pressing savoring every last crumb until someone looks watch it''s time today''s heard about lisa''s fabulous trip coast ellen''s hilarious work stories about delivering babies with assistance from least favorite nurse dorie''s mother-in-law deeply admires argumentative people she''s coming week-long visit soon couple dozen other topics were swirled left restaurant minutes later full food complete social contentment although time two- three-hour lunch running appointment ellen''s husband insists referring ladies lunch there pleasure derives from tossing this label along with knowing means endearing offensive today decided google term because wondered original intuitive understanding according wikipedia it''s pretty much dead ladies lunch phrase describe well-off women meet lunch socially normally during working week typically women involved married non-working normally lunch restaurant perhaps department store during shopping sometimes there pretext raising money charity it''s true about half defined requirements applied friends we''re women meeting socially lunch restaurant during work week well-off non-working aren''t there isn''t shopping happening alone pretext anything certainly involving charity although charitable outside lunch dates down phrases well-off pretext decide there''s absolutely reason worry that gabriel''s endearment close true funny friends utterly transparent lively gathering we''re there anything ironed checked list there notebooks table we''re there have kind conversation that bubbles makes lovely mess then need back work make some money lest fail able these little luxuries reviewing lyrics stephen sondheim song that popularized phrase from musical company made feel even less like lady lunches here''s ladies lunch--everybody laugh lounging their caftans planning brunch their behalf then fitting claiming they''re looking grim ''cause they''ve been sitting choosing does anyone still wear i''ll drink that caftans grim looks phew lady lunches wonder appear people around though seem spoiled privileged loud silly evoke envy annoyance sometimes feel annoyed other groups people real reason shouldn''t they conjure baseless annoyance with it''s quite likely though this modest midwestern town restaurants choose with varying tones skin reasonable shoes that look about average five women about lucky i''ll drink that ', 'ladies who_ lunch ', 'friendship conversation ladies-who-lunch priviledge'),
(213, 'photo atomicjeep encountered important reminders week read article reminds numbers brand success measured numbers reminded inspired write post small numbers couple hours writing post large part meant comfort distract worries blog stats twitter numbers received email stranger asked share loved entry turning point bought house made literally similar turning point life unable make turn knew wanted turn wanted turn story gave warm gentle needed push back courage leap email arriving blue reminds primary reason bother writing place love interaction conversation love knowing stories touching small ways remembering reminds post reader referencing turning point street address happening life early difficult time clinging desperately wrong things found feeling hopeless faced important decisions forget critical moment life god''s grace life ability redeem biggest messes reminder form reader comment post retracing steps original idea final thought life years picture god''s grace willingness open intentional made quite story quite story jason shared marveled repeatedly stories told retold consistent enthusiasm urgency gradually fading life good years easy granted forget we''ve reminded stories back started blog time re-read remember place crux bigger story brokenness made love unexpected places road trip husband''s ex-wife worship warehouse turning point street address girls kinds parents ', 'remind me__ again ', 'hope story reminded remember forget broken whole'),
(24, 'seem have thing problem cities when growing michigan most exciting weekend family plans involved going detroit where born detroit exciting fascinating every level huge full things down beautiful once other words everything sweet safe hometown detroit went productions theatre favorite performance there into woods starring jazz singer cleo lane witch went greek town saganaki cheese flames table while told stories about growing detroit when grand city downtown bustling grandparents sang opera during winter visits went redwings hockey games then tested skating skills outdoor rink woodward avenue heart downtown summers meant watching games tiger stadium where kept stats brought mitts just case foul ball home came playing crazy eights river boat that took bob-lo island old-school amusement park canadian side nights detroit were spent home great aunt only white person still living middle class neighborhood flatly rejected idea white flight once back home comfortable mid-michigan town friends their parents were shocked that went detroit came back alive went detroit people were terrified even idea knew better simply misunderstood which made love even more adult louis became favorite misunderstood city lived there city proper just south forest park from this greatest promoters selling city wonderful place visit very least busy systematically changing people''s negative perceptions louis full beautiful parks brick houses tell them amazing museums gardens that almost free it''s full great ethnic restaurants live music negativity hear about louis like detroit gets after while where these preconceived notions come from people have never been place have such strong impressions this morning googling louis just find many people live there eyeful news instance city''s population been shrinking steadily years dropping percent past decade it''s largest city states even though once largest that''s depressing sure that earlier this year public schools were deemed terrible they were stripped accreditation taken over state maybe negativity also something with city''s reputation danger zone it''s been among most dangerous cities country years just learned rated most dangerous city nation with occupant other soft spot detroit coming second ouch from city''s perspective news doesn''t worse than that maybe better question possibly love louis much earth think country''s most dangerous city perfect place family vacation maybe parents lead detroit something with whatever thinking lack thereof took girls down louie this past weekend idyllic visit stayed with good friends aaron becca live with their three kids beautiful three-story house edge tower grove park -acre -year-old park older kids harry potter book release street party central west where midnight havah long-awaited copy final book spent couple hours saturday morning -acre botanical gardens which rainforest dome great kids area went city museum photo below truly one-of-a-kind place described website eclectic mixture children''s playground funhouse surrealistic pavilion architectural marvel made unique found objects delicious mexican food famous drewe''s frozen custard played tower grove park adults outside night talking drinking wine smoking least some learning about city''s serious ills right tail such great weekend down maybe naive much faith power positive thinking can''t bear believe reports abandon this wonderful place want protect like might protect -year-old who''s going through awkward phase only everyone could just bliss their through rough patches without letting ugly spiral control everything would fine reality luck cities adolescents tends snowball rapidly gaining size momentum having devastating effects it''s same group think attitude focus fear that cause stock market crash restaurant never ground middle school treated like leper sadly depressed cities just another overwhelming problem without clear solution like poverty healthcare person family really make difference many public service campaigns like suggest think about childhood memories detroit imagine city smiled moment when family arrived weekend acting like grand tourist attraction subject grim news story know girls will always love louis dipping again again into childhood memory bank they''re building parents jason will keep taking family there other cities them danger course teach them about places different from ones they know best most importantly i''ll always teach girls that loving problem cities always such problem they''re certainly less detrimental than falling problem after ', 'family fun_ in__ dangerous cities ', 'st._louis dangerous detroit misunderstood negative'),
(25, 'every morning past month jason have awoken sound golf balls falling from sound golf balls mind actual golf balls instead errant golfers have gangs evil squirrels throwing black walnuts down like ammunition windows open otherwise peaceful morning they thud roof house then roll down landing back porch with they bounce hoods cars driveway making wince brief storm them will suddenly hail down garage roof squirrels wrestling near large clusters nuts other sound hear wishing desperately only idyllic sounds singing birds sound extended squirrel families munching away their black walnut breakfasts their teeth make squeaky noises green outer flesh walnut like someone aggressively cleaning windowpane with glass cleaner paper towel once these rude rodents have worked their into center they begin littering inedible remains which seems about three-quarters whole package over driveway cars back porch tomato garden back yard patio furniture this sounds like freezing rain striking hard surface case you''re wondering black walnuts actually green outside remarkably heavy inside tells everything need know about they their name once opened squirrel crushed black walnuts stain everything that''s capable being stained like beach towel hung instance nice driveway your hands when laboriously collect debris from over yard nuts whether broken whole hurt poor children can''t frolic yard with bare feet like children summertime should when it''s time lawn well could something done began calling numbers tree services section yellow pages after several estimates looks like it''s going cost about thorough trimming take whole thing tempted shell grand down this otherwise beautiful enormous tree shocks this recurring temptation playing through mind child relatively neighborhood dreamed living house tree-lined street played under largest tree neighborhood then wrote letter newspaper editor when tree slated down expand hospital parking trees were living creatures with personalities feelings sure it''s possible read shel silverstein''s giving tree many times raised respect trees though more than once family traveled through redwoods california where trees were revered photographed hugged favorite natural spot child woods northern michigan where grandparents cottage surrounded trees safe content peace years when ex-husband applied teaching position university here first thought can''t live there it''s surrounded corn fields there can''t trees when finally highway into community first time fears were rest only there trees urbana first city state given distinction national tree city have include this overly poetic from tree city website urbana illinois enveloped thriving urban forest whose summer canopies shade town rich green hues excite city with spring pastels fall brilliance excite city indeed later with over public private community trees understand urbana leaves trees living neighborhood childhood dreams beleaf tempted take oldest tree property could methodically take mocking squirrels would gladly that instead unfortunately good enough time being plan give tree second chance life three major limbs over garage driveway other resting heavy with walnuts roof house going smaller limb hanging over middle back yard making badminton impossible will also wished good riddance then we''ll whole process reminds might work toward drastic haircut first something more modest then you''re love with results take deep breath ', 'the_ sky_ is__ falling ', 'squirrels black_walnuts trees tree_city'),
(26, 'years today moved into house marking important events other than just birthdays wedding anniversaries it''s remind yourself blessings opportunity share them with others best celebrations involve deliberate remembering process where were your life before event event affected changed where because this home i''ve ever lived counting dorm rooms college represents much more than other nine homes story this house begins spring with selling another house husband bought when came town moved house year half before continued living there even though didn''t want keep place long term when house sold girls moved into two-bedroom duplex apartment same neighborhood nice place small difficult love after owning lovely home resolved though didn''t want anything wanted free flexible where life took hope that would somehow take champaign-urbana owning home would mean symbolically technically that wasn''t going anywhere that rooted settled with being boxed wasn''t year later life begun subtle shift finally knew with heart that relationship going nowhere even though nearly year hoped ticket finally knew couldn''t continue going church resenting that couldn''t abandon faith either also knew didn''t want manufacture reason move girls away from their letting lets things happen just acknowledging these things changed when began loosening grip shoddy plans suddenly with life that brought that place more than really things began happening ellen resolved find church april this email kristin this thought sounds like sweetheart house -story with front porch floors lots natural light craftsman style woodwork bedrooms bath with original hexagonal floor tile extra large yard with fenced backyard grrrrreat climber central basement -car garage with cement driveway blocks leal school blocks campus email came from another daughters school heard complain playground that didn''t think could afford anything near school that enough three earlier that month looked two-bedroom busy street corner that just outside price range pretty much resigned signing lease another year rental then email arrived everything shifted looked house loved began negotiating deal with sellers next weeks unfolded series events emerged that astounded everyone close sellers outgrown house were moving much bigger house next door selling their house they were essence choosing their neighbors playmates their kids they chose speak over next weeks they proceeded about doing whatever took make possible house they asked earnest money they paid professional painters repaint four rooms asking only paint they replaced steps back porch added safety features play structure re-tiled shower with tile choosing rewired house even though inspector said wasn''t absolutely necessary nearly every throughout this process amazing tale tell friends shook their heads repeated lucky knew what happening though lucky would have described situation just those great things happened instead they kept coming adding something much bigger that wasn''t luck they were pure heaven-sent gifts know this kind talk makes people uncomfortable what honestly believe been waiting wrong things life moment ready relax where began overwhelming with good things they began that moment with house because could feel love care that opened more blessings kept coming church community eventually jason here''s post about knowing what you''re turning from toward small group meeting this past wednesday night talked about ourselves turned around headed wrong direction what should feel when recognize discussion stemmed from some verses acts about repentance unpopular word pastors though recently defined repentance consciously turning from something negative your life turning toward something redeeming you''re trying chicago instance realize you''re heading south don''t keep heading south pull over side road overwhelmed sadness regret yourself pointed right direction start moving several years been trying mostly failing turning from part without considering what might turn toward that''s nowhere''s land stuck void until became overwhelmed emptiness what finally turned toward think acceptance things life turned despite dreams best intentions turned away from fighting every circumstance couldn''t change turned toward something that life rooted this particular street address ', 'a___ turning point with a___ street address ', 'divorce hope home turning-point moving rooted lucky blessings repentance'),
(27, 'like think word snob doesn''t apply i''ve come accept that snob about least things life coffee lakes have defense first snobbery just like coffee extra strong dark fresh it''s that won''t drink matter sleepy sure this about coffee being lake snob though direct result michigan childhood didn''t decide this just grew state that primed expect certain things from lakes starters true lakes naturally formed have fresh water sources they''re designed army corps engineers also expect lakes have sandy bottoms sandy beaches made pure extra fine sand that''s result wind waves coarse mined sand rocks transported site dump trucks expect lakes encircled forests corn fields that don''t much care lakes illinois goes without saying i''ve tried swimming counting illinois side lake michigan which word michigan name altogether different both were warm possibly clean fresh indeed they left slimy film skin when came water their rocky lake bottoms hurt feet while slime rocks left unsteady even being able even bottom through muck unnerving once water so-called sand useless sifting through your fingers much less building castles can''t without lakes life though each summer take girls cottage lake michigan week they wonderful time again this year doing things kids love beach jumping waves swimming sandbar building castles digging holes sand until they reached water there also small rocky stream that runs into lake just beach from cottage girls dubbed magical place fairytopia spent hours playing there building dams redirecting water their butterfly-filled imaginative world there were several other kids staying cottages near which mostly mostly because although couple families were kind people with good kids three daughters absolutely love their friend particular another couple families were there week were another story here examples extremes moms talked this unnerving wanting know everything about because genuinely interested because interesting specimens would give something tell friends later sure particularly amused lounging from chair beach waded splashed around helping girls catch fish shallow water hopeless effort other sets parents speak entire week even though played sand water with their kids while parents beach chairs nearby occasion their daughter joined girls their sweet friend rather involved craft lawn with materials supervision supplied when pulled next expensive called without word like someone''s nanny something when noticed daughter forgotten towel called them approached with towel cell phone looked straight ahead holding window towel threw general direction little well-directed unfortunately this whole aspect otherwise idyllic cottage vacation like hovering dark ominous cloud week quite blocking hanging around like might last couple days lake made concerted effort these people bother focusing instead family being friendly with family decided invite bonfire beach last night there turned everyone thought they were having bonfire that last night inviting various people they wanted ended fire including suspiciously curious treated like someone''s hired help really good attitude handing entire stock marshmallows chocolate graham crackers crowd beginning feel like were midst something very poetic coming together different types same general goal giving their kids happy memorable week beach week-long vacation movie this would qualify happy ending then someone''s greedily reached hand whole fist-full marshmallows even though other kids were waiting another enjoyed meddling girls work fairytopia week torching nice carved birch roasting sticks until burnt stub rude refused marshmallows instead some every time wanted more declared intention coming behind poking with roasting stick four-year-old sister when saying something generic girls about bonfire rules looked with hands hips said doesn''t matter because it''s bonfire sigh it''s true kids will kids pretty much everyone portion snobbery hiding hiding somewhere within that''s where this whole story began right though that turning girls into lake snobs otherwise kind people happen prefer fresh clear natural lakes much lesser evil than raising them snob-snobs ', 'bringing up__ little lake snobs ', ''),
(28, 'summer years cafe used bookstore northern michigan pastor wife stumbled upon book that changed them later changed they discovered among pile books table where they down with their coffees book called tree full angels seeing holy ordinary written woman named macrina wiederkehr lived monastic community many years barb began reading book together summer began seriously sorting faith going their church began reading that fall winter afternoon about months later jason into library town business trip picked first non-fiction audio book that well designed checked without even stopping read synopsis book velvet elvis repainting christian faith bell pastor much older than hours later jason called from road tell about book could tell voice that already changed long after began work love books they suddenly appear your life library shelf cafe table hands acquaintance unassuming packed with power love that mere words stories written down person then alter path another also love single book speak different people different ways even same person different ways different points their life talk about angels other than ones written about bible songs love idea book angels flying around with perfect words perfect placement perfect timing over past couple years i''ve been working extra attention relatively small random things that suddenly appear life more frequently getting that light-bulb-accompanying ah-ha that comes with suddenly gaining some perspective picture seems feeding bits pieces story sharing crumbs insight about what''s been going past decade life happy report makes more sense than imagined could that filled with hope confidence about pieces still don''t understand does really talk talking about talking tricky loads people just immediately conclude anyone thinks speaks them crazy others figure maybe talks only rare very specialized circumstances like moses burning bush with loud audible voice doesn''t whisper hint right booms personally always assumed kinds creative ways talk other people with silent getting silent treatment until could together until grew started doing daily devotions that would eventually take through entire bible didn''t take personally that would have been silly -year-old feeling hurt about being able driver''s license just figured wasn''t ready talk wasn''t mature enough didn''t know enough couldn''t trusted make most whatever words might give what beginning realize though there god-sized whispers trails crumbs hidden pearls metaphors over place sure they were there before fact that wasn''t ready hear true talking sure anything wasn''t giving silent treatment macrina wiederkehr writes that heart book tree full angels trusting speaks experiences every moment believes there crumbs everywhere that although tendency looking whole loaf enough crumbs gathered will more than feed crumbs burning bushes angels with books call them what want talking result busy trying listen also finding decipher messages from then back when talking didn''t know enough listen turns actually it''s then thing pretty sure it''s connected that even less linear than suspected this loaf landed front just recently form some people were life years went away then reappeared first thursday jason spent evening talking with john debby they were spiritual mentors parent-type figures group friends after college they always went deep which wasn''t always mood midst moves away from michigan then back then illinois fell contact then john''s name acknowledgments section book velvet elvis very book that began making jason''s faith real john debby were still life after then days after evening with john debby jason went anniversary celebration reba place church went chicago john debby just learned have ties that church stretching back years that''s another story reunion jason introduced some early mentors hadn''t seen years turns they know college roommate sheri very well sheri happens christian friend felt most betrayed after divorce haven''t talked years then boom connecting with jason''s past confronted with meeting people part sheri''s life were part both life husband''s life years much more than just small world moment draws solid line connecting life faith with jason person from past shaken faith ways that were painful very important john debby sheri back life speak susan mark eileen back jason''s life have been sheri''s life life diagram gets rather messy which starting assume we''re connected somehow god''s non-linear crumb-filled story ', 'an__ endless trail of__ crumbs ', 'book holy ordinary rob_bell velvet_elvis book_angels random new_perspective insight crumbs god_ burning_bush silent_treatment listening reba_place small_world non-linear');
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(51, 'oh-so-wise adult perspective teenagers special behaving funny whisper laugh walk you''re snowballs control scenarios adult lives tinge similar silliness friends joke situation junior high socially greater insult beginning junior high sadly human adults we''re simply practiced keeping things check we''re adept talking paralyzing paranoia hysteria learn things roll things grain salt earth impulses worry read things snowball effect turning protecting oneself perceived real pain realizing completely shed feelings fears realizing twenties capable zits curses magically disappear hope acne things life inevitably hurt feelings hope find resolution adults capacity reconcile real ways pick continue forgiveness love holding kernels hurt suspicion inside fact happen jason practice ex-wife partner yesterday important background close friends jason share broader community friends post tells story yesterday talk messy misunderstanding began months hurt chose withdraw confront creating distance turn made withdraw questioning problem larger issue snowball effect powerful recognized middle guess bible anger ephesians anger hurt festering growing cancer evidence lives found ways function co-parents difficult months finally couple weeks felt compelled root thorny weed began processing happened conversations learned relationship ultimately stronger we''re human importantly we''re teenagers adult advantages challenges parents -year-old starts seventh grade week seventh grade sigh newly reinforced relationship parents encourage sustain realize find ways instill life lessons tricky social situations ', 'resolving teenager moments like adults ', 'anger forgiveness teenagers junior_high human paranoia snowball_effect zits hurt_feelings reonciliation ephesians co-parenting'),
(29, 'sadie brought home last night after being dog-napped living mysterious life days friends heather will never fully know where cared what going through minds captors they have their back along with story that will surely travel through life with here''s what happened know last monday afternoon sadie running around large fenced yard which corner bordering somewhat busy street when heather opened door call sadie wasn''t there even though there evidence gate left open hole under fence heather with help from friends neighbors spent evening looking when dark they finally went home began posting notices online printing fliers with sadie''s picture which they plastered over town they hardly slept that night said email mostly laid crying sure what worse thinking might dead road somewhere knowing that with some stranger isn''t willing give back they reason believe second scenario true tuesday morning heather call from someone seen flier told heather friends sadie would simply contact friends then call heather back arrange drop-off never what followed over next five days exhausting heart-wrenching heather dozens their friends relatives left countless messages voicemail woman called heather tuesday morning police were involved they eventually left messages this woman also filing subpoena obtain name address through cell phone number wednesday leaving messages regularly saying things like it''s sadie''s just missing wondering she''s doing today you''re wondering what kind food feed sadie give purina puppy formula also might notice that she''s extremely itchy it''s allergy should give children''s strength benedryl twice thursday sadie''s face everywhere went this town stared from flier door aroma cafe where trying some client work done that evening heather were evening news seemed like entire community knew their story friday though police weren''t returning heather''s calls didn''t seem pushing much subpoena through even though they clearly said someone committed felony keeping that wasn''t theirs reporting know sadie just waiting news about anything extremely precious excruciating just past week both father-in-law close friend melissa were waiting biopsy results families trapped coal miners utah have been over news they wait hear whether drill working down missing miners mark whether signs life detected throughout this maddening iraq countless people have been waiting people they love come home safely leave again waiting maddening part because seems inevitably accompanied unanswerable question which looms largest late night when can''t anything about your situation except piece together small prayer then attempt sleep mornings when first open your eyes you''re floating somewhere between life lived before waiting current reality it''s almost physically painful when your mind suddenly comes into crisp focus what possibly pass time after you''ve prayed done everything your human power problem then prayed some more sweating with physical labor option twice during their long week waiting heather came over degree heat help jason move about cubic feet dirt from corner yard other we''re building patio simply giving friends something pass time didn''t talk about sadie much obvious that heather pretty much given hope being returned then saturday evening waiting suddenly over just like that sadie home whether endless phone messages presence sadie''s photo news over town calls from police people were keeping sadie decided right thing homecoming highly suspicious involving cryptic phone call then appearance shady-looking character their door handing over sadie along with obviously made-up story fake name himself sadie with rightful owners today jason some others went lunch with heather after church several people restaurant recognized them came table sympathize then share good news phone calls came news spread sadie''s return other king charles cavalier spaniel owners particularly rejoicing sadie been invited playdates birthday parties with cavalier spaniel what wouldn''t want with sadie she''s clearly celebrity apparently happy ending will reported follow story o''clock news tonight news casts news drama seems overly dramatized while happy news shiny bright people love these stories live world full questions without good answers much balance ready another when that precarious scale tips landing sweet innocent puppy back home with loving family hope generate some happy dreams that night ', 'waiting for_ sadie ', 'waiting dog-napped why?'),
(55, 'school starts tomorrow whole community seems verge collective sigh relief anxieties high they always when darling children about transition into social academic situations we''re quite certain after that fill-in-the-blank grade could make break year year they fall love with math decide they''re hopeless year they seal their friendship with friend would chose them could they fall with crowd under-achieving disrespectful hooligans i''ve learned keep mama bear instincts from surging this time year perhaps they''re just engulfed overwhelming relief that school finally starting everywhere hear parents talking about their child''s teacher what they''ve heard about class list makes look like disproportionate number challenging kids ended same class flurry drama begins when class lists posted school doors usually about five days before start school continues into first week school then everyone seems settle down most part today received email from father daughter''s classmates very concerned about number kids daughters class speak spanish first language versus those speak english home wanted know interested joining forces communicate concern principal general sense that kids will gain more than they will lose from sharing classroom teacher with children different from them that reason alone don''t plan getting involved wrote post about some these perspectives last year this time there''s another reason hesitate involved with maintaining balance between advocating children advocating children really back forth this issue least when thinking about kids after parents it''s look after protect children whatever socially academically physically argument starts fall apart though when look many children whose parents aren''t advocating them some those parents don''t have time energy others don''t have skills confidence others aren''t able look critically enough their children''s situations even detect where intervention called those kids simply luck jason were talking about issue today lunch made good point although went elementary school what considered time worst school system country chicago public schools parents taught that people mattered everyone mattered jason turns dummy plus huge heart highest anyone know that''s what parents taught brother everyone matters need look others even strangers less-than-desirable sure parents looked every assuring wonderful opportunities growth average schools always clear that they didn''t believe survival fittest type world think knew from time started kindergarten that they were democrats because party that most look everyone just people with money power education united methodist church grew parents still also intensely focused looking others they have open door ministry which involves church''s doors being open daily homeless people need lunch laundry showers place someone talk saying it''s easy truly look others know i''ll never able live parents example vacillate between extremes worrying that walking advocacy talk like should worrying that kids won''t live their potential unless devote enormous amounts time energy making sure they best everything guess parent member broader community it''s good line aware even wobbling around trying catch balance kids concerned know school year ahead holds many valuable lessons that will build their well their ', 'so__ which kids am__ i___ responsible for_ ', 'spanish children school concern balance advocating intervention chicago_schools methodist_church democrats iq__ eq__'),
(41, 'technically i''ve always lived midwest although like argue that home state michigan north however moved true midwest place local meteorologist refers east-central illinois exact doesn''t more cornfield than this halfway normal actually where friend dorie lives assuming start house drive west about miles into cornfields couple grain elevators small racetrack place called restaurant that''s exit farmer city keep driving another miles you''ll normal illinois that ever have particular reason there which point these stories really being halfway normal somewhere vicinity i''ve discovered just about right place least it''s place where found myself balance true love it''s place where life become entwined with lives people many experiences backgrounds where took first afro-caribbean dance class where girls experienced their first passover hanukah celebrations just stone''s throw away from grain elevator this in-between place where i''ve become family with husband''s ex-wife partner where i''ve learned spot crumbs grace everyday moments it''s place where i''ve found christian community that thrives around dining room table well around communion table sunday mornings each life this small midwestern town presents most surprising combination exactly what might expect expect about someone striving live christian life middle america other words have stories tell ', 'why_ halfway to__ normal ', ''),
(31, 'feel like true midwesterner this month which unusual happy claim this part country home it''s generally difficult really connect with lived chicago would feel connection great midwestern city living farm growing food raising chickens would feel like carrying tradition great midwestern occupation instead urbanite with moderate gardening skills living small town named urbana difficult connect this month felt different first this idea that wanted patio side house we''ve been digging lots dirt about cubic feet which amounts good-sized hill when pile dirt humusy dark rich with organic matter it''s kind soil that drew people here farm early it''s kind soil that makes recall childhood iowa sweetcorn doesn''t taste good grown soil other than dark midwestern kind when start digging into free weeds grass does make kind awed proud make feel even more connected soil have line shovels other soil-related tools leaning against back house friends have come help help donuts drink beer depending whether it''s before after noon course digging that soil then moving from corner yard other this extreme midwestern heat less romantic than line tools beer-drinking friends still we''re feeling rather connected land which naturally brings fact that it''s bounty time east central illinois farmers market peak with pickup trucks farm trailers overflowing with sweet corn watermelons green beans people with their vegetable gardens being generous with their crops garden have impressive number green beans from couple plants that came would swimming tomatoes weren''t those blasted squirrels apparently aren''t satisfied with walnuts yard supplementing their dining habits with tomatoes have mentioned much despise squirrels abundance fresh produce exciting though stirs state emergency sorts among foodie friends that seems like overstating harvesting many crops least sparks sense challenge kitchen lest grow bored with regular culinary tasks harvest driving menu with impressive force everyone know digging recipes that might help them through corn watermelon zucchini happen have refrigerator full corn table full tomatoes some given some purchased farmer''s market feel compelled binge things that know won''t taste quite same many months it''s tangible symbol grasping final weeks summer know will eventually pass some ways we''ll very glad along with everything sticky sweet fruit-fly''d humid just want fully honor properly rest light that symbolic celebrating letting summer here some favorite ways through midwestern fresh crops watermelons anyone ellen given many watermelons pregnant amish patients there visual metaphor going just coincidence with many watermelons might just feel like have picnics you''re married gabriel gabriel turned several melons into huge watermelon granita which then scooped into glasses poured over these kind watermelon-laden friends have zucchini galore love zucchini simply sliced lengthwise grilled with olive salt pepper all-time favorite pasta recipes involves lots zucchini four cups halved sliced it''s best make while shines they there''s zucchini a-plenty make pasta basically chop onion saute olive then zucchini some garlic meanwhile make farfalle pasta whole wheat good last moment mascarpone cheese with zucchini onions stir with pasta salting peppering then squeezing little fresh lemon juice with parmesan it''s more exquisite than might imagine can''t table tomatoes girls yellow cherry tomatoes their mouths like candy layer tomato slices with fresh mozzarella drizzle with olive balsamic vinegar topping with basil salt pepper tonight jason making tomato tarts dinner perhaps favorite tomato treat though something picked greece some foil cookie sheet folding edges keep juices from running slice tomatoes place foil then with slices good-quality feta cheese drizzle some olive with fresh oregano black pepper broil until cheese gets brown then pull oven squeeze some lemon juice with bread corn coming ears that''s straight from heartland mostly just corn straight from which kids love there''s anything left that''s already been cooked cornbread quesadillas anything else think also have recipe yummy sweet corn-orzo salad that packed with fresh corn four ears that cook with orzo last couple minutes stove peppers loads fresh basil which good because basil plant reaching bush proportions this jungle-like heat humidity finally when i''ve done everything else think frankly getting sick corn several last ears cook them slice kernels freeze then start dreaming about fall cool days delicious that corn will taste black bean soup couple months from ', 'dirt to__ be__ proud of__ ', 'squirrels tomatoes harvest midwest digging patio rich_soil shovels donuts beer bounty farmers''_market sweet_corn watermelons foodie culinary zucchini letting_go_of_summer'),
(32, 'today school donned school clothes shoes brushed smoothed hair shone smiled pictures front porch walked blocks sidewalk quite load backpacks lunches bulging bags school supplies parents year girlfriend jason crowded sidewalk girls guess event deserves annual walk school reconciliation kind wordy children excess parents awareness surprisingly hard scene words deal spending lots time jason''s ex-wife partner tone healthy-ex relationships post road trip husband''s ex-wife difficult comfy we''re good place sense people generally amazed confused surprised school events introduced parents throws divorce common elephant sorts rooms people confronted love talk opportunity ripe connection divorce theory children affected exposed unhappy marriage long parents stay divorce handled ends harmful long issue children affected divorce they''re younger older worst child divorce confusing plenty opportunities divorced parent worry feel weighed guilt watch girls interact effortlessly parents sidewalk walk school worry confusion picture recedes corner spread sweet affection careful measured whims natural impulses relationship adult friends sidewalk ahead runs catch maintains composure fourth grader she''s thinking embarrassing walked school parents embarrassing girls feel extra loved celebrated special divorced parents separated parents fact life started kindergarten started preschool parents marriages relationships simply adults love loved stability security wishful thinking part faces arrive grade classroom greeted teacher grade grades family starting fourth year divorced woman now-grown children including moments grade room eventually jason picture excited engagement upcoming wedding promised show photos greeted warmly smidgen surprise judgment hugs entourage trails crowded hallway greet parents left mildly wondering stairs kids learn teacher family talking year''s teachers rate crowd door classroom adults girl overwhelming young teacher clear address make easier introducing sort jason title stepfather dad''s girlfriend ease confusion making joke we''re parents explain she''s pretty difficult takes line difficult child world graciously laughs teacher hugging routine mama papa j-dad sending seat begin fourth grade -some classmates sitting tables attentive audience finally leave school awkward moment parents suddenly girls connect give reason walk sidewalk talking girls girls establishes needed bridge we''re meander conversation girls we''re house talk briefly missing library book checked card brought house lost recently rediscovered wall goodbye individual days feels pretty normal interactions moments school suddenly self-aware proud admit thing divorce healthy parental worries guilt surrounding divorce favorite quotes feel bound preach desmond tutu forgiveness future reconciliation family sharing sidewalk school serve testament fact future girls worth effort ', 'two_ girls with all_ kinds parents ', 'divorce guilt first-day-of-school elephant-in-the-room children desmond_tutu forgiveness reconciliation'),
(276, 'photo daisybush bear make over-generalization american society essentially reward people good hiding socially unacceptable things necessarily approve behaviors considered socially unacceptable asked outright americans firmly opposed things extramarital affairs alcohol abuse prostitution we''re concerned appearances existence actual problem embrace won''t hurt approach sight mind attitude cautious chose live life open artfully sneaky raked coals agree parents teenagers real fear pregnancy stds long evidence good upstanding adults community they''re continue ignorant blissfulness pretending issue large number people morally same-sex relationships people military teaching children worshiping taking communion churches you''re successful hiding fact you''re homosexual won''t hurt means communion teach sunday school iraq country person gambles seedy establishment loses thousands long witness life hear tale fine spend weekend bellagio vegas home modest winnings you''re admirable well-known blogger tells honest funny tale chaotic morning sips wine midst shameful drank morning drove work lots people abusing alcohol long drink front people inappropriate times write blog they''re fine problem selective vision judgment kinds people prone judging what''s front plain makes sense judgmental things we''re naive deep inside kinds things fact happening time worried negative stuff closed doors behavior hurts people lead deeply rooted abuses difficult emerge walking protected dream worlds considered possibility picture stopped directing anger fear problems people matthew jesus judge created community we''re terrible ', 'what you_ don''t know can_ hurt too_ ', 'church society anger christians_against_christians blogging ignorance sex_ jesus generalize hide hidden unacceptable appearances homosexual judgment'),
(33, 'used think god''s love mirrored parent''s love it''s common child grasp sure it''s such metaphor some ways even your parents nearly perfect they love bound somewhat tainted parents instance send message harsh judgment have very clear idea what would make them happy with what would make them unhappy with assumed whatever reason that when they were less happy with they loved less therefore must work same concluded really glad this case turns especially that parent mean always love children don''t always love them that love someone always want near close cuddly because everything they pleases ', 'big_ love is__ easiest to__ miss ', ''),
(34, 'karaoke great time most recent venture into karaoke famedom rainbow lounge dubuque iowa it''s long story where sang janis joplin''s bobby mcgee neil diamond''s america jason sang verve pipe''s freshmen rockytop tenessee which leads problem with karaoke there many problems with karaoke that''s bothering most right karaoke reintroducing song haven''t thought decade then cementing into your psyche something about songs stuck head moving people issues worries that won''t leave ', 'stuck in__ my__ head ', ''),
(35, 'four years when quillin started kindergarten much-loved -respected elementary school neighborhood very happy about ethnic classroom teacher half dozen students were african american another eight children were spanish-speaking latinos rest were caucasian asian european quillin''s favorite friends right from start were iulianna tarista vanessa cano whose families were from muldova mexico quillin''s days were filled with interactions with shamarios reynaldos blancas maliks parent thrilled learning about sameness difference perhaps most valuable lesson child could learn elementary school particularly when those lessons involve people just geometric shapes missed many these experiences growing percent white small town luckily raised without understanding prejudice didn''t have many chances witness even tempted fall into that trap i''ve always wanted different experience girls another reason particularly anxious girls have these experiences with different ethnicities cultures perhaps somewhat silly superficial they''re very very blond blue-eyed worry about stereotypes superiority complexes that often along with that culture this college town cringe when whole sororities girls walking around campus with matching shirts matching blond hair could blond hair requirement thought makes shudder can''t exactly daughters hair dark want them feel loved exactly they anyway encourage accepting open-minded attitudes enthusiastically american girl dolls their choice since they chose josephina mexican doll kaya american indian when quillin started first grade found school decided spanish-speaking children their classrooms apparently studies have shown these children have more success learning english maintaining their bilingual status this type program could think that school modeling segregation children sure enough quillin children played with loved kindergarten became distanced eventually like strangers spanish-speaking kids stuck together playground lunchroom speaking only spanish unless adult spoke them english this arrangement even rippled families longer reasons interact choir concerts school meetings parents mostly stuck close their three years passed like this then suddenly start this school year there shake quillin''s third grade class from last year spanish-speaking third graders were integrated divided into separate classes fourth grade nearly every first weeks school asked quillin kids were getting along played with recess talked about which kids from kindergarten class were with again then pulled some photos from that time talked about them tuesday evening walked down school parent meeting with quillin''s teacher principal when walked into room parents were sitting kids chairs kids tables those whose kids been class together last years together which naturally meant there were groupings white adults groupings latinos wore name tags there were introductions organized teacher informally between parents instead teacher began talking about math curriculum computer told about changes field trip permission form policy volunteer screening policy apparently have fingerprinted before even help librarian shelve books parents asked thinly veiled questions about teacher going make sure quick smart kids weren''t held back which seemed pretty clearly point that spanish-speaking children might have difficult time keeping which kids would pace parent teacher principal spoke directly about this significant change classroom community talked about change made what being done facilitate could only imagine explanations either people don''t think that integrating these groups kids that deal whole thing being carefully stepped around like elephant room either take issue exactly opposite what want modeled children really excited that spanish-speaking kids integrated back into regular classroom said what being done intentionally help them foster community with each other there intentional plan told would just happen time time thought time just easily work solidify negative patterns habits just look what happens many marriages over time when there''s sense vision deliberate there felt helpless threw food problem often maybe families could have potluck together suggested would willing help organize that then surprisingly sophie''s ventured limb humility humor asked teacher could definitions math terms being used curriculum could actually help kids with their math homework maybe it''s just said don''t always know what these problems even mean like last night''s assignment asked that crazy couldn''t figure what were supposed everyone began speaking laughing agreeing vanessa''s flor nudged husband victor smiling raising eyebrows here were bunch spanish- english-speaking adults struggling figure some silly fourth grade math problems suddenly could picture each these parents night before imagined them each their homes with their children maybe they were sitting kitchen table where good smells dinner still lingered while another parent dishes made lunches dusk deepening outside they glow light with their child trying their minds around homework assignment that moment finally sameness overshadowing difference realized these exactly kind moments hope children having each somos iguales diferentes same different ', 'somos iguales y___ diferentes ', 'ethnic elementary_school spanish sameness difference small_town blond stereotypes segregation parents'),
(42, 'jason went pitchfork music festival chicago''s union park saturday could people-watch festival like that hours correction could simply read people''s t-shirts check their tattoos hours when other favorite pastimes noticing people interact overhearing snippets conversation could stay happily occupied days didn''t have deal with port-a-pottys that pitchfork chicago-based online tastemaking publication reviewing mostly indy rock music festival been called country''s most significant showcase rock underground there''s also festival history this article surprisingly people there each provide pretty good almagation what rock underground looks like when wears clothes fixes hair fashion writer check these pics want gist essentially look urban outfitters carefully assembled over-the-top trendy while made look like alternative festival-goer just threw whatever happened lying floor when they pair mom''s huge glasses from piercings tattoos you''re seeing good portion saturday spent waiting thing another waiting next band start waiting line food beer waiting port-a-potty which thankfully only once plenty time think about people brand themselves self-branding natural urge good helps understand ultimately communicate others least want seen festival like pitchfork ironically becomes effort identify with group others setting yourself apart much possible very definition independent music mainstream ends creating sub-stream like band seriously that''s their name even though can''t google then also support obama your best save earth have closet filled with fashions flashbacks from mid-eighties when were still diapers your shoes more about your social progressiveness political leanings than they about more obvious consumer parameters like your income much care about comfort trust those ballet-flats from comfortable case you''re wondering criticize people trying different process being like everyone else hangs where they hang sure there''s that there think finding yourself your people important it''s valuable process what wear believe listen with your free time feed into that just wish people didn''t have work hard creating brand thin wish more uncovering who''s really there rather than putting some persona really wouldn''t nice there weren''t many visual markers cues immediately leading people into series conclusions about your opinions beliefs what music your ipod where were animal collective fans also love stravinsky ones pray before eating their chicago-style washing down with beer what about boring generic dressers honestly didn''t think through what they were going wear there must have been forbid closet mccain supporters festival right sure there everything there kinds people their halfway-to-normal states like independent music festival after think true alternative-independent state involves more mystery surprise than generally give when boil down into idea that fits t-shirt bumper sticker ', 'wearing your mind on__ your sleeve ', 'pitchfork indy_music chicago people-watching self-branding t-shirts tattoos independent trendy waiting mainstream obama 1980s alternative'),
(39, 'monday evening packed whole family into single under- -character tweet we''re parents again home fever stressed about camp homework tasted marinade chicken been these things happened they were made even more stark fact that instant gone from being young married couple without kids being full-fledged family five boom three kids something once while we''re trying dinner table course mama take temperature think have fever mama when think about camp feel stressed because there''s much work work then this from jason stood grill cooking chicken what just taste that bowl that just chicken gargle with mouthwash wash your hands welcome back parenthood said jason those explosive laughs just barely managing keep beer mouth whole scene suddenly very funny life when only have choices laughing yelling maybe three choices include crying this transfer kids happens every week it''s necessary evils that comes with divorce should used standard line long been that takes some time girls transition from parent''s house next beginning accept that maybe with transitioning issues makes sense think about they''re always kids with parents regardless which house they''re backdrop changes different stuffed animals pajamas come into picture rules expectations shift slightly much parents it''s feast famine we''re either full parenthood mode we''re completely stripped parenting responsibilities privileges we''re either desperate find sitter sneak away some time together we''re looking sadly into girls empty bedrooms night saying much miss them suspect it''s partly this anticipation their return that messes with emotions when they actually return happy have them home that feel extra guilty when minutes later have urge lock myself bathroom while there suddenly many questions many needs much noise many random pairs shoes lying around it''s adjust once without luxury being able ease into like cold swimming pool plunge approach only only option it''s probably good shocking that makes want yelp exhilarating kind that''s reminder very much alive it''s life''s messiest yelping-est moments that we''re able recognize grace most clearly able creatively extend each other almost exactly hours after first tweet that evening girls were upstairs getting pajamas brushing teeth left this post found long lost water balloons basement filled them forgot homework salmonella worries ', 'feast or__ famine ', 'twitter parenthood divorce transitions grace water_balloons guilt anticipation'),
(37, 'think sucker nostalgia before technically enough experience retrospect seems like subconsciously crafting good portion childhood experiences simply nostalgia fodder loved stories child loved embellishing re-tellings playground dramas recalling most perfect aspects every family vacation holiday would start sentence with remember that great hike took into grand canyon brother would respond with yeah water hours before made back thought were going have lifted memories involve whole family singing peter paul mary songs bill remembers time shoebox full games colored pencils treasures left roof watched through back window station wagon tumbled spilled over road guess revisionist historian early luckily avid photographer there were always plenty kodak moments captured film back rosy memories takes pictures when you''re dehydrated hiking steep canyon path when child''s treasures spilling along highway such luck child with nostalgia necessary fodder fully expected continue down that path through college into marriage course through parenthood college involved reading literature commons lawn with liberal christian-hippy friends then jumping impromptu game frisbee early marriage going rustic camping trip having friends over dinner wine very cool appropriately simple century-old apartment with just effort denial life could parsed into series those slow-motion music-accompanied interludes often middle movie when things their happiest peak usually right before some major tragedy complication enters picture surprisingly tragedy complication life didn''t suddenly enter picture there along being held back part idealism nostalgia reality that went through childhood confused about supposed according parents whoever later christian college plenty friends certainly could fake happy scenes with some success there always underlying feeling quite belonging matter with matter trying wasn''t completely home life which extended first marriage which contributed divorce were young didn''t even know ourselves alone each other plenty common half those traits interests were able check ideal mate lists were there first place only perpetuate time said done much friends husband home couple churches sense security god''s love perfect child performance enacted parents other acts that along with nurturing life nostalgia painful each layer perhaps most difficult layer shed addiction nostalgia itself everything else stuck painfully like enormous bandage word nostalgia dates back mid-seventeenth century formed greek words nostos which means returning home algos which pain longing while originally used describe longing someone''s native land today most would describe deep ache yearning lost time place other words that come mind when think about tendency toward nostalgia include melancholy bitter-sweet idealistic romantic those words still make feel cozy strange sick it''s difficult find anything past actually long value those painful heart-wrenching experiences because know they were necessary order bring place wholeness peace moment certainly don''t pine those times don''t think fondly them stare into campfire walk idly along leafy sidewalk autumn those days over beginning think letting idea nostalgia final step least when comes this particular challenge blessed husband work love church community full people don''t expect perfection embrace process involved following want focus moment that''s addiction must have nowstalgia challenge because there seems always will fall into similar trap letting nowstalgia slip back into nostalgia comfort zone mean have actual experiences moments that don''t need edited revised beautiful have true nostalgia fodder treasure remember contain doesn''t creep block view late last night transferring photo library macbook took long detour through photos jason took honeymoon last summer greece truly picture-perfect trip every able recognize that while photos treasured they should simultaneously held slight suspicion that''s when were camping last weekend made dash through rain camera whole family crowded under drippy tarp eating hotdogs beans praying that rain would stop long enough tent only capture different kind memory managed drop rain camera lens which blurred center every photo took next yeah that''s frustrating stuff trying accept that there''s perfectly choreograph life family five weather other things completely control much more able than years enjoy humor value life-lessons embedded imperfections because pretty sweet after good story life make ', 'drawn to__ nowstalgia ', 'divorce nostalgia childhood revisionist_history facade honeymoon photos camping rain'),
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(45, 'sense possibility suspense that entered life along with facebook account times almost unbearable just signed caved facebook less than month each since then find myself marveling breadth information have access sometimes sinking feeling that comes with there many people from past until recently were just vague question marks ellipses memory some didn''t even surface memory suddenly dozens people once knew have emerged ellipses full sentences even paragraphs they have photos histories spouses ex-spouses children pets dozens their connections with other people know they vacations have favorite music political views side projects it''s fascinating emotionally draining perhaps it''s emotional twenty-something facebook guess that most their contacts people they''ve never fully lost touch with large part because email cell phones have always been their service they haven''t even enough time make then lose contact with scores friends most them also haven''t lived enough life cultivate sufficient drama which they then have explain those people they''ve lost contact with happens between ages other hand have lost many friends over years they tend fall into four categories friends from high school didn''t stay touch with because didn''t reason friends from college early marriage years time louis gradually lost touch with busyness life moving around having babies friends lost contact with when moved illinois mostly because simply depressed want share updates with anyone eventually focused starting over putting energy into friendships friends because they were somehow hurt pissed just plain judgmental about divorce generally lack information lack empathy most part honeymoon weeks facebook have been full sweetness generosity bliss have reconnected with whole slew people including friend from high school haven''t been contact with since category college roommates fall into category whom learn also gone through divorce several really wonderful category people close when lived grand rapids even though none these friends ditched painful during divorce years there still sense trepidation worrying wondering what have they heard about whole saga forced choose sides whose side would they what will they think about reconstructed life being touch with these people through facebook provided quiet place acceptance picking pieces friendships ways result almost experiences this online social network been feeling lightness facebook sprinkled salt some wounds week before trip york photo friend people know section knew been very close many years falls into category couldn''t view profile course able that lives york spirit reconnecting beginning-again i''ve been doing facebook felt compelled touch know going york maybe could meet lunch coffee sort complexities what happened then what happened since sent message then spent next week checking repeatedly response nothing have seen evidence that she''s been active facebook during this time it''s hard imagine explanation silence other than this simply does want hear what might have does want formulate thoughts share them with it''s situations like these that make think much more simple pre-facebook social life part tempted back same time don''t believe that ignorance bliss that what don''t know won''t hurt facebook offers medium getting everything table that grateful ', 'facebook and_ the_ drama of__ new-old friends ', 'divorce facebook friends high_school college judgmental social_network new_york silence joy_ pain connections emotional lost_touch drama'),
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(48, 'have overflowing plate client work plus august deadline that''s tomorrow submit proposal collection essays called about divorce women open about moving writing blog post i''ve some thinking loud feedback gather problem getting essence story words divorce after isn''t single story anyone who''s been through it''s collection stories genres part comedy part tragedy historical documentary drama lots well just plain drama reasons drawn this particular book project though that doesn''t intend play tragic dramatic intent provide hope call submission document puts like this many women children trapped unhappy marriages because unable move beyond feeling that divorce devil sure it''s what wish when walk down aisle whether wear white gown scarlet shift it''s escape hatch into best life have more promise around hold more space positive i''ve plenty positive life-changing experiences since because messiness divorce which story tell i''ve narrowed down solid possibilities story humorous down-and-dirty look blended families particular it''s story about jason have created extended family sorts with ex-wife lesbian partner their baby along with daughters stepdaughter this story also touches i''ve made peace with conrad much genuinely like wife other narrative could write focuses love-hate relationship with religion church that relationship evolved alongside relationships with particulars this story include losing several christian friends time divorce being told church stop taking communion then eventually meeting husband last place expected another church this story examines complicated love faith nothing either realm ever black white which will readers which story more appealing imagined audience which more marketable editor this book which more unexpected depiction forgiveness hope surprising ways messed situation redeemed ', 'moving on__ might be__ easier than writing about it__ ', 'divorce drama moving_on stories comedy tragedy submission escape_hatch positive messiness blended_families love-hate church religion unexpected redeemed hope'),
(49, 'i''ve been fretting twittering away about squirrels lately writes want follow you''ll glad know tweet about many other topics here sample tweets just flavor back july more tomatoes stolen others nibbled right vine tempted catch red-pawed scape-squirrel will buying chicken wire protect garden neighbor said your yard like squirrel grocery store said yeah they''re shoplifting tweet left just monday after putting hours into rigging complicated contraption around four tomato plants squirrels continues starting feel like loony toons character who''s obsessed attempts thwart mouse clearly squirrels have gotten more than just tomatoes they''ve gotten they''re head chattering scampering mocking squirrels were first thing thought when gained consciousness this morning they''re main reason won''t able write dining room table today tomato plants through dining room windows we''ve happily harvested good number perfect yellow pear tomatoes which squirrels don''t seem like color shape that plant''s highly visible position each time more traditional varieties starts turn from orange with monitoring several times disappears moments seems before we''re about pick we''ve lost dozen more large tomatoes this have tasted even even though might seem like trying squirrels they after wild rodents with brains smaller than cherry tomato itself they can''t actually mocking playing with mind right even though seems like they''re sitting tree artfully aiming black walnuts head they''re actually precise creatures right right feel driven kill living creature first time life sure i''ve accidentally stepped ants purposely slapped mosquitoes squashed slugs i''ve never felt this kind survivalist drive protect what''s mine about cost almost don''t want admit this flattened squirrel street neighborhood yesterday felt certain satisfaction it''s ugly feeling even it''s that people shoes would share they''re only tomatoes course don''t want overstate situation possible parallels much larger scarier scenarios society parallel goes like this nurture create something good beautiful even it''s small matter what feel thwarted every turn begin feel helpless hopeless before long just angry want lash make someone essentially feel intense urge enact justice when think about like this humbled also grateful that only situation life that really makes feel this that deals with squirrels tomatoes scores people community certainly around world feel this about their very lives when comes squirrels convinced that have more compassion more peaceful heart when comes greater injustices world more convinced than ever responsibility something that will help these vicious societal cycles ', 'squirrels and_ social justice ', 'twitter tweet squirrels tomatoes garden harvest mocking kill survivalist ugly society anger justice humbled compassion peace injustice vicious_cycles'),
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(57, 'last night while were eating dinner jason suddenly realized couldn''t just turn kitchen radio listen barack obama''s historic acceptance speech democratic national convention it''s after could sheer size crowd expressions faces those were there expression obama''s face talked witnesses fact that don''t channels television setback such moments usually find ways around problem last night solution text friend mary there we''re wondering invite ourselves over tonight watch obama mary sounds great don''t mind watching adults like babies then suggested bring beer hankies last-minute double date tear even though didn''t actually expect goosebumps especially when said tonight enough decades from when remember this shared national event will have personal backdrops most what will embedded memory will people with jason mary derek other will phone call from about minutes after obama finished speech actually expected hear dad''s voice other line he''s politically active went hear obama speak lansing applied obama delegate michigan he''s also stays long after usually fast asleep about michigan when phone rang mom''s voice heard chanting obama obama turned town stayed watch speech flying high needed connect with someone else haven''t heard political speech that inspiring moving forever said since kennedy bubbled over with respect felt like catching glimpse college student sixties listening couldn''t over expression face eyes said obama there''s much sincerity compassion humility there it''s obvious that feels deeply anyone call aloof listening mom''s admiration obama filled with amazing sense pride gratitude hope made think again about political heritage which referenced days previous post that''s what parents taught brother everyone matters need look others even strangers less-than-desirable think knew from time started kindergarten that they were democrats because party that most look everyone just people with money power education it''s belief that binds together family jason''s family it''s common belief that turn connects families origin joining everyone through something even bigger than marriage it''s belief that ties friends even strangers wherever they whatever their motivation obama touched this theme last night surprisingly summing belief more eloquently passionately than last post although it''s difficult choose favorite part speech this just might it''s because john mccain doesn''t care it''s because john mccain doesn''t over decades he''s subscribed that discredited republican philosophy give more more those with most hope that prosperity trickles down everyone else washington they call this ownership society what really means you''re your work tough luck you''re your health care market will born into poverty pull yourself your bootstraps even don''t have boots you''re your well it''s time them their failure it''s time change america indeed ', 'we__ are_ not_ on__ our_ own_ ', 'hope barack_obama historic dnc_ crowd television mom_ phone_call inspiring jfk_ sincerity humility political_heritage mccain bootstraps'),
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(59, 'believer transparency years divorce reaction specific lies told lies lived speak sick tired facades inherent church communities wanted accepted loved overboard newfound love transparency truth telling backfired instances years affirming process claiming feeling good learned soften lay-it-all-out-there approach people life blog brings questions transparency versus privacy draw lines questions blogger writer tells stories life face interesting handle single proper policy adopt writer figure people interactions real people lives people naturally divulge naturally private manage find happy medium blog you''re managing relationships dozen people talk regular basis read scores you''re writing blog goal accomplishing case stories people work stories people lives panned thought feel stuck variety worlds blend nicely excited sharing experiences feel strongly pretty high tolerance transparency impacts important hurt process telling story realize people private sensitive caution risk sanitizing life rich real tales question motives judgment breath publish surprise countless people building social media networks grappled issues balancing real community online community transparency privacy dealing fallout worlds collide shortage blog posts articles subject yesterday post swanson blog levite chronicles tugging quiet persistent post tells pastor expand ministry social media networks addition interactions physical congregation days chris brogan blogged post social media pastor swanson''s post yesterday suddenly pastor feeling exposed transparent prepared feel swanson pastor regularly wrestled called ''living worlds question real world digital world worlds overlapping uncomfortable ways details pastor real reasons feel uncomfortable quote levite chronicles post rings true funny feeling people inside head conversations pretty uncomfortable ministry supposed uncomfortable thought transparency healthy christ-like goals reach people ways work real balancing acts embedded life faith pastor track people real world broader definition neighbors means love ', 'privacy in__ bright light transparency ', 'blog church transparency lies_lived facades accepted privacy writer life_stories divulge sanitize social_media real_community online_community jon_swanson chris_brogan social_media_pastor exposed uncomfortable healthy'),
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(61, 'yesterday minor panic minutes parent meeting daughters elementary school freshen drive town issue talked phone raining steadily morning time thought packing computer walk drive cafe rain wind picked decided good hunker home odds ends enjoying sound rain dining room windows working kind isolation throws strange zone difficult snap parent function school shocking forms total social immersion ease parents talk talk parents parents kids kids ex-husband neighbors you''re dealing multiple layers social stratosphere tend handle means expectations high feeling extra rough edges smile felt pasted voice sounded strange recording time opened mouth greet parents sitting kids desks chairs spent practicing interactions adults clear disadvantage teach copywriting seminars mediabistro spend time talking pros cons freelancing case life pros cons rooted reality ability work people greatest thing freelancing they''ve spent time socially stressful negative office environments working part biggest fear freelancing continues greatest challenge true extrovert means derives energy ideas start shrivel hours complete isolation chosen solitary vocation learned cope thrive partly needed solitude life naturally gravitate empty quiet spaces gently trained appreciating craving salads classical music tucked everyday lives children thing learned necessity aware personality intentional making interaction collaboration happen naturally waiting grab interacting discipline sorts solitude make point picking phone calling client designer working email trick pick jason''s brain lunch taking advantage great problem-solving skills process giving connecting points area lives brainstorm ideas feedback activity people shot energy give head cafe raining hard feed work primes social situations life throws parent meetings bonus ', 'collaborating alone ', 'elementary_school parent_meeting solitude isolation social_immersion interaction mediabistro freelancing extrovert collaboration alone'),
(256, 'photo dennis hill here''s installment questions posts crazy idea week people joking questions difficult involve defining things love friendship sheesh asked difficult things life pushed you''ve enjoyed hearing answers love sharing answer questions find surprising lesson love you''ve modern people experience love ways means shown love ways easy project understanding love people miffed they''re feeling loved learn people expressions love learned hierarchy expressions love inherently lessons difficult months counseling book love languages highly recommend concepts quality writing explain genesis scar physical childhood teenagedom natalie hart playing next-door neighbors yard needed home reason remember gates obvious entrances exits yards feet deciding climbing chain link fence ripped open shin sharp pokey parts fence tetanus shot scar glad physical scar future past experiences pets cobalt blue middle daughter question lobbied hard years year love brother''s brother-in-law''s we''ll steal grew dogs sasha daisy puppy talked parents letting jody wells shared world installment give frivolous jason girls site honeymoon town santorini greece stay apartment aris caves overlooking caldera explore town island amazing food relax read terrace pure bliss present received elaine tolsma-harlow present received tough pick afghan crocheted years single warm comforting stitch represents love care guess grownup version security blanket years christmas jason sets whole-spice blends give friends combinations spices flavor beauty made batches bottled spice grinder bottles created labels ingredients taglines label haiku life dull eating laughing friends perfect spice spend hour wanted lisanewton things love regular basis taking long walks husband warmer spend hour porch people love thing love rarely enjoy long leisurely conversation good friend definition friend preferably coffee lunch daughters love answer nancy pagaduan daughters asked question you''re love person you''re love makes feel felt sensation completion rightness feels holes missing details made complete person brings vice versa feeling they''re automatically supposed marry person friends listed facebook percentage friends dennis mcnulty question demands concoct share base definition friend hmmm friend cares accepts real real return friend hurts hurt joyful things life trust important part natural byproduct people real wanting definition mind facebook friends fall category true friend worry count pretty good guess experience social media twitter facebook blogging changed understanding community special bonus question good jason husband ah-hem things happened social media broadened understanding community include people amazed connected feel people comment regularly blog people twitter part daily life providing banter laughs support generally making feel sense protect social media communities element trust accountability missing online community feel people fully trust you''ve looked exercise control relationships dipping feel disappearing we''re mood someone''s nerves realistic picture life community ways old-fashioned guess believer power sitting breaking bread virtual place bonus good making knew husband curvature god''s jason cool ', 'questions part iii_ love family community ', 'facebook social_media daughters love questions 25-things lesson names scars dogs wish presents'),
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(63, 'just found yesterday that essay proposal book about divorce women speak about moving accepted posted about book project here then followed with some specifics about proposal here also just found that editor would like -word essay which written week yikes someone makes living putting words together deadlines typical fare even thrive them maybe that stems from starting career newspaper journalism environment that didn''t grasp even concept second draft alone third fourth pound send next assignment repeat reporter facts were important course they were quantifiable proposed addition high school would square feet building nine-member zoning board heard appeals last night found what needed know included story pretty straight forward freelance copywriting business deadlines continue making clients happy marketing expert brand consultant know objectives easily assess what needs happen from point point it''s certainly creative there''s also methodical scientific aspect that helps corral everything into neat contained area writing about life thoughts fears hopes blog that maybe people read print book that everyone order amazon this different this throws idea deadline into much harsher light have feeling rather paralyzed right maybe that something with writing blog post rather than working essay part problem inherent beauty true stories nature memory they open-ended organic always changing depending angle light stories shift every time person changes along with experience perspective world other words there many ways tell story have four days nail best which brings other problem expectations they perhaps worse enemy expectations myself paralyze like nothing else want story sing inspire want people laugh understand themselves better want them find hope story feel less alone unfortunately train great expectations despair generally next stop after paralyzation which realize doesn''t help spread hope anyone taking deep breath reminding myself what people respond what they''re even hungry blunt honesty real details even some vulnerable uncertainty doubt taking another deep breath going forget about those people while will just computer story maybe it''s ironic think that''s best speak audience ', 'keeping it__ real on__ a___ deadline ', 'hope proposal ask_me_about_my_divorce deadlines journalism quantifiable straight_forward marketing brand_consultant fear true_stories memory expectations paralyze honesty vulnerable'),
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(65, 'september brother bill checked world perspective wondered half worried half curious hovering consciousness lives portland illinois surprise aware move past years left parents house college essentially sense life mind random wednesday months july suggested persistent bill signed twitter account posted tweet month gain momentum regularity past month tweeting times leaves tweets describing antics henry tweets concerts movies funny observations neighborhood lots call political venting recently commented short anecdotes favorite thing twitter uncle who''s hundreds miles charming nieces surprised bill signed twitter suddenly connected everyday you''re connected make point calling phone week month case fell twitter immediately signing love brother what''s strange passes update bill case september sort feels world tweeting lying realize makes sense life started micro-blogging describe phenomenon noticed twitter part life friends twitter mentioned sorts illogical real sensations bill back making wednesday posting tweets experienced strange twitter phenomenon jason twitter updates bill directly phone text messages turned function evening meeting forgot turn back times asked questions answer reading tweets eaten lunch question called half hour tweeted eating turkey-swiss sandwich honeycrisp apple fritos fritos remind childhood chip asked productive morning posted mid-morning tweets productive thinking impulse listening felt talking half tuned remembered receiving tweets imagining real information expected threw threw reality friend twitter reads blog knew interested article sunday''s york times magazine called brave world digital intimacy finally reading today interesting fascinated concept social scientists call ambient awareness relates scores minutiae posted facebook twitter here''s article''s author clive thompson explains paradox ambient awareness update individual social information insignificant supremely mundane time snippets coalesce surprisingly sophisticated portrait friends family members lives thousands dots making pointillist painting real world friend bother call detail sandwiches eating ambient information type haley invisible dimension floating everyday life invisible dimension floating everyday life invisible explain people wrapped explain point twitter twitter users type question what''s point telling lunch hard bill twitter makes feel live town time kids stuff makes feel stuff knowing lunch hearing quick response latest political news makes feel close ', 'sibling bonding via_ ambient awareness ', 'twitter facebook tweet brother bill observations anecdotes connected micro-blogging phenomenon fritos reality nyt_magazine clive_thompson ambient_awareness siblings'),
(278, 'photo lindsay previous post hurt rant society support upholding appearances embracing blissful ignorance judging christians guilty jesus life teachings total opposition approach readers drives faith rampant hypocrisy christians widely true blame exposed hypocrisy daily primarily read media drives running back deep sadness complete rage yesterday morning church exposed sort gathering people follow couple hours spent space people brimming justice mercy love forgiveness brokenness redemption coming back sort christian community people exposed community striving love early service witnessed baby dedication church infants young children baptized baby''s parents pledge pray baby teach congregation pledges pray baby love guide support parents baby dedicated yesterday husband''s ex-wife lesbian partner step-daughter''s brother part extended family church community levels born girls figure step-brother-in-law parse complex relationship love dearly watching dedicated morning moving sort deal levels church falls conservative don''t-you-even-think-of-stepping-in-this-sanctuary-if-you''re-gay churches liberal good time approach denominations universal church christ community we''ve fair share struggles conversations surrounding issue relationships people left church result sweet babbling baby moms sister grandparents extended family congregation people smiling promising love pray felt god''s blessings showering dozens surround baby prayed care people smile moments flatly disagree learning justice mercy dedication pastor shared teaching church''s history addressing issues mercy justice paraphrasing teach young people justice talking wanted learn immersed years church regularly sending groups people young nation''s poorest counties rural mississippi work habitat humanity building homes trips college aged people returned spent year volunteering habitat yesterday worship service church community annual service auction raise money trips award-worthy pies cheesecakes auctioned dinner parties hosted hours babysitting yard work salsa dance lessons zumba classes artwork offered auction organized sign dinner party sort groups people sharing meal another''s homes love inching church talk listen pray sing clash fail god''s grace learn yesterday days felt inching closer view dead opposite hypocrisy god''s kingdom earth heaven leave comment left previous post lori-lyn writing blog perfectly sums feeling church relationship christianity complicated feel love grace turn difficult social issues meets full compassion ', 'what does non-hypocrisy look like ', 'christian church justice compassion forgiveness jesus hypocrisy sadness redemption love mercy rage brokenness auction'),
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(67, 'delicious moment saturday afternoon house clean posted blog kids house reasons stretch couch read recent issue yorker sept started start comment column talk town time finished paragraph ounce peace contentment left rapidly escaping balloon relax news source election season comment hendrik hertzberg double damage stirred political religious rage knew trouble read words focus family read stuart shepard works organization asked internet audience wrong pray rain denver august evening barack obama slated give acceptance speech hertzberg writes shepard''s answer apparently proceeded prayed rain abundant rain torrential rain rain biblical proportions denver august praying unexpected unanticipated unforecasted rain starts minutes speech begin adding people pray seventy-two degrees clear skies contest bellowed dining room jason child acting shame things refrain printing felt knowing clear obama gave speech hertzberg point apparently arranged hurricane severe disrupt opening republican national convention irony delicious confirms belief incredible sense humor humor push outrage publicly pray ruinous outcome event draw americans couch fuming wishing time jason ahead printed t-shirts slogan dreamed christians christians shirt immediately changed life mission communicating fact christians funny thing mission requires embarrassment label christian writer long time overcome fear half audience automatically dismiss grasp belief system depending what''s news willingness identify beliefs waxes wanes wanes called yesterday ironically raining torrential rain biblical proportions layer irony irony church route flooded impassable blocks destination beginning turn passenger seat posting twitter twitter-user event flood post failed mention church imagined anti-christians finding funny keeping church wrote roads flooded cant figure town finally made parking decide street church coursing river rippling current lorna sitting parking seeking company people love working water church lobby faces friends children upstairs window sanctuary text renee people made church singing jason debated eventually we''re kids excited shoes rolled pants charge girl forged stream side stepped curb water knees door welcoming committee larger usual dozen people armed squeegees brooms mops vacs soggy hugs upstairs sanctuary paused leave tweet parking longer waded church people stranded singing stranded words stranded storms rage floods arrive shape meteorological form christians cares bigger ', 'god_ irony rain ', 'twitter rain church barack_obama the_new_yorker hendrik_hertzberg political religious focus_on_the_family prayer hurricane rnc_ irony humor christians_against_christians together flood'),
(415, 'photo pritlove church identifies multi-denominational perfect grow weary denominational loyalties debates wars places focus we''re share common talking denominations reinforce stereotypes slowing important change crawl morning scanning twitter decide write today tweet hughlh reformers emphasize justification faith forgiveness past sins anabaptists emphasize birth power live jesus disciples pointed differences triggered shifting grazing glance full-on chewing digestion mode forgiveness past sins contrasted birth leading birth interesting movement what''s past what''s ahead sounds simple powerful explanation experience sorting beliefs mirrors denominations encountered buffet churches transition united methodist upbringing highly reformed setting student calvin college shocker decade membership christian reformed churches presbyterian church america church theologically reformed stumbled current church fellowship strong mennonite anabaptist roots denominational stuff tend matter involved church wrapped particulars specific community pastor preaches congregation thoughtful diverse social-justice-oriented music helps worship annoys church community care denomination highly problematic number levels post hughlh''s tweet caused denominations encourage denomination necessarily superior makes realize learned things churches they''ve played balancing leading tend good approach fine denomination long intermingle mine you''re wrong approach jokes surprised people heaven black white overview learned here''s learned linear progression mind personal experiences churches theological thesis overview denominations laying foundation united methodist church learned liturgical structure reverence apostle''s creed alto line great methodist hymns learned importance opening doors community showing god''s love helping moving sinfulness christian reformed church presbyterian church america learned means saved grace we''re inherently prone messing we''re loved spite earn love learned apply areas life environmental deciding spend money writing marketing copy client living creation mennonites anabaptists learned simply caught endless cycle messing forgiven ultimate purpose pattern life transformed creation effectively work disciple bring bits heaven heaven-like ideal earth today urbana illinois making happen involves living community hands-on work wrote week comfortable potluck format tasting faith gained denominations offer offerings pieced full story satisfying meal ', 'multi-denominational path ', 'twitter stereotypes church forgiveness faith new_creation denominations debates loyalties differences disciples'),
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(69, 'jason area past days people back illinois noticed automatically wrinkling noses mention find lives east central illinois find disparaging spending days southern california great restaurants culture sunshine humidity mountains ocean complaining honor combined years friendships jason''s -year friendship friend john lived pasadena decade -year friendship aaron becca moved area month aaron becca living louis married kids feels lifetime completely characters days sitting patio southern california talking drinking beer mountains backdrop husband kids families aaron becca''s oldest child born year oldest gangly pre-teen-like slouchy movements heavy feet clomping stairs we''ve moving moved louis grand rapids urbana recently pulled deep roots louis moved california becca hard we''ve transported catch glimpses lives peripheral vision surprised changed becca connect talking packing months catching handful fleeting hours fact simply love spending time consistent comforting friendship endures touchstone bridge connecting stuff happened friendships fascinate glimpses past life clues we''ve cores loved meeting jason''s childhood friend john time week character snapshots -year-old jason find threads woven teen confused plenty figure fundamental john present back underlying parts jason make jason quick sense humor love adventure deep kindness john making clear friends articulate halfway california visit shifting visiting john visiting aaron becca arranged dinner john picked great restaurant thai place entered entering indoor space find high walls reached ceiling open gorgeous setting candles flickering white-clothed tables unexpectedly moving bringing previously disconnected parts past wedding symbol taking making meal shared small wedding moment joining people pasts families communities single present photo depicting dinner camera broken immensely maddening ', 'old_ friendships in__ new_ lives ', 'la__ california mountains friendship st._louis consistent enduring touchstone past wedding_moment'),
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(74, 'idea write post inspired magpie girl grandmother recently died blog post magpie girl suggested readers remember people wisdom laughter touched creating memorials muertos grateful grandmothers alive time limited letter plan write grandma small attempts celebrate amazing women place life kind sentimental things tend feel free sentimental back sharing memories people important dear grandma thinking decided write letter realize long time letter writing practice taught write scores memories reason thoughts wandering back week summer bill stayed grandpa cottage parents here''s remember walking northern michigan woods pick wild blueberries tiny picked berries forever bottoms pails barely barely covered motivated taking buckets showing full they''d wanted blueberry pancakes pick order make blueberry taught persistence hard work swimming lake cool relax night played yahtzee cards hard-core competitive played person lose penny dinner dishes person entertain piano silently resent work visiting childhood years died depression understand work house lots games good food music skillful piano playing singing understood balance life week remember curlers hair wanted curly hair made happen tore strips thin blue towel rolled hair tying ends knots worked told make aunt ann''s hair curly cottage sleep bedroom treat loved headboard built-in bookshelf reading light remember lying blue rags knotted hair taught lord''s prayer night week worked memorizing section section made feel grown excited thought surprised parents you''re you''re ready leave earth telling hear trust understand balance life journey comforted knowing shortage memories lessons love carry love kristin grandma virginia oldest daughter ', 'an__ open letter to__ grandma t___ ', 'balance magpie_girl grandma dia_de_los_muertos letter lord''s_prayer cottage blueberries games music'),
(264, 'takes make pass price work inflicted untold brutality marriage untold brutality life start career price paid high you''ve earned you''re price irrelevancy read post myth work life balance ', 'is__ price saying no__ that high ', ''),
(265, 'happy report finally issues plagued younger years things zits feeling self-conscious random things dealing hang-ups we''re types issues magically disappear turn thinking wanted give forward feel great middle time coasting joyfully happy children start zits feeling self-conscious random things start thinking degree great post rachelle ', 'what to__ tell our_ kids about sex_ ', ''),
(75, 'wednesday jason small group church pretty share meal figure bible intersects daily lives answers we''re lacking lively discussion week jeff church''s mercy justice pastor front left tossed question ring reaching sharing story volunteering inviting people church kind thing people immediately shared variety ideas humans good excuses ranged supposed reaching feel overwhelmed typically reach subtle direct ways focus preparing soil planting seeds widely agreed-upon response fear primarily fear non-christians dismiss discover they''ll defenses turn stereotypes full blast christians thinking intelligent people they''re judgmental narrow-minded generally shut touched posts back irony rain morning small group discussion surprised blog post holds back noel heikkenen high school pastor vibrant young church michigan state university post noel asks readers essentially question small group discussing miles night jesus reader responses noel''s blog gamut fear failure insecurity embarrassment life''s hectic pace lack discipline selfishness laziness list writing book volunteering shelter making career change learning play instrument response mentioned comments noel''s blog general fear small group narrowed people older learned worried people ironically discovered non-christians things imagine they''re fully aware proud non-discerning judgmental christians gradually accepting automatically assume worst convinced they''re thinking freak crap they''re thinking unexpected interesting story good open honest conversation people debating convincing simply open conversation sharing story hearing kind interaction people engage fact people hungry fear lose ', 'open mouth insert what''s real ', 'stereotypes church fear small_group bible reaching_out christians noel_heikkenen conversation honest'),
(254, 'photo ethan lofton installment answers questions asked response post questions grouped loosely category culture ideas paradigms check back tomorrow answers questions love family community making smile making coffee music bought money case you''re embarrassed admit mine soundtrack xanadu natalie hart possibly embarrassing early eighties time bought music money rode bike franklin five-and-dime bought benatar''s shot grade owned loved xanadu christmas gift allowance purchase editor final authority free hand re-shape writer''s work writer responsible creation work subject demands editors publishers arehart writer wearing editor''s constant internal struggle hand acutely aware written differently hand strong desire respect writer''s voice perspective fine stressful line walk begin write cpond compelled write long remember parents share anecdote earliest creative endeavors earliest memories sitting crafting descriptive poetic revolve writing letters grandparents lived california wrote letter writing exercise observation storytelling character development detailed description closure perfect practice type life writing blog important detail parents gave wonderful desk birthday year elementary school kind desk door swung create writing surface inside desk numerous cubbies letters shelves stationery journals sort desk girl imagine real writer family vacations michigan lorna family couple years we''ve strong desire catch family tradition-building light we''ve made renting cottage lake michigan saugatuck vacation priority summers we''ve enjoyed weekend trips chicago louis years love girls portland washington zealand uncle cousins live freelancing work home balance easier kids older turn work advice freelancers lessons learned anne thing learned working home work physically home work mental emotional space call home words highly romanticized vision hours solid work toddler takes two-hour worth attached work home kids part-time daycare school camp summer order accomplished mentally transform space work mode transformation dishes full maternal condensation pack cafe expectations order moment hope kids play nicely school wrap project disappointed frustration time-sensitive work they''re home pleasantly surprised grateful wrote freelancing post collaborating color bike nick bike mine hand-me-down brother yellow banana seat bike orange white accents streamers handle bars birthday present written script chain guard desert rose what''s favourite magazine leona subscribed yorker graduated college enmeshed sofa routines hard imagine relax magazine reasons habit read quality writing impressive political social commentary makes fiction poetry move entertain long long articles prove worth long attention span cartoons make laugh favorite favorite things growing small midwestern town johns brent thing growing small town freedom allowed bike wanted friends houses pool tennis courts bakery custard-filled long johns dime store records saturdays summers endless town worst thing growing small midwestern town lack exposure diversity grow place people similar ways people sense thing normal feel luckily parents devoted travel cultural experiences spent time visiting gamut cities francisco detroit church downtown lansing great ministry homeless ', 'questions part ii__ culture ideas paradigms ', 'small_town 1980s midwest writer freelancing music letter_writing michigan bike 25-things editor storytelling vacation'),
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(78, 'week email friend debby who''s writer recently began reading blog shared sort feedback love part complimentary part constructive great you''re write talk humor mildly acerbic wrote suggested make entries shorter posts longer average determined shortening mixing proof capable brevity counter macro blogging practice micro blogging twitter writes share surprising poignant funny insightful characters great writing exercise likes here''s good friends honest feedback kind blog post beginning week recent tweets paint picture weekend sept wrote g-ma monet note card found back desk drawer changed sheets pillowcases made wedding pretty sept picked tomatoes drinking iced coffee porch scent tomato plant fingers ready summer sept today filled logistical conundrums surrounding kids cars clocks phones happy hour sept biking market quaint bike home iced coffees apples oats lentils bacon obama yard sign sept walking sidewalk neighborhood wearing terry robe towel shoulder toiletry sept send kids back pick walnuts they''re falling frequency feels zone sept heart essay class sept kids late school night books room sleeping books sept walk school time deliver girls time deliver forgotten homework happy monday happy monday ', 'bits pieces weekend ', 'twitter blogging weekend monday'),
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(83, 'stereotypes higher clients working design concept centers cartoon-like college student characters year''s marketing materials characters random things talk bubbles year they''ve brought project develop actual personae story lines point students characters yeah dude entire life planned spread sheet bubbly happy positive-thinker chick sounds roommate year stereotypes making generalizations exaggerating characteristics bring humor clarity complex society world marketing professionals create branding rely stereotypes understand core audience traits desires motivations develop stereotypical characters mind we''re creating websites stereotypes dangerous town people fiercely debating fighting illini mascot chief illiniwek decades chief mascot officially retired february students wearing chief sweatshirts drive cars guzzlers ahem brandishing chief stickers bush stickers personally passionate debate years running close friends sweet baby farmers market stroller racial stereotypes dehumanize sticker complete chief logo baby bright articulate preschooler calls auntie kristin african american thought dehumanizing makes blood boil identified anti-chief suddenly issue light jason committed direct conversation making girls understand world racial stereotypes community includes friends wide variety backgrounds frequent home dinner table kids learn sameness difference indirectly actively promote family conversations subject kids chief people country vehemently opposed idea black president converse things night face face brand stereotyping sort work kind head conversation thinking kind connect republicans slick oversized pickup trucks chief picture conversation friend ahbleza church she''s student university girls favorite babysitters she''s kind smart generous she''s super talented soccer player fall she''s giving lessons monday afternoons night invited stay ahbleza telling girls born chicago city jason asked born city people chicago tend sensitive city versus suburbs west suburbs large percentage undergraduates made joke spot kids west suburbs mile common joke town friends teach university ahbleza laugh smile asked upper-middle class privileged loves mall chain restaurants sorority girls sorority high school trailing lamely daughters understand true stereotypes harmful they''re directed underprivileged minority suddenly stereotyping profiled lumping group felt pretty stupid thought quite unique capacity surprise thankfully person step lines draw learn ahbleza gentle reminder ', 'fun_ maybe not_ so__ much with stereotypes ', 'stereotypes chicago chief_illiniwek racial republicans suburbs privileged minority profiling'),
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(85, 'knew recent post stereotypes offend write knew wanted wanted call fact careful racial stereotyping careless stereotyping people sorority girls republicans started writing tricky writing race controversial topics noticed enjoy writing religion politics divorce throw touchy topic writing race basic issue refer black african-american complicated general understanding black people today prefer black heard cornel west speak topic preference people african-american term shows respect writing blog describe friends baby skin color critical story describe conversation ahbleza describing ahbleza conundrum wrote rewrote felt digging hole wrote circles reminded video made primaries group la-based comics actors called public service administration actors friend mine college video black spoof depicting hillary clinton''s campaign people race race attempt avoid mentioning color barack obama''s skin trouble funny write race falling pitfalls cautioning process finally extended amount time spent messing word choice draft post jason feedback deep breath published offend lots people annoyed thinking stressful makes avoid touchy subjects blog instincts written post knew wrong thought conversations thoughtful email exchanges people publishing post glad conversations happened understand open good chance engage open post conversations stuck polite superficial plane pretending things race exist safe enlightened wrong blog time time writing race wrong life exposed public tempting back journaling notebook practice craft work thoughts great hope real dialogue possibility conversations happening open reader comments feel worth vulnerability risk step make conversation ', 'post-polite post digging deeper ', 'stereotypes barack_obama conversation race controversy cornel_west offend hillary_clinton public_service_administration'),
(86, 'morning thought switch alarm clock radio simple buzzer buzzer days tough you''re engrossed news news number blood pressure horn jarring we''ve waking coffee deal news wakeup call today voter pennsylvania barack obama good true answer scares what''s antidote fear apparently playing safe sticking what''s familiar write politics morning spite shameless visual plug post write idea good true totally impulse we''ve hurt we''ve burned assume assume rightly people interests defenses special offer phone company mail hidden charges email father-in-law give wire ''security keeping good true added assurance convince information paid delivering charge insurance premium clearance certificate cheque showing drug money meant sponsor terrorist attack country nice send security keeping suspicion healthy we''re wired reason thought voting obama good strikes hopeless nation people desperate faith george michael song back gotta faith bible explains apply faith faith hope hebrews sound we''re lacking time uncertainty clear vision hope made time felt hopeless life divorce envision kind life wanted imagine grasping life vision means hope good true house smaller desirable expensive homes neighborhood deciding afford house love single-mom''s freelance salary house virtually fell wrote post turning point street address good true apparently we''ve lived years house standing furnace working roof basement wonderful neighbors shortly bought house good true life jason beginning form vision hoped drafted hypothetical singles head read post love unexpected places faith exist small town unmarried married good true suspicion fear rule heart walked jason effort protect life worth risk hope good true true limb hope ', 'too_ good can_ be__ true in__ love so__ why_ not_ politics ', 'obama hope fear npr_ suspicion faith hebrews vision jason'),
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(90, 'things make time week meeting client deadlines making drinking coffee morning writing blog posts cuddling singing daughters night enjoying glass wine conversation jason evening showering fits category days things squeeze making lasagna taking long walk catching parents phone gathering dust bunnies staircase trimming nails sorts things writing crazy-busy overwhelming life reached cliche status cliche feeling overwhelmed work house yard pressure updating blog fresh posts what''s daunting height social-media-networking-popularity-contest-platform-building reestablished blog months wrote post blogs ulterior motives back blogging told build author''s platform blog foundation writing part glad motivation discipline stuff read heaps blogs leave thoughtful comments regularly give shout-outs favorite bloggers hope return favor link love making friends catching attention important social media people bloggers twitter conferences meet-ups find time create simple blogroll bells whistles incorporate design blog simply prove blogging find time clip nails people morning finished client project minutes hunt blogs post looked citizen month immediately amplified stress post called chat blogger blogger remains anonymous young eager energetic bloggers things you''ve read reads talks people''s blogrolls bigger stopped reading post clicking comments veered dangerously close brink social media despair reader comments cheered immensely find ''big bloggers interesting gimmicky aware ''brand reader wrote read good writing popular blog fame money points made laugh idea applications removed blogroll knew loves she''s makes feel important finally comment left good place surprised people blogging obsessed stats blogrolls readership forget started blogging place feel overwhelmed started lots good people caught game forget started blogging place author''s platform stuff real reason stories ', 'staying afloat in__ social media ocean ', 'author''s_platform social_media time overwhelming cliche networking popularity_contest citizen_of_the_month blogrolls'),
(92, 'room isabella love drink she''s kind magic tonic forget time isabella picture adoption website pages pages photos children waiting adopted blankly camera stunned overwhelmed rhonda friend seventh grade pointing specific girl daughter technically rhonda husband begun adoption process time knew stared photo denying isabella''s most-adorable status tiny head-shot website child meant june rhonda frank held isabella time changsha china isabella adorable straight-up orphanage photo room impossible describe kind curiosity determination openness love life hunger display radiates cuddle hopes isabella born spina bifida rare birth defect prevented developing properly impossible talk mentioning huge part makes captivating attitude disabilities ways overcomes ounce self-pity trust she''s realize she''s missing she''s smart whip isabella brother marcus children preschool running vertically scoots place place good pulled wagon special spirit refuses dampened scooting months spent body cast surgery amputation hospital stays she''s past year today change physically today isabella rhonda told yesterday called catch isabella refers robot prosthetic difficult word isabella what''s happen today matter-of-factly robot stand isabella''s priority list she''s wait rhonda prosthetic invoke buckets tears told represents vertical walk freedom granted open world reminds rhonda frank love isabella fate adopted family afford surgeries country performed isabella born hunan province poorest china walked rhonda told care disabled adults isabella street wheelchair she''s prosthetic basic starters flex ankle manually locked positions knee she''s special sock rhonda describe quite isabella learn walk eyes won''t ', 'very big_ day_ isabella ', 'isabella magic_tonic adoption china determination curiosity birth_defect disabilities self-pity robot_leg prosthetic'),
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(95, 'woke morning feeling grouchy columbus controversial part columbus remembered celebrating national hero history website singularly focused mission find riches conquer lands columbus teams treated indigenous groups obstacles greater mission celebrate concerned admit humanitarian side rearing righteously angry head morning pure selfishness real reason baditude fact kids school today thing banks closed questionable holiday thing disrupt productive monday wanted blame columbus mixed blessings parenthood related post feast famine family together-time enjoyed weekend lovely suddenly cross line lovely togetherness extreme togetherness desperately break girls space reestablish individual identities jason remember individuals mama spending lots time things feared freelancing transitioning real grown dependent quiet thinking writing time fine thing crave sense interfering parenting pleasures place decided attitude check morning process practicing positive thinking easily arrived things grateful school excuse learned embrace tiny baby aspects parenting newborn required letting breastfeeding significant matter thought accomplish planned dinner table time feed goals plans prop bottle multi-task breastfeeding times quickly accepted hold fill required gift blocks time school-less appreciating excuse endless work-related to-do list practicing spontaneity contradiction spontaneity practiced out-of-the-ordinary clear schedule purpose morning dropped friend''s house younger girls ended staying hour girls played walk refreshing meaningful conversation needed today needed time crawl inside diversifying definition work easily read write limiting definition work what''s head computer unhealthy parenting forces exercise parts mind body mind kind problem solving communication called body change scene bikes park library drag project yard random school plans garage coat paint kitchen cabinets kids play savoring simple pleasures woke wishing organized playdates activities girls rare rich unplanned unexpected simple pleasures instance happily whiled hour researching creating habitat grasshopper caught morning captivated happy observant audience stretched couch good book favorite blanket everyday moments satisfying enjoy grilled cheese tomato soup lunch treat work lunchbox school make combination tastes triggered nostalgia simple pleasure school realized feeling grouchy conversation kids complexities celebrating columbus parent moment important little-big thing ', 'baditude adjustment columbus day_ ', 'parenthood nostalgia freelancing columbus grouchy baditude togetherness breastfeeding letting_go spontaneity simple_pleasures'),
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(98, 'photo credit subject ziemba essay wrote upcoming seal press anthology divorce women open moving wrote editor candace walsh describes book examine unhappy subject walk aisle escape hatch life promise hold space positive woman book''s gender-specific nature suited fine deep long-believed women open things deep healing positive introspective week humble woman who''s push book called divorce open moving amazed inspired husband jason''s reflections divorce bogged what-ifs whys solid genuine friendship today ex-wife impressive heroes list made amazing life''s messiest messes worked moved illinois designer copywriter eventually pretty good friends back married pretty miserable pretty happy fact marriage looked idyllic impossibly wife bands high school process downsizing two-person band called young played drums played guitar harmonized indie-rocked making full-length albums parasol records young disbanded sadly amanda''s marriage past weekend received copy joe''s just-released solo album love thirty band beaujolais parasol records promo calls garage rock opera conceptual personal monumental agree album tells story anguish anger processing eventual divorce incredibly moving surprisingly non-sentimental horrific experience redeemed songwriting giving rest taste honesty hope hard wrote recently good news today happier feel years growth months viewed situation opportunity improve person wanted yesterday heels digesting joe''s lyrics read hopeful blog post neil kramer who''s figuring redeem life''s messes here''s post blog citizen month begins lucky sophia life helps grow teaches confidence nature back distinguishing grabbing life therapy-sized sense modesty insecurity stronger married sweet thing wife amazing thing you''re separated wife marriage place neil writing wrote post wedding anniversary response sadness part process pushing side glad neil share rest writing music ', 'shout-out to__ sad_ healthy men_ ', 'divorce escape_hatch redeemed marriage inspiring women men_ messy love_at_thirty separation'),
(258, 'photo mckay savage noticed handed tough questions recent series posts doubt hardest scariest feel faith question huge thousands people written millions words subject embarrassing question made great strides moving stage life involved hiding believed felt safe hint sheepishness listens talk special things jesus makes difference sounds utterly insane post fall open mouth insert whatever''s real wrote conversation small group church back september sharing story walking people convert bringing faith conversation makes sense discussed number things heart telling clear winner emerged fear specifically fear non-christians dismiss discover week small group talked fear arises moments mentioning faith decide hits head-on asks bother true asked question flat times thought answer scary answering scarier feels beat fear person small group contemplating articulate necessarily harder words feeling conditioned trust respect feelings feelings sees loads evidence faith jesus live jesus serving focusing fruits spirit positive affect world period grew hating church people family church christians free rules living kind freedom completely evident believes true world works world feels lines jesus jesus teaches live peace pinned listening working hard digging deep words felt amazing sense peace move crowding fear embarrassment evasiveness convincing explanations solid smart concretely passionate abstract gather embrace collection things typically difficult embrace world grey areas things feelings ideas intellect hope mere fact collection average humans leap evidence explanation ', 'sometimes abstract breeds clarity ', 'church hope peace god_ fear faith evidence freedom questions belief embarrassing feelings'),
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(109, 'time christians christians t-shirt case you''re wondering shirt exist blog politics thing things spreading word christians days hard separate theme politics headline yesterday palin thing election started spitting venomous bile worst thing connecting religion politics race pretty affected violently wrong levels begin things agree thing thing american politics sarah palin figured thinks she''s present turn obama''s lead polls mccain she''s presenting petty small interesting palin thing focus family organization publicly prayed rain evening obama''s acceptance speech wrote irony rain remember perfectly clear degrees denver evening obama spoke republican national convention partially rained coincidence points personal beliefs time demand religion left politics believers stripe non-believers stand insist clear separation church state applying personal belief system personal political perspective thing wielding weapon invoking promote extremist views flat wrong palin ridiculous people commented story skimmed comment supported palin comforting comforting people polls gave brains free wills disturbing part damage palin reputation women christians smart liberal christian women exist cringe factor doubled tripled creates lots damage-control work people busy wrap things article comments tulsa sums quite nicely faith tells virtues strive valour pursuit courage knowledge generosity pursuit giving liberality pursuit diligence pursuit ethics patience pursuit peace kindness pursuit charity humility pursuit modesty candidates represents mccain ', 'do__ right thing ', 'god_ barack_obama christians_against_christians politics sarah_palin vote damage-control'),
(262, 'photo mark robinson single gratifying thing blogging experience wide variety readers number readers readers similar ways you''re protestant christians you''re women you''re freelancers moms you''ve side divorce significant ways live asia africa europe central america you''re childless single homosexual fans years older shared they''re atheist agnostic jewish simply quite references readers shared thinking dozens stories makes thrilling avoiding niches nail anti-brand-brand started blog biggest concern categorized narrow immediately thought mommy blog kids write pegged alternative christian blog beliefs hide obama supporter avoiding blogging niche tricky make branding blog focusing message impossible joke anti-brand-brand you''re successful avoiding niches means you''re missing opportunities huge networks audiences blog stuff general sentence stories life turned thought amazing things learned grace redemption process succinctly mission spark thoughts conversations bust stereotypes here''s idea normalcy people stop thinking normal christian thinks world politics people stop assuming define normal family normal community putting fears worries talk tend worry things here''s things worry blogger people drawn blog sort freak write faith thinking elaborate ploy convert return response concern thoughts gifts people twitter community reminder desperately needed morning ericcanaday check eric''s blog people problem jesus ghandi struggle proclaimed followers yeah ways frustrating things christians included times anger eric''s reminder peace jesus lived life model rest convince bust christian stereotypes people hold stereotypes muddying waters preventing christians here''s reminder blog conversation conversion week twitter shared link friendly atheist non-debate christian atheist post tells event ohio state university christian pastor atheist moderators simply conversation answering questions people audience friendly atheist post event friendly enjoyable completely unscripted inspired people engage types conversations people differently giant group skeptics christians late dinner good times love dinner you''ve noticed huge sharing conversation meals kind we''re surprised christian atheist conversation debate gradually place surprising absolutes we''re desperate cling fear talk party deeply-held absolutes beliefs leave door coats talk ', 'this is__ about conversation not_ conversion ', 'divorce grace audience christian fear conversation blogging community redemption readers normalcy atheist conversion'),
(263, 'photo jason berg kids free time immersed project game dream things happen make huge mess room they''re they''re leave play time possessed sort deep happiness contentment brand pure abandoned play days asked jason huge polly pocket dolls accessories reaches basement played year confess plastic made playmobil time passed guest room girls playing smile surface nook room transformed polly pocket utopia girls acting long involved dramas comedies minor tragedies dolls balancing open play desire gather open free play time average household town grade friends younger intensely swimming gymnastics dance spend hours days week lessons practice confusing hand sees friends skilled great talent good worry aloud time time find laughable hard listen contradict worries eight-year-old prodigy child aware personal downtime home fiercely protective half-hour piano lesson week hour chorus soccer handle time read play drugs she''s fully addicted regular parent struggle issue encourage natural talents teach important apply commit working excel manufacture drive pressure thinking interests selfish twist thrown girls dad''s house one-third time two-thirds time fiercely protective time spend running lesson practice rushing dinner worse sitting girls crave family dinner evening playing games yale research written countless times darrylep twitter recently provided link article kids time play kids article reports yale university study decline free play download study february study''s findings mothers practically countries childhood striving achieve academics sports structured activities left youngsters time children childhood knew remember child guess average music writing hold playing softball tennis star brother friends endless amounts time play games toys huge boxes collage supplies pour books ride bikes town learned baked lots cookies plenty time chores topic post years owner director lesson planner head teacher preschool huge advocate unstructured play time worries lack unstructured time lack ideas fill parents lots free time kids forgotten free time works adults provide materials ideas kids started model lack creativity free time parent refuse place remember free time fill wanted kids pretty happy fully aware taking stance recently eight-year-old friend long playdate promptly threw idea co-author illustrate book ideas kids started brainstorming ideas refined focus book ideas making things things find recycling book exists positive brilliant idea involved suggested project making designer clothes plastic grocery bags test idea hours armed scissors tape plastic bags designed punk rocker outfits wedding dresses athletic wear medieval costumes created belts sashes fringe pleats necklines skirts fashion show pictures utterly impressed grocery bags garbage bags kitchen trash complaining donate ', 'we__ all_ need some time to__ do__ nothing ', 'struggle ideas kids creativity play skill downtime unstructured talent parenting'),
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(114, 'part celebration amazing women roles shaping idea write posts grandmothers inspired magpie girl''s remembrances grandmother approach souls wait remember dear grandma feel inexplicably close life lived california convinced part closeness result distance year pen-pal reading letters learned write letters expressive lots exclamation points underlining hear voice talking phone letters descriptive words paint images interactions people beauty physical world reading letters made feel learned letter writing hand regularly penning thoughts west years sister flew california move home found letter written thought treasuring letter fills love letters wrote long part clear window true pen-pal safely open private space created paper prepare ready peer window made feel close recognized sizable portion significant aspect wanted relate love words music clothes quirky sense humor relate feisty response ruffled feathers feisty attitude trouble transparent opinionated life head-on relate drawn pure joyfulness circumstances unwavering trust god''s goodness true light managed bring sunshine people downplaying life''s darkness storms realist cynical wanted living nursing home michigan parents spend time body weakened mind clouded dementia managed light nursing home spreading infectious spent days scooting halls wheelchair recently you''ve started napping requiring feed hard imagine writing letter makes incredibly happy letters back makes profoundly saddest thing knowing read communicate understand reads words stop wondering directly things absorb trust bond deeper words page underlying essence felt written makes heart love kristin grandma june youngest daughter june ', 'an__ open letter to__ grandma c___ ', 'california grandma letter_writing expressive descriptive fesity joyful sad_'),
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(116, 'love words words combined surprising quirky ways love they''re highly visual ways excited surprising love clouds dorie recently redesigning blog thinking widgets move hierarchy cloud thing refused attachment clouds fundamental love words loving sound textures shapes potential funny witty heart-wrenching love clouds define undefinable establish give definition in-between space feel nowheresville string words cloud facebook fear forgiveness freelancing grandma guilt harvest hope humor cares means feels makes feel meaning moves emphasis meaning tend cling we''re dealing words refocuses feeling commonly reserve photography visual person pretty artistic talents felt limited words person living life societal norms labels tend make feel claustrophobic pegged simply christian divorcee political blogger foodie sentimental sappy worrying wrote posts grandmothers clouds provide easy wiggle pegged defined shift place abstract vague clouds bring clarity restore balance putting divorce church hope guilt anger forgiveness grandma barack obama picture accurate picture life created cloud post wordle blog feel creating wordle cloud leave link love cloud image you''re ', 'an__ ode_ to__ tag_ clouds ', 'in_between balance words quirky visual tag_clouds definition meaning feeling limited claustrophobic'),
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(122, 'problem blogs great content readers headline chuck westbrook''s blog secretly thought hundreds bloggers individually thinking great content readers admit thoughts let''s real lots bloggers thinking offered blogs consideration comments section chuck''s post continued reading chuck''s idea quickly forgot excited bunch regular people join forces positive change here''s chuck''s simple powerful concept great blogs heard overwhelming gather nice bloggers helping good content rise merrier group project good lesser-known blog chosen group read blog weeks weeks group moves blog read scores bloggers focused blog author nice things happen weeks blog hidden includes discussions traffic constructive criticism encouragement connecting bloggers group author joins group move chuck''s project made chris anderson''s long tail theory essentially anderson''s theory economic people obscure dvds books economic impact purchases rival true blockbusters hits words we''re longer limited small number dvds stores shelves countless amazing options line live york indy low-budget obscure options constitute long tail chuck claiming blogs lack great content blog roll micro-tailored interests niches preferable level warmth nerdiness problem find great obscure niche magically rise google search results blogger musician filmmaker problem reverse hunt elusive audience anderson calls facilitate matches-made-in-heaven filters chuck''s project grassroots filter social media sites spout devoted helping people easily filter thousands possibilities find what''s love cultural development musician signed label music heard writer books published words ideas widely read long tail full exciting stuff anderson long tail good filters noise noise here''s chuck couple hundred people who''ve signed readers project who''s devoted good filter high-quality undiscovered content exist ', 'helping great content bubble to__ surface ', 'social_media great_content no_readers chuck_westbrook bloggers change chris_anderson long_tail obscure niche spout noise filters'),
(383, 'photo mirko makari started sharing news ex-husband divorce back responses makings fascinating dissertation emotionally wrought fascinated embark graduate degree psychology time heals fully contemplate happening period life full range responses non-responses wrote post surprising upsetting common response you''re divorce sucks quite plainly sentiment you''re making decision messing nice life struggled response people reacted longer friends couple friendship rocky period sabbatical finding safe place begin divorce affect lives step turmoil people valid personal reasons mourn marriage understand fully divorce cake walk conclusion wanted divorce embracing joyfully struggles setbacks entire life changed response sucks rest maddening starting people including understanding people work helps frustration anger helps starting fully understand couple things we''re inherently self-centered creatures matter badly we''re self-centered beings diligently work self-centered nature sorely misunderstood realize late clear sigh brokenness human race give shortcomings work hard fight selfish impulses people figured process hard work make we''re centered deceptions dangerous self-centered responses news largely rooted internal realization happened happen divorce associate respect suddenly we''re forced question health security marriage sorts messy life scenarios forced face loses suddenly recession touch cancer living similarly healthy life realize not-smoking broccoli-eating world completely protect possibility dies left staring mortality face completely normal reactions good aware we''re internal responses play person hurting moment good forced what-ifs attend friends skilled conquering fear what''s monday june participating reading powell''s books portland women essays published book divorce deny excited read famous powell''s excited meet women share pages book people understand you''ve comforting makes feel thought shared experiences beginning they''ve faced worries distracts faced importantly survived longer potential fear conquered frees outward whatever''s front ', 'facing their problems through your own_ fears ', 'divorce ask_me_about_my_divorce fear friendship death response self-centered hurt deception realization cancer'),
(267, 'interesting post months twitter found number people network matters deliberate intention individual connection words people network collected quickly randomly knowing individual unique interesting feel overwhelmed number general sense chaos attached time examining followers figure they''re holding back sort interaction connection meaningful place network mind slower build community deliberate makes dunbar''s limit pretty irrelevant ', 'dunbar''s number ', ''),
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(128, 'since posting open letter grandma another grandma last week part souls project organized magpie girl some blog readers twitter followers have shared memories their grandparents each beautiful moving expressing small very telling glimpses these large personalities first were written tweets which they''re short sweet i''ve always been fascinated memory older grandmothers more interested become memories them well their memories past some memories shared best encapsulated taste smell miniature marshmallows waffle cookies family pasta sauce recipe lingering pipe tobacco others wrapped particular experience wash feeling long trip whatever form your remembrances take whether they''re larger than life miniscule broad scope things important that remember when bring mind what know about someone taking what conceptual abstract making real again heather after pre-k visit torture shots great grandma gave miniature marshmallows make feel better also sneak into grandma grandpa''s camper which forbidden awesome marsha restless long trip yosemite grandmother made game played with hours learned love barb g-ma gave grandma cookies waffle kind that come fake strawberry choc nancy filipino g-parents inhale when they give kiss hard describe demonstrating they their face your cheek they kiss they inhale emphasis inhale miia calls lola kiss lola grandma tagalog quite special woman whole family moved with when sister brother months lived with until freshman high school-taking care cooking helping with homework parent just grandma look back realize were lucky have lives didn''t matter what doing always story tell something would reminder person event past would start when little girl tell about some days would think again most days thought most magical woman knew fondly remember tatay grandpa smelling pipe tobacco coffee-chocolate candy aqua velva always wore tweed jacket dress pants button-down shirt short long sleeves depending weather tweed other g-ma nanay beauty queen very regal imposing used afraid until smiled becky sister were just together which usually about annual event since live england northern florida year mother hospital jacksonville made quick trip started reminiscing about gramma mother''s mother both miss greatly biggest memories were usually cold beer hand carefully wrapped paper towel she''d make each cake requested birthdays younger brother once baby blue somehow imparted that pixies fairies truly exist turns sister have slightly different ideas about knew this they were lovely stories heart great sense creativity generosity curiosity many friends pretty perfect grandmother both sister really rather different characters think that says denine favorite memories with nanny sitting kitchen elbow hearing story family''s pasta sauce alone with there with special ingredients tools hearing changes recipe absorbed throughout different generations made feel like charged with keeping vital secrets getting stir taste sauce amazing company stories were best parts that sneaking meatball plate before plopped them into sauce that same thing with little lulu each time make sauce excitement face hear recite bits pieces stories from memory feel have nanny back with again ', 'six_ women six_ remembrances ', ''),
(129, 'daughters elementary school halloween parade classroom parties stood parents light-dappled playground gorgeous fall witches goblins harry potters cowgirls butterflies traipsed squinting smiling cameras things halloween change elementary school festivities takes back smell school cafeteria things changed friends trick-or-treating parents twelve girls dream sending general feels safe live small midwestern town college students dangerous people trust kids experience childhood resembles youth extra precautions sprinkled bike helmets parent chaperoning people drawn danger crave real things worry manufacture good measure afternoon stood watching darlings parade school costume friend ellen reminded friends sacrificed local news reporter filming year''s parade wanted interview parent dangers halloween reporter kids trick-or-treating tonight clueless puzzled reporter worry dangerous send reporter pressing determined angle story worried safety easier stay home annoyed assuming dangers things fear staying home good teach children deal things make understand dangers lookout show world living lives full responsible ways quite news evening nonetheless scary times nation plenty reasons contemplating fear halloween country mired seemingly endless lowered world''s opinion economy tanking fear tactics left influence voters heading polls asides mentioned twitter year''s scariest halloween costume dress economy wrote fear hope relation election post good true love politics easy fear influences self-defeating ruled fear ruled ignorance stupidity ignorance problem leads fear stupidity product extreme throwing caution wind taking lightly real dangers world knew thing fear luckily wise people pondered problem fear pithiest sentiments sort today whip post putting green makeup eight-year-old franklin roosevelt good reason quite fear president inaugural address foolish optimist deny dark realities moment true today deny dark realities hide shield children pretending exist knew required courage devotion befit time required preeminently time speak truth truth frankly boldly shrink honestly facing conditions country today assert firm belief thing fear fear nameless unreasoning unjustified terror paralyzes needed efforts convert retreat advance dark hour national life leadership frankness vigor understanding support people essential victory franklin roosevelt inaugural address march sites hear read entire inaugural address here''s read recently light nation''s current state ', 'nothing to__ fear but_ fear ', 'elementary_school fear halloween trick-or-treat dangerous tv_news war_ economy voters ignorance roosevelt dark_realities courage devotion'),
(268, 'photo kristin tennant adult life valentine''s figure explanations expectation raiser valentine''s puts unnecessary pressure people relationships figure define compact express love single showy spread shows affection give room spontaneous loneliness accentuator makes people relationships feel crappy possibly holiday love alienate huge group people making feel unloved calendar crowder february inopportune time family calendar christmas year''s daughter''s birthday january sister-in-law''s birthday days birthday month youngest daughter''s birthday month thing reason celebrate love exploiter despising so-called hallmark holidays fashionable alternative types general group friends making bunch money age-old concept love decided package make people feel guilty celebrating pass kind feeling negative love admit things embrace valentine''s cookie instigator valentine''s excuse bake decorate favorite almondy butter cookies growing generally made christmas investing additional cookie cutters managed make cookie decorating quarterly activity house craft inspirator handmade valentines great make wonderful receive pulled biggest colored paper fabric scraps valentine''s cards lace ribbon doilies yarn scissors glue brother made elaborate cards send grandparents give friends girls sort thing making valentine''s cards child class love spreader brings final things embrace valentine''s kids love sponges needing craving soaking love affection sniff write post eight-year-old''s class list table nearby names precious kids makes heart ache love world make risk sounding mushy serve reminder spread love intently people happy valentine''s estefania mario joshua laisha eliseo shauri karen lauren daniel rodrigo josie alvaro richard carlos andrew jonathan shane lidia magdalena alan seth ', 'v-day love hate let_ me__ count ways ', 'children love valentine''s_day relationship romance celebrate cookies'),
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(133, 'election polls anxious obama supporters deny slow-rising surge hope feel dawn country holds possibility starting loved beginnings january school friendship week overly-sentimental inspirational-poster sense possibility figure screwed mess time growing family''s year''s rituals addition raucous game charades involved taking scraps paper privately writing regrets perceived flaws wanted individually threw roaring fire overly-romantic child steeped classic literature loved symbolic poetic beauty watching wrong flames good riddance shortly year slip fall habits make mistakes generally begin feeling disgusted inability follow resolve change idea offering beginning beautiful sunrise easy quickly twist ugly down-on-kristin-storm start kicking what''s learn chances start bigger do-over higher expectations chance marriage stakes high pretty thought married faith institution marriage thought wrong simply painful bear jason story read suddenly imagine beginning perfection partnership effort forgiveness grace sense possibility strong chose verse corinthians invitations wedding text christ creation creation realized involved throwing past hurts flaws wrongs fire walking shiny perfect redeemed allowed carry slips paper pockets marriage aware handle history healthy ways piece pasts openly honestly deal context perspective critical we''re wake magically we''re amazing match learned marriages creation working redeem slowly perfect turning time mess starting leap love politics past messy stretch thinking today thinking hope marriage hard fall ways communicating hope obama elected tomorrow wins worry we''ll expect obama administration reason mccain wins fear slip spiral despair deal worry stakes high reality carry metaphoric slips past decide deal country messy past baggage matter elected president hope words anchored beginning marked wedding election year hundreds miniscule beginnings happen god''s redemptive work mother tennant expressed perfectly segment comment left recent post faith politics thing voting mccain obama pressing minds changing history highly world today christians business changing react interact matter elected world depends behaves voting ', 'old_ baggage new_ beginnings election eve_ ', 'redeemed hope barack_obama election possibility new_beginnings fire old_habits second_chance second_marriage new_creation'),
(269, 'photo curly osure give write numbers social media question response question post ''friends listed facebook percentage friends dennis asked question friend real life kind link related york times article friends delete today chris brogan posted blog beating dunbar''s number dunbar''s number refers theory introduced anthropologist robin dunbar brains maintain number stable social relationships exact number apparently agreed number commonly cited mind theory presented decade facebook conceived facebook alters cognitive capacities post brogan suggests social media platforms strategies hand larger social networks managed strategies suggests keeping sort database details straight easily accessible quite imagine creating data base track community imagine readers blog twitter followers brogan database maintain slightly meaningful connection percent people theories strategies definitions apply what''s point what''s point dennis facebook friends actual friends point chris brogan ways manage version community times larger brains wired handle point guess society understanding community changing significantly rapidly people words definitions changing followers fans count refer friend thing distinguish on-line physical communities people social media circles refer friends real life words confusing confused answered dennis question post friends friends desperately work single definition friend applied people person people post responded related question social media changed understanding community fleshed confusion struggling describe ways feel open true community including people person ways feel old-fashioned details track people live kids we''ve joked past nagging sense trust accountability missing line bond eating meal live conversation fast-paced world slower brought old-fashioned approaches building community current times characterized bigger faster leave comment left today chris brogan''s post interesting post months twitter found number people network matters deliberate intention individual connection words people network collected quickly randomly knowing individual unique interesting feel overwhelmed number general sense chaos attached time examining followers figure they''re holding back sort interaction connection meaningful place network mind slower build community deliberate makes dunbar''s limit pretty irrelevant ', 'how_ fast can_ you_ really add_ ', 'facebook friends social_media community confusion numbers slow theory strategy fast-paced old-fashioned network'),
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(135, 'presidential election remember year ronald reagan voted office daughter quillin reagan''s landslide victory wrote deadpan sentiment journal yesterday ronald reagan elected president we''re moving canada night crowded lively election party hosted friends stop watching girls children house clear obama knew remember collection random details night important moment keyed mood high-strung parents speaking special permission laissez faire parenting tactics wanted stay late tuesday evening kids playing games decipher running thundering packs house periodically taking stops kitchen fuel wide assortment savories sweets covering tables counter tops results started coming adults began cheering kids gradually migrated rooms time demonstrating feasible john mccain sofa room lined elementary-aged children staring intently television electoral maps coloring stayed focused mccain''s concession speech obama''s victory speech important civic lessons littlest citizens watching children watch obama gratifying part evening partly future brighter obama leading nation bringing people good words we''re moving canada children witnessed incredibly important paradigm shift heart understand patriotism liberties freedoms country candidate color foreign-sounding overcame odds elected president competence humility intelligence honor vision hope rewarded electorate dismissed good practices attitudes upheld evidence negative efforts focused fear divisiveness distraction doubt smack-down obvious presidential race elizabeth dole''s senate defeat hagan clear dole''s fate sealed large part last-minute attack accusing hagan godless people raise eyebrows involvement children politics kids simply parrot back hear parents large part true brainwashing children yesterday helping decorate cookies obama logos equivalent making drink kool adults polls voting opposite party parents people persist sharing parents political views worried daughters won''t rate offspring identify political party night night opportunity kids learn important civic societal lessons witness participation acceptance openness change power unity hope road ahead important lesson learn hopeful euphoric feel ignore crowd''s disapproving boos phoenix john mccain obama''s concession speech night ignore reports devoted racism we''ve ignore news morning same-sex marriage proposition passed voters california feel ready high begin teach children important lesson work ', 'what will our_ kids remember about election day_ ', 'hope children barack_obama fear change presidential_election reagan canada election_party victory_speech brighter_future paradigm_shift patriotism obama_cookies unity proposition_8 important_lessons parenting_and_paradigms'),
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(140, 'photo raul wondering people addicted stress drama hierarchy agitating issue line simply bubbles election imagined feel free-and-easy week days brought repeat-series social media anxieties surface neatly package identity sentence stand crowd identity crisis rooted twitter writes rush sign twitter reading follow people knew half personally handful represented degree separation personal friends personal friends plenty comfortable banter worry people thinking interactions generally helped feel solitary days freelance work feeling un-cool twitter bash people began sort friending people facebook twitter common strangers pleased point building network back knew small percentage tweets reading people starting feel party full strangers ignoring dressed wrong make matters worse people started twitter stats people follow kind score twitter grader times they''ve favrd yesterday twitter reads found funny naturally prompted re-consider line twitter what''s wrong simply started feeling fallen wrong crowd high school cool ends making feel lame place wanted problem application called qwitter sends notification people stop refuse lots people write tweets people qwit finally yesterday wrote direct messages people knew needed qwit sanity''s sake messages referenced inside jokes focus numbers favrds blamed inability handle insecurities rethinking definition cool feel hang people make feel real life social media circles intention found people twitter reasons feel generally community morning read great timely post swanson blog levite chronicles post tells story entered contest people define cool sentence definition submitted caring people creatively people care definition made feel point irony disappointed felt definition chosen proved cool cared thought eager create dreams build hopes shell chance feel betrayed feel overlooked uncool grade wrote post learning reading grasping important reading else''s story reminded humans share accepted truest definition cool person created sounds cheesy ', 'social media puberty other identity crises ', 'twitter social_media networking stress identity un-cool'),
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(143, 'photo dizznbonn fairly established fact politics religion they''re topics we''re supposed bring family events parties make people notice squirm carry weight individually they''re combined single discussion explosive stop thinking yorker article read blue evangelical teenagers pregnant evangelical christian thing religion shapes earliest understanding sexuality kinds consequences perspective road blame divorce part understandings mother girls ages makes extremely interested subject youngest began questions babies made year jason married logic you''re married you''re babies she''s scientifically-minded girl decided time technical explanation baby-making birth control rate girls inquisitive exceptionally cute jason bracing they''re subject education lightly we''re convinced paradigm sexuality christian children inheriting parents pregnancy marriage statistics tied blue states found fascinating yorker article statistics back long suspected states highest divorce rates youngest marriage teen pregnancies traditionally states traditionally pre-obama reverse statistics blue states exception north dakota lowest teen pregnancy rates here''s article''s author margaret talbot summarizes state-blue state divide teenagers pregnancy social liberals country''s blue states tend support education troubled idea teenagers marriage regard teenage daughter''s pregnancy devastating news social conservatives states generally advocate abstinence-only education denounce marriage unruffled teenager pregnant long choose abortion story daughters grew blue state blue family church sunday experience fell extremes biggest problem back simply discussed church home school matter knew parents greatly disappointed knew married connected viewpoint religious beliefs living college boyfriend graduated main reason married long healthy young adults expected exist long sneak hide fact they''re whichever case lots people married young essentially reason tired waiting tired living feeling guilty husband jason people yorker article points women marry mid-twenties significantly divorce marry married young divorce directly blame parents religious beliefs early marriage divorce encouraging daughters married young greater priority encouraging hang virginity costs encouraging waiting promoting good important kids understand sexuality good thing thing parents pound idea kids heads attempt convince avoid backfire develops deep sense shame guilt relationship sexuality suspect issue played complex negative role problems marriage time churches break guilt-spreading cycle doubt issue complex growing here''s good summary problem blue article american teens young evangelicals live world internet porn celebrity scandals raunchy reality hormonal urges peers families communities sexual life supposed forestalled night transcendent honeymoon confusing daughters wait respect bodies sexuality decision make extremely cautious safe mess process waiting tackle problem girls coming years talking answer continuing blindly present kids presented churches homes schools answer honesty lots information good places start parents girls love complicated angles affect affect road here''s messed learned here''s vision hopes read post lose ', 'politics religion sex_ ', 'divorce guilt religion honesty the_new_yorker politics sex_ red_and_blue_states evangelical daughters'),
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(145, 'photo brady kids school yesterday eight-year-old decided spend part dutiful writer''s child churning poetry wrote poems total including made laugh serve perfect intro post write today kids helpful knowing rules made broken mother play bears pickled skunk race hares play monkeys bunk invite elephant drink cups coffee opposite what''s funny poem poet''s mother girls bound rules she''s cautious careful eager older sisters write poem speaks quirky sense humor love poetry written likes shel silverstein deviousness desire break rules inherent true assessment human nature deep inside feel rules made broken bent creatively kids feel promises earth decided pressuring kids make definitive public promises good idea setting kids presenting varieties forbidden fruit politics religion psychology promising essentially part post politics religion wrote reading yorker article blue evangelical teen-agers pregnant chew resist writing post fascinating issues addressed article clear gulf sexual belief sexual behavior christian teens gulf apparent teens participated abstinence-pledge movements aware personally made public promise remaining abstinent shocked read half million people pledged remain celibate marriage surprised read half make pledge marriage rate communities high rates promising interesting macro psychology promising level schools teens pledge effort basically collapses pledgers apparently gather strength sense embattled minority numbers exceed thirty cent proclaimed chastity norm special identity lost fragile formula hard imagine educators self-proclaimed virgin clique hits thirty-one-per-cent mark suddenly sodom gomorrah tells adolescents adolescents they''re carefully thinking promise they''re make reasonable helpful long-run they''re making choices based complex system social rules create push-and-pull teenagerdom formula forget adults learned math wears cool people wear cool formula good apply promise-making -keeping search good alternatives kids jason talking quite night glad girls situation church school asked make pledge remembered school year fourth grade made pledge tobacco drugs home parents discuss children ultimately give proper weight kids listened signed mass certificates understand concept promises they''re important figure highly-public peer-pressure-affected stern-adult-induced form promising teaches children highest moral achievements society making promise keeping kids asked make promises fully understand good strategies setting lives chronic disappointment distrust guilt nasty g-word thinking loud urging kids make promises churches schools teaching respect concept promise grandeur muster closely promising oath-making heart shakespearean dramas ancient greek tragedies drama tragedy ensues wake finally give permission promises made speak make promises intention promise good truthful ', 'rules are_ made to__ be__ broken so__ how_ do__ we__ teach kids about sex_ ', 'guilt poetry sex_ rules devious promises forbidden_fruit abstinence psychology morality'),
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(150, 'photo gotplaid week threadless released tee-shirt design half-dozen people knew asked fact ordered good thing birthday ended week shirt made wrote haiku years habit began august continued october exact knowing dates makes feel tiny poems comprised living creature close companion born died let''s overly sentimental ways haiku writing simply part morning ritual pour cereal fritos grapes baggies walk kids school shower brush floss teeth write haiku start dishwasher idea part structure part stretching part emotion-dump thing haiku-writing gave structure desperately needed freelancer people dressed work-appropriate clothes leave homey homes travel office work begins supposed begin working home workout clothes brushing teeth makes transition life work fuzzier structure mental visual cues wandering house folding laundry structure tiny ancient japanese poem served computer morning write haiku beginning writing marked pistol marks start horse race strict five-seven-five syllable format haiku creates perfect confines good writing assignment figure decide essential left finally find juiciest words proper number syllables entails thinking ways thing arrive perfect combination form content writing practice focused providing good writing exercise crafting daily haiku provided outlet moods thoughts similar journaling subtle focused back days days haiku immediately identify life feeling experiencing writing directly identifying scent takes directly back moment past scent significant two-year stretch haiku habit interesting back begins year divorce ends year jason downs represented ancient form meets twitter essentially replaced haiku habit positives negatives encouraging students media bistro copywriting seminars twitter writing exercise forces figure confined space characters generally interaction inherent twitter write funny touching controversial reactions reading haiku today feeling practice ironically reason looked collection -syllable poems today twitter haiku writing contest prize macbook considered poet stretch imagination clear contest made likes enter start writing written today share random older haiku favorite entry feeling they''re interested clever funny touching sweet submissions sunday coat mittens neighbor short sleeves capris who''s strange world ticks bomb heart stays intact addiction claims taking yarn-lust level life soup richness flavor dilute marriage quiz headline reads web''s stupid side time response love five-year-old''s crush forgotten work walk mid-day love sofa girls shriek house blissfully feigning ignorance pondering life''s work beat security praise trump money silliness lets loose week tugging leash impending grin smoothly doom swapped ', 'tales former haiku addict ', 'twitter haiku structure writing form contest'),
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(152, 'photo purves people blog reason topic imaginable bloggers firmly true blogs consist short daily posts specific format blog fits style subject matter thing bloggers agree deep abiding love reader comments part love rises insecurities erupt finish post publish desire affirmation bigger fears overshadow thoughts ideas we''re regularly bundling sending world swirling aimlessly abyss honestly love opportunity dialogue back pushing pulling questioning love sweet affirmation topics write turned mind times begin lose meaning gain close examination talk jason live community who''s engage crave dialogue means understanding dialogue conversation people dialogue synonymous conversation austrian-israeli-jewish philosopher martin buber understood dialogue effective means on-going communication conversation involves direct attempt reach conclusion express viewpoints people discover blog leave comments beginning taste beauty on-going open-ended communication recent post politics religion people talking post written date halfway normal jesus manifesto piece published admit exciting dozen comments begin compare number -plus bloggers post quality-over-quantity kind girl shining spots light shadowy issues back read comments sites highlight excerpts demonstration celebration thoughtful engaging comments republish realize make sense what''s taste sharing personal experience affirmation else''s comment thought parenting book recommendation shared wisdom stab defining problem pretty darn exciting mystifying spiritualizing make harder accept understand happening involved sexual activity makes harder understand experience understand feelings brandon bringing christians reconciliation patient other-mindedness huge living community challenges daily feel living people learning make reconciliation important rights desires sarahlynne jesus manifesto wait long engage children conversation vomit technical aspects freak children teachable moments lives randy olson jesus manifesto highly recommend book growing strong daughters lisa graham mcminn prof sociology mother daughters talks focus marriage lead women difficulty marriage things churches teach lead idea sexual sins worst sins carries tint shame matter natalie hart halfway normal people teens live values left work individualistically living works supported pathways supported integrity supported choices supported openness halfway normal purity movement form fundamentalist reaction lack community fragmented postmodern america attempt impose restraints exist naturally village tight ethnic community bright shiny evangelical fascism problem debate sexuality country simplistic complicated problem solved imposing vows chastity prepubescent girls passing ballot measures marriage worms joseph antioch jesus manifesto halfway normal worms exciting open creating conversation true ongoing dialogue tradition martin buber reaching conclusion inviting shine spots light shadowy pieces issues examined noticed ', 'all_ this nonsense is__ really about dialogue ', 'blog sex_ comments affirmation dialogue martin_buber community'),
(282, 'photo andrey maximov familiar random things meme making rounds facebook control admit enjoyed learning things friends learn random things readers halfway normal turn meme head thinking writing social media changing understanding community high-stress moment fear week daughter injured reached twitter community people person knowing speak comforting find open-minded creating bonds friendship people person time sense old-fashioned friendship grasping ways bring home people line pick phone meet halfway feel compelled stamp card send snail mail makes feel we''re connected legitimate adjusting privacy transparency controls social media blog easy feel closeness lively interesting dialogue sharing stories perspectives comment left post learn moments fear jebdickerson interesting intersection occurring moment time unlike preceded ability connect unprecedented terms breadth experience depth p''raps pathetic meaningful conversations years people talk person time surreal pouring heart mind regular basis people three-quarters readers statistics google analytics you''re reader betty duffy perfectly comment left february post social media fast here''s excerpt thing find interesting blogging sort sending personal letter whomever read personal blogs intimate they''re selective present consequence read blog feel choose comment make presence idea exist step plate people pretty call make feel you''re allowed lurk you''re reading halfway normal lurking reason cool good reason speak profound witty you''ve read random family kids you''re cancer survivor passion cake decorating travel figi interested knowing who''s clearer comprehensive picture community realize won''t automatically friends handful thing start thing you''re wondering people comment pictures they''ve signed gravatar globally-recognized avatar check love face visually represents blog idea hope you''ll follow suit readers start movement bloggers audience audience hearing bloggers ', 'becoming slightly more than face in__ crowd ', 'audience facebook random transparency privacy social_media connected friendship community 25-things statistics'),
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(154, 'photo jason rogers walking line hardest things life johnny cash wrote song proved difficult accomplish song faithfulness wife variety lines walk moments drinking high school reunion relax make fool lots friends friendships diluted cease meaningful constant issue staying late things late completely useless wreck balance ability walk delicate lines main badges maturity occurred thought completely lines ideology difficult walk lifestyle lines they''re exciting rewarding tension push pull sway veer regain balance exhilarating excruciating constantly figure blog halfway normal tagline living life recently changed finding essence attempting tread fine line things write work life faith culture church state ideas simple everyday musings easy hope figure pull community where''s school line-walkers learn things trial error experiments discovering walking line crossing fallen stream pays careful cautious position step times taking deep breath letting momentum luck carry learn walking line find examples successfully walking similar lines you''re lucky find instruct inspire mentors teachers examples recently learned inspired extent involve walking narrow church-state line drawn examples check posts thing irony rain politics religion church''s ability walk lines integrity humility favorite things separating church state glad pastors directly addressing presidential election candidates weeks leading november time church clear stance peace mercy justice things tied politics acknowledge fellowship sucked taking sides moved past sunday seth pastors shared official statement prayed response election asked share acknowledge congregation people political walks life partisan political tone church embrace historically civil rights movement eloquently defined martin luther king''s dream speech life constantly battling fallout hundreds years oppression slavery country work left make king''s dream reality obama good president voted election nonetheless victory normal political victory sign significant healing place agent healing racial divisions exist america mind pray community protection obama family people country infected disease racism hate people embrace king''s model accurately jesus model reaching full hate fear love grace compassion pray forces fear prejudice elitism pray peace protection continued healing sins past barack obama govern wisely tenure president line obama abortion surprising church mine attracts plenty people find belief-life balance friend small group recently shared huffington post article rest open letter president-elect obama abortion hands ears mind published huffington post author frank schaeffer theologian founder l''abri francis schaeffer refers pro-obama pro-life believes abortion remain legal ways ultimately reduce number abortions country social programs families children picketing pushing overturn wade here''s excerpt mind written letter obama nixon china moment progressive democrat position defuse situation heal culture wars republican president surprise pro-life movement sincere sustained bully pulpit life substantive programs reduce abortions defending means democratic party progressives movement give principles reproductive rights fact means principles defended long term claimed moral high ground what''s schaeffer''s line walking creates possibility healing culture wars bonus intention issue abortion point powerful beautiful line-walking learn moments balance seemingly opposing objectives create bigger important process ', 'walking line ', 'in_between balance barack_obama prayer faith politics ideology line-walking church-state abortion civil_rights huffington_post'),
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(156, 'photo chris moewes husband separated bought book jonathan franzen kind funny read franzen''s earlier work buying practical how-to guide give strategies drawn title idea concept learn mind extrovert doubt energized people thinking loud sharing ideas essentially lived years husband moved knew learn business things learned lonely things greatest fear divorce fear loneliness quickly discovered distant marriage lonelier defined isolated ways hand divorce quitting real freelancing cultivated affection ways embrace moments tips category lonely opportunity identify moments week kids incident occurred tuesday jason entertaining clients town evening girls single parent mode tuesday tired usual school hours stretched dusk darkness girls bickered needed snacks rides piano lessons interrupted repeatedly questions math homework crocheting projects finish blog post busied scissors glue paper yarn turning serene living room quite opposite eventually made clear button-pushing tears hungry jason home moment rescue taking kitchen taking kids memories single parenting unpleasant dousing water situation required adults hands authoritative voices hurts technically needed months girls younger needed kind aloneness felt recognizing what''s undeniably lacking overwhelming moment camaraderie realization side moral support roll eyes sarcastic commiserate deep breath forge ahead frustrated annoyed suddenly realized room understood felt lonely table evening sitting restaurant louis eating dinner long traveling client meetings eating public curious activity people time you''re married children rarely travel business eating meal takes time riding bike time spring skills balance feel instantly back putting brand-new pair cowboy boots time feels stiff slightly constrictive feel self-conscious quite movements perception happen cowboy boots worked dude ranch colorado summer true eating activity driving biking walking strange sitting park book dance crowded club yard work shopping tourist movies concerts longed deconstruct experience feel strange eating meal nearby younger discomfort eating centered worrying restaurant thinking feel imagine friends honestly eating thinking thinking chief beauty growing older thinking thoughts swirling head naturally free automatic response fork mouth food words eating inherently communal dinner guess crowded restaurant order room service people hearing conversations plate food front thoughts head lonely good identify personal tipping points good question dinner figure feel confused feeling confused ', 'when alone becomes lonely ', 'divorce extrovert alone lonely isolated single_parenting camaraderie dinner communal'),
(284, 'photo judith green today''s birthday found birthdays adult strangeness pronounced kids silly make to-do birthday secretly hope throw huge birthday bash kind pass festive sort feel similarly blogger feels funny draw attention birthday writing feels wrong pass mention sigh guess kind state acknowledge accept share thoughts mind today back wonderful sharing post promise context turning today feels deal impossible sounds living university town approached thrown -year-olds find town compared typical city divorce suddenly aware kids biological clock thing sensed hurry clock ticking small window time meet clock kind embarrassing admit head jason years younger scored self-conscious difference made feel older younger gradually feel oldest girls evens born helps bizarre psychological women live longer women family grandmothers embracing reality grudge past year experienced shift time years feel great fact publishing blog shows great progress couple things helped embrace near- state regularly mistaken years younger consistently amused complaining hair color regular exercise fact inherited grandmother''s amazing skin parents metabolism long kinds wonderful people past year twitter blogs people funny smart interesting full wisdom older revelation living town -year-old hotties turns demonstrated near- experiences draw stories stretch marks wear proudly wounds constant reminders children made earth find spend time worrying silly things stress bigger picture place realize matter picture short finally figured accept ultimately matter bound beautiful ', 'birthday-inspired thoughts getting older ', 'divorce stress worry birthday age_ getting_older context wisdom accept'),
(157, 'first this post about knitting really it''s post about life deal with life right should find something that will apply unless never have dreams plans maybe have them never screw them along deal with life happen knit bonus seasonal knitter basically gardening season dictate knitting season there''s gardening done days still long mild will find knitting after first frost away gardening gloves unpack knitting needles first project season generally something small that make myself before start knitting holiday gifts this year ordered some shades favorite baby alpaca yarn decided make myself stripey soft warm tweets below bold indicate some problems along attempts make myself crazy tried righting wrongs became philosophical about knitting like life stage overly romantic plans dreams inspiration walked cafe brrrr must finish knitting that don''t have baby alpaca stripey will make very happy this initial stage recognize need something''s missing your life case getting cold envisioned very thing warm cheer romanticized would listen nick drake knitting evenings away while jason nearby reading snippets yorker aloud imagined easy project would satisfied would feel great would look when wore stage something''s quite right optimism lives finished making stripey baby alpaca decreases aren''t quite right properly adorned apple cake cream frosting this stage you''ve your goal with relative ease didn''t turn quite like envisioned though ready face problem aside turn some other task know conquer finished looks really cute until goofy cone-head effect maybe that getting blocking maybe create seam help control problem think i''ll away frost cake instead stage disappointment denial avoidance wrote blog post avoid sitting couch near knitting finished that doesn''t look quite right needs fixed know deep down that there aren''t quick fixes problem needs dealt with properly you''re quite sure what that means plus you''re still feeling bruised emotional about whole experience know would start crying faced distraction perfect antidote avoid living room where knitting sits instead spend evening dining room table busying myself with something have more control over writing blog post stage catharsis undoing that went wrong ripping rows knitting gone wrong exhilarating excruciating depending your state mind much life like that when you''ve couple days over your disappointment you''re feeling stable because pretty much everything else your life going you''re good place grab bull horns speak sure going ultimately problem know first step ripping last rows stitches there''s getting around once accept that begin pull tail yarn watching everything come apart round round circles it''s really pretty darn satisfying wrong after about leave that myself mistake start over stage starting over equal parts relief fear determined finish making tonight second time getting things right second time seems pattern there''s something very humbling scary about starting over realize went about before isn''t going work have something completely what already your faith instructions they failed will know which ones trust look lots knitting books many patterns trying figure which decrease instructions sound right think think about eventually have throw myself into just something plunge ahead know that don''t right this time might never make another attempt whole endeavor would most likely trashed shoved into back some drawer closet stage success after failure even sweeter wearing fabulous stripey cooking huevos rancheros when it''s said done finished product yours your love more fierce textured real because went through that point there stories lessons woven right into very being weave final tail yarn through stitches taking them needles pulling crown neat flat finish pleased beyond belief over this humble little just made when head feeling gentle warmth snugness jason admires glow i''ve been wearing almost constantly ever since ', 'life imitates craft in__ six_ stages ', 'acceptance knitting craft tweets plans optimism disappointment denial avoidance success failure'),
(158, 'photo colin rose some days really good kids wake cheerful have time shower shines favorite table available cafe ideas just flow faster than could possibly process write them down sometimes even have several days like this last hours have represented other sort days everything difficult just plain wrong inefficient spacey pessimistic hair suddenly full static this inevitably chose wear clothes that don''t feel comfortable apparently walking around with give hard time about inconsequential things sign forehead thing count about days like this won''t have good idea save life kind stinks that feeling extra amount pressure come with great post yesterday before leaving town thanksgiving michigan first hours were total waste came with blog post ideas then flat-out rejected them they were clearly flawed welcome island misfit ideas started wondering though about those poor ideas that routinely harshly banish remember reject toys rudolph they were misfit toys because they were misfits they became rejects started imagining island with misfit ideas never given chance what there''s nugget truth brilliance hiding them beneath dull grime maybe idea just sketch year i''ll pull that sketch back base masterpiece what some might think this just lame gimmick person felt like write something couldn''t think anything good it''s quite possible still skeptical myself those think there''s potential moments beauty brilliance common mundane even homely give rejects exhibit parenting really hard work rejected grounds that some moments depressing share there''s much more about this except daughter recently spent ridiculous amount time debating outerwear requirements what constitutes cold repeated debate almost verbatim less than -hours later eventually realized always with this daughter that argument wasn''t really about once again feeling profound sense dread about children becoming teenagers not-too-distant future exhibit sometimes some christians almost right rejected grounds that might seem cranky impossible please people seem like when christians against christians t-shirt they also really respond when write about like couple times recently when friend suzanne pointed this york times article thought post fodder made heaven recent post politics religion main points make that christians need talk more openly about article read today pastors advice better marriage more christians were talking about should happy right then read that pastor issued call week ''congregational copulation also called seven days idea sexperiment eeew church then really made with this you''ve said said single people don''t know eating chocolate cake said seriously that''s pastor''s approach sexuality single people wonder people with churches exhibit humorous take high school reunion prep rejected grounds that it''s really that funny this basically jason''s idea first when childhood friend jody dming facebook what going wear reunion this weekend know poetic jason suggested vintage wear prom dresses which happen house that''s another story then suggested that spend afternoon leading reunion going places used high school like could cheddars mozzarella sticks with marinara sauce then make somewhere asked don''t think just need face late want recreate high school reunions strange matter what wear exhibit going home being thankful rejected grounds that this such norman rockwell cliche going home very house that parents brother moved when five there''s snow michigan fire fireplace mom''s good cooking thankful much often marvel blessed have parents have both grandmothers their nineties still alive we''ll them michigan still can''t believe that jason that don''t have wander through life feeling like really gets daughters they''re triptych beautiful blessings even gives trouble about outerwear that thankful turns looks even more beautiful when viewed from middle very days ', 'i___ give you_ the_ rejects ', 'church humor christians_against_christians cliche home thankful sex_ difficult pessimistic rejects flawed misfit_ideas gimmick sexperiment high_school_reunion'),
(159, 'photo rawlinson attended high school reunion saturday evening it''s given plenty opportunities reflect youth aging were what happened between everyone reunion approached identity aging different ways with different strategies some cases complete lack thereof shared this same basic narrative struggled teenagers define were years since we''ve adapt adjust those identities perceptions them world around shifted changed identity crisis blog blogs have been around about years already concept it''s been doing some aging though much classmates aging blog inspired lots thought reflection lately about current state future blogging people seem more determined than ever figure define conclusively what should blog look like what purpose should serve does current state blog connect what started being it''s classic identity crisis granddaddy blogs looking himself mirror saying thought don''t serve roles used serve identity longer anchored traits thought could always claim most identity crises sparked changes happening around usually without permission wake realize hair turning grey children becoming increasingly independent don''t need same ways blog it''s developments like twitter that catch surprise making suddenly feel posting something blog used most immediate news information world other applications more immediate allow more nimble interactions responses magic formula part adaptation part acceptance think successful aging requires responses adapting accepting with grace just need figure what feisty combative about what embrace grateful that''s hard task aging people course it''s just difficult blog sort maybe that''s blog doesn''t seem aging very gracefully some people worried about future blog focus adaptation response they''re problem solving eager innovative make sure blogging doesn''t become irrelevant today''s post fastforward blog uncertain future blogging jevon macdonald suggests some pretty interesting ideas about bridging between long-format blog commenting rapid-fire twitter discussions bringing together don''t think survival blogs danger exploring ways improve format conversation blogs shouldn''t settle into ruts expect just vibrant they once were that would like realizing you''re getting weak flabby just succumbing rather than joining changing your diet there others changes brought twitter facebook natural evolutionary process offering opportunity blog move away from frenetic teenage years into more comfortable sustainable adulthood slow blog movement example this recent york times article haste scorned blogging snail''s pace suggests that blogs focusing immediacy rapid-fire regularity posts equivalent fast food restaurants great occasional consumption enough guarantee human sustenance over longer haul embracing dynamic shifts same article danah boyd doctoral candidate university california berkeley studies popular culture technology says think that those people were writing long thought-out posts continuing those were writing check this posts going other forums it''s dynamic shift just want suggest that dynamic shift this sort really don''t think need worrying about survival blog point after isn''t blog blog''s sake what matters ideas information stories perspectives those things solid they will gracefully survive even formats vehicles definitions platforms shift change ', 'will blogs learn to__ age_ gracefully ', 'twitter acceptance change identity reunion aging adaptation identity_crisis slow_blog_movement'),
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(162, 'photo michael people don''t twitter simply determined prove pointless quintessential argument against tends this would anyone care what you''re having lunch these people imagine twitter checked version meaningless mundane to-do list something along lines this eating bowl soup then washing dishes sorting through junk mail before watching taking break from work bathroom many twitter loyalists have energy into proving that twitter much more than that twitter where tend first hear breaking national international news people twitter help other people jobs they share advice recommendations they make think about important issues ways they raise awareness funds social causes i''ve even seen notices missing children calls kidney transplant donors twitter here tell meaningful useful form social media must confess about hour fact share with twitter followers what having lunch loving classic at-home lunch turkey swiss chips clementine coffee ginger snaps next afterward thought about what means share something basic everyday would even bother especially lose followers much more serious about their tweets hasn''t happened that know wouldn''t surprised head here''s would bother share what eating lunch everyone lives wildly different lives different places taking break from activities something essentially human that have common while eating mid-day meal surprising what where with whom bored content makes feel does something about least something about sort having little details make mundane come life spend time effort trying stunning smart productive witty with each other process often silence many activities thoughts that connect whether it''s something very basic like lunch very honest like worry fear ambient awareness phenomenon very fond wrote about here relation bonding long-distance with brother simply doesn''t happen unless swirl certain proportion everyday details into more profound witty observations consider yourself warned will from time time tell what having lunch means please return favor share details your lunch with when feel inclined twitter writes ', 'why_ i___ care what you''re eating for_ lunch ', 'twitter social_media ambient_awareness lunch mundane everyday'),
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(229, 'photo calculat surprised realize morning bear today written extrovert pretty good years plunge freelance writing meant working isolation office interactions single translated evenings home girls tucked morning happy send girls school time wednesday give sense happy kissed jason goodbye perfectly content settle computer sunny dining room radio tuned follow inauguration happenings worked tweeted what''s tweet feeling good girls school time shining what''s-his-name surprisingly you''re thrown reason occur experience inauguration festivities panic creeps listened reporters play-by-play restless fidgety honest panicked realized witness historic moment period explain time approximately tweeted feel excited antsy working home sucks find someplace people minutes called--i''m meet experience raced town live town translates eight-minute drive listened rick warren''s invocation reciting lord''s prayer refrain muttering obscenities breath driver front parked heard biden sworn walked friend''s living room jason waiting time hear aretha franklin sing america beautiful wearing pull jason gripped hand listened obama oath give speech finally people feeling overwhelmingly full tingly awe-struck unbelievable words words suddenly crossed mind bush cheney left scene wind felt world exhaling collective exhale reasons moment exhale exhale exhale unison obama inaugural speech gather chosen hope fear unity purpose conflict discord gather important thing starting today gather joseph lowery benediction turn amen posts election barack obama baggage beginnings election kids remember election ', 'why_ i___ couldn''t be__ alone inauguration day_ ', 'twitter barack_obama extrovert alone inauguration freelance panic exhale gather'),
(164, 'that''s sharing some memories with jody it''s already been five days since attended high school reunion part i''ve been taking some time typical human thing cautiously processing ideas around aging relate don''t these people grew with writer i''ve been waiting idea fabulous metaphor unique perspective that will make people chuckle reflect poignantly wasn''t happening myself started wrote this piece paper reunion here adjectives came with funny surprising surreal entertaining short distracting awkward touching strange brief moments along rather dull other words high school reunion like life here''s humble dissection getting ready spend time planning anticipating worrying about such approaching event even though know will over flash tried prepare myself primarily connecting with childhood friends facebook most whom hadn''t been touch with years jody best friend through elementary school even sent message find what planning wear which found very ironic good days before reunion after thanksgiving dinner jason yearbooks childhood bedroom laughed cringed equal parts what were thinking with that crazy hair while pointing people closest sharing stories memories they washed over unpredictable waves entrance matter great look handsome your husband pleased with your career bound seized moment panic self-doubt walk into room filled with little jimmys jens grew with what can''t find place with anyone know don''t recognize this person who''s rushing toward excited what will talk everyone about what only wearing jeans only woman wearing glasses grasping common threads thank stories mean thanking heaven earth thinking make lovers tellers stories i''ve always known course that people love stories i''ve never really stopped wonder what that''s irresistible about them pretty sure it''s this love stories because they connect other people beyond constraints time geography memories stories were lifeblood reunion jody told about time baby sister slip parents satin bedspread onto wood floor about always forced peas lost outboard motor middle lake family''s cottage zane grew next door talked about time older sister took several first concert ever cars think gave greg hard time about managed sneak into every last club photo senior yearbook including honor''s society during dinner jason next very first ever kissed grade balcony small town movie theater angie told introduced makeup which have memory told jason repeatedly saved butt biology particularly when came understanding models again something remember inevitable surprises every reunion bound include some surprises biggest that pete pastor best sort pastor from what tell kind who''s excited about vocation also drinks beer sense humor pete welcome everyone prayer before dinner went sort public high school where surprised alone upset prayer before dinner before prayed said know you''re sitting there thinking ''how hell pete becoming pastor found this extremely funny refreshing then found second part surprise pete campus minister illinois state that''s normal illinois town minutes west here that inspired name blog knows favorite people here urbana heather very well they went through campus ministry served leadership roles church small group jason having both families over dinner soon clearly loves surprises much loves stories pure abandon after squeezed awkwardness surprise laughter catching that possibly could three four hours there nothing that sounded better than dancing same music danced eighties with pure abandon that couldn''t quite grasp time were more self conscious then less sure were some were trying diligently figure where dance floor reunion none those things seemed matter sure maybe cash played role that never those dances high school we''ve also years work through question know it''s process conclusive goal bigger picture simply virtue starting journeys roughly same place making this ', 'dissecting my__ high school reunion ', 'anticipation high_school stories god_ memory identity reunion surprise abandon'),
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(166, 'here tweets micro-blog posts characters less wrote between yesterday when jason road chicago today when returned much smaller less chilly town reasons like twitter offers writer''s equivalent artist''s quick pencil sketch essence story scene another thing like about twitter interaction invites think this series tweets replies from people know real life some i''ve only twitter offers good examples both thursday afternoon december writes just finished conference call with great clients getting road chicago writes north reading ridiculous guns save life poems farmers like display edge their fields writes stopped mcdonalds bathroom herein lies love-hate relationship coffee they were blasting took surprise writes close enough chicago loop down heading straight serious tower girls used call wordydiva cody also thursday evening december writes it''s degrees windy city want shopping trying decide dedicated concept writes i''ll never cease amazed bitter cold this city people refuse wear hats used those people refused wear writes getting ready taking forever stupid luxurious writes some crazy steamy piano half chicago everyone singing along dancing queen wasn''t ready this have piece flair that reads dream world where people spontaneously erupt into choruses dancing queen thursday after-hours december writes moving next place entire outdoors smells like chocolate like someone organized city-wide brownie bake-off wordydiva know kind where smussyolay call ''the cookie cookie it''s blommer''s smussyolay always makes happy cookie actually they were trouble chocolate pollution writes don''t know anyone who''s that hood regular basis stay thin just breathing makes crave chocolate writes eating fries drinking martini blue cheese stuffed olives friday morning december writes hungry brought cereal coffee room lucky writes bright cold morning chicago getting ready head breakfast bongo room hood used live milwaukee sure doesn''t exist does it''s probably longer hole friday afternoon december writes goodbye city back home cafe some work done people know well none them cafe together either ', 'chocolate air_ dancing queen other chicago stories ', 'twitter chicago dancing_queen chocolate martini'),
(167, 'photo kevin dooley this past year mother''s daughters made coupon book coupons included among other things -minute back rubs custom drawing subject choice personal favorite half hour being bothered love idea homemade coupon book only meaningful recipient giver goes through interesting process creating coupons project requires what does value most what have offer imagine trying make coupon book yourself though it''s nearly easy thinking coupons friends family ahead what would your book coupons from contain self-back tricky liable leave more tense than when started coupon shoes zappos would nice expense sort defeats purpose although love leave myself alone good chunk time never seems work brain keeps churning wondering questioning annoying what gifts give yourself this holiday season this question actually posed magpie girl fellow blogger online soul sister gathered together collection posts topic which read here blogher immediately drawn question sort stumped things strive give others tend much harder give ourselves forgiveness compliment second chance compassion hard ourselves stingy sure it''s giving that receive that doesn''t make giving ourselves selfish might actually benefit people closest giving ourselves they receive favorite sayings goes mama isn''t happy one''s happy decided make list here''s what coupon book myself will have might notice have some guilt issues love hear what would maybe will give yourself this holiday season good saying four times guilt-free there''s part that wants who''s always school helping kids with their reading writing person dreams many great ideas church community service then actually makes them magically happen friend gladly runs around town delivering meals helping others rake their leaves clean their garages scrub their floors want that person whenever reality yard garage floors could really some attention sometimes most important thing world just ensure peaceful relaxing evening saturday home family without anyone running around trying super-human good making kids school lunch twice month kids more enlightened about food than ever when their they really don''t like getting lunch school when getting lunch once week huge treat brother would clip week''s menu local paper examine initials lunch wanted most then hang fridge reference kids like take lunch boxes school packed with goodies like orzo salad with kalamata olives feta turkey-avocado sandwich pumpernickle tupperware black bean with sour cream fresh tomatoes tortilla chips dipping don''t blame them like those things like knowing they have something much healthier than anything they would school plus sending them with lunch makes feel like sending them with love unwrap middle tired making lunches sometimes there''s something else really need time other times just plain forget when that happens we''re scrambling around kitchen next morning even more than usual throwing lunches together making everyone tense think every once while should just tell girls they''re going have lunch school won''t feel about even tell them it''s good them healthy lunch character-building that will make them appreciate good food even more good ultra-early bedtime each month with book chunk time after kids before commodity generally have about three hours time about hours worth things like need most evenings jason cleaning parts house making school lunches catching emails getting jump start next day''s work also just spend time together sometimes spend time with friends love those things also remember when used read books constantly have time like consider responsibility leave computer untouched good book when kids once month good hours learning chords mandolin this goes back challenge parsing those precious evening hours also gets heart something really want never seem aside time more music-making life soul needs i''ve owned mandolin more than years although read music pluck tunes i''ve never just down learn practice playing chords going going stop feeling every time mandolin closet good cafe upgrade sweet treat needed this coupon requires couple dollars it''s more about treating myself something special than about money when started freelancing years gave myself permission cafe each needed work don''t have dedicated office space home elsewhere often change scene critical meeting deadline decided buying double americano each perfectly reasonable sometimes feeling hungry good groove with work i''ll piece toast with butter have really difficult time though convincing myself that it''s splurge cappuccino scone brioche saying would that regularly just talking about those certain days when feel like little extra treat would long boosting mood there after things that matter more than money clean house those other things convince ourselves important your well-being them asking yourself what need this busy season figuring make those things happen have amazing ripple effect your life ', 'the_ gifts you_ should be__ giving yourself ', 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(174, 'clearly wants write something about signs wait don''t leave signs end-time signs talking about kind that some people like front churches along highways store windows think supposed write about them because recently sign encounters first when jason drove university avenue last weekend it''s main east-west thoroughfare town drive often vacuum cleaner store pass always sign displaying some fundamentalist-sounding religious statement typically says something like jesus saves blood jesus wash clean always look even though really don''t want sort look roadkill makes cringe don''t people feel compelled advertise their beliefs like that fire brimstone their place business less some reason there''s something extra strange about displaying such proclamations window vacuum cleaner store that people vacuum don''t need jesus just strikes extra funny anyway drove this weekend noticed store owner recently changed sign this kirby bags belts shampoo sold here only jesus prevent eternal fires didn''t know whether laugh spray paint scrawl christians like that somewhere nearby these types signs think they''re pointing jesus accounts jesus show lived life compassion love sign like this points away from compassion love really worked about these things that moment chose instead laugh jason started brainstorming better sign ideas mean really store owner must such signs window least could clever about about living without jesus like living vacuum suggested nice jason said what about jesus suck your jesus sweep your soul said your dust bunnies remember jesus vacuum cleaner never needs replacement bags added anyway with have sign ideas must share them with rest this story about signs took more serious turn which will tell about tomorrow ', 'vacuum cleaners signs and_ jesus ', 'fear religious christians_against_christians signs vacuum cringe jesus'),
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(181, 'last saturday afternoon christmas tree then updated facebook status kristin loves having pre-ornamented tree house naked tree natural fresh-smelling without lights ornaments somehow looked like growing floor making presence living room even more exotic surprising soon after status update becky commented what does that mean came with ornaments really love girls while were your reunion enquiring minds want know mean before already even though sitting there looking tree knew exactly what referring words were unclear tried straighten things becky responded funny meant love having tree house before it''s decorated know--au-naturale least while that makes much more sense seems more phew thought you''d been body snatched what mean she''ll never grow words syntax funny complicated things friend kellee devotes entire website tongue untied grammar punctuation carelessness misuse lead serious confusion you''ve ever read book eats shoots leaves know what talking about many these misunderstandings pretty funny look them from right angle here''s another exchange that happened just this week twitter keep mind that momstergina have never just recently started following another twitter know twitter strange writes walk school this youngest told want able grow honest self-aware heartbreaking momstergina curious does your think grow writes she''s youngest doesn''t want walk into school more wants grow momstergina totally took that some terrible illness wasn''t going grow dramatic dramatic indeed plus momstergina pretty funny just like with bare au-naturale tree sitting living room typed facebook visual work with that twitter followers couldn''t healthy vibrant eight-year-old daughter holding hand skipping down sidewalk school clunky hand-me-down boots course wouldn''t second think tweet could interpreted literally that somehow wasn''t going grow someone else might think that particularly because exaggerated when choosing word heartbreaking watching your littlest child bittersweet there certainly many things life that much more heartbreaking mess what about when make living writer like it''s easy over-confident about your ability what mean still manage unclear when called probably feel more stupid than person makes living accountant landscape architect facing these miscommunications matter small only humbling it''s very important makes think about posts wrote earlier this week about people communicate things little signs make love signs vacuum cleaners signs jesus miscommunicating hurt damage there number reasons signs prone miscommunication limited amount space sign gives what need that clearly came into play recent facebook twitter foibles bigger issue think rooted far-removed from perspectives others when have something tangible right there front whether it''s christmas tree daughter evidence god''s grace life it''s easy make assumptions which leave plenty holes efforts communicate it''s important remember that becky momstergina people like ryan from make love signs post aren''t always seeing what seeing that''s where conversation becomes critical because we''re always going wrong from time time matter careful it''s important hear others saying don''t what mean it''s even important hear don''t like that makes feel crappy then back talk listen some more right from there ', 'yes_ even real writers say_ it__ wrong ', 'twitter facebook writer conversation words christmas_tree syntax confusion misunderstanding exaggerate humbling perspective assumption listen'),
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(179, 'photo ryan mike-n-molly''s jason berg yesterday wrote christians against christians posts about sign vacuum cleaner shop that really enraged vacuum cleaners signs later that same night encountered another sign actually encountered story real-life reaction sign which what it''s really about jason were hearing some local musician friends play show holiday-themed each four bands were playing couple holiday songs along with their usual stuff ryan good friend ours played last when ready shift gears some holiday tunes said something like this paraphrasing said could share here almost every pass presbyterian church their sign right says christ your christmas well grandpa christian minister biggest hole i''ve ever known don''t really want christ christmas ryan went that really resented that sign being there every face trying push something doesn''t want tell what holiday season should mean whole thing made feel terrible good terrible about myself terrible that''s compassion guess ryan most loving generous optimistic friend person could have thinks he''s open reflective shares with others through music life he''s journey just like rest he''s much more actively journey than many people know then stupid sign face don''t blame ryan second feeling does don''t know much about grandfather know that some people have despised most profess christians course some people love respect most christians also don''t blame people certainly churches sure about vacuum cleaner stores wanting share what they believe urge people think thinking good especially during over-commercialized holiday world that''s pretty messed there certainly plenty signs there that more aggressive than christ your christmas wrote about yesterday example only jesus prevent eternal fires where''s compassion sign point isn''t blame defend anyone point that these types signs whether they''re more less offensive usually don''t point jesus compassion love they more often point judgmentalism hypocrisy sometimes rely fear mongering many christians seems focused wrong things think that stems from being far-removed from perspectives others what would christianity look like everyone least trying imagine their words affect people what everyone actually took time find having real caring conversations with many people possible generalizing course plenty people having these kinds caring conversations maybe kind doubt some those same people charge deciding what messages signs most cases feels like christians putting signs side road just taking easy route quickest check share gospel with others their to-do list honestly believe these churches when they decide what their signs shrugging saying knows will help can''t hurt obviously hurt living like jesus instead putting misleading signs jesus made love signs kind love jesus made course agape sort we''re never going have much luck accomplishing love like that though more intent living like jesus than talking about least start creating honest connections with others being ourselves being compassionate personally would love signs just away you''re church though some kind sign seems like good idea about communicating something like this doors open need food friendship help just someone listen maybe this we''re journey trying figure working lives everyone interested this journey welcome join realize they''re snappy clever ideas they''re just more honest that seems like good place start ', 'make love not_ signs ', 'church compassion honesty christians_against_christians holiday signs jesus journey'),
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(183, 'nativity scene parents long remember high school puppy hold baby jesus gave good chew advent story chewing baby jesus parents special nativity scene touch advent story start heard time yesterday church begins friends point story clear case you''re interested advent you''re thinking leaving here''s writing post classic stories symbols season worn diluted plain empty leaving wander december shopping lists anchor guide hoping story offer thinking advent story judy''s church interviewed yesterday pastors part teaching calling signposts hope judy began story telling friend tripping friend hallucinated jesus appeared telling stop judy religious fact raised jewish idea jesus appearing friend telling change life crazy idea imagine friend change life urged judy read bible cover cover time finished life changed deep inside suddenly made sense shape bible life lived happily real advent stories involve tears quite real advent stories sing babies born stables pretty jesus lots crying world harsh place judy encountered share harsh realities younger sister close diagnosed cancer died rapid horrific death year anniversary sister''s death close friend died begin recovering losses judy traveled hawaii strong swimmer swimming ocean riptide carried shore realized drown occurred subconscious desire suddenly small prayer rose person hour sooner prayer thought bobbing ocean needed australian olympic swimmer training swimming hawaiian islands judy back swam shore amazing story happily part judy downs years eventually drifting christian community midst caring dying mother worrying lump recently discovered breast fact turn aggressive cancer pastor passing sidewalk years hope darkness judy''s story lives story extended advent story judy yesterday lots darkness amazing thing you''re darkness reaches pulls back light tied hope fact we''ll finally putting signposts hope asked personal signposts hope things love church recognizes types signposts form recognizes we''re places spoken ways times we''re tuned subtleties hearts read times worst vice deliverer hope good news point advent christmas exclusively tied collection stories symbols automatically trigger hope nativity scene star ring candles calendar counting days advent ultimately hope god''s guidance we''ll emerge darkness back light symbols hope powerful absolutely unique identify remind symbols hope house darkest times life wrote turning point street address classic symbols work require tweaking symbol hope jesus manger grew marred unruly puppy''s sharp teeth representing hope ', 'different kind advent story ', 'hope jesus nativity advent lsd_ symbols darkness'),
(413, 'photo carbonnyc sitting bench main street morning checking email waiting co-working space open street talking phone began pacing began yelling swearing busied phone navigating twitter furious yelling continued street making cringe apparent talking wife process divorce place threaten spouse''s attention gauge reaction initially felt protective woman line partly woman partly hear yelling swearing stuffed phone jeans pocket felt surge compassion strong rushed street offering crumbs hope hard times wondered start telling eventually ex-husband yelling exchanged hatred normal sort thing you''ll regret regret actual divorce kind relationship road thing kids anger necessarily preclude good relationship time heal open moments extend kindness forgiveness finally urge find talk friend counselor pastor recommend non-judgmental sort thinks kind person prefers sort hard times loud you''re thinking diffuse anger bring perspective rock won''t good middle heartache you''ve vicinity heart aches divorce sucks balancing stories pain hope pain engulf story book divorce story published divorce offers refreshingly positive book subject main message divorce imagined hoped escape hatch life book pushes stigma stereotypes offers hope referenced book posts including love message tiny part worries over-romanticizing divorce women book write frankly struggles pain lives improved post-divorce life feels fairy tale jason happy endings case divorced guess struck morning listened street arguing wife divorce incredibly painful people connected control actions midst divorce positively adjust attitude life divorce guarantee you''ll find picture-perfect life side pretty miserable years divorce find pain decade struggle kind struggle dealt daily marriage discouraging downer perspective divorce felt balance times pro-divorce stance healthy dose realism you''re struggling hope despair marraige divorce heart aching filled hope ', 'divorce can_ break heal your heart ', 'divorce pain hope anger compassion ask_me_about_my_divorce conversation yelling argument kindness happy-endings despair'),
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(187, 'photo jaja friend dorie lunch yesterday needed only were some catching also hoping some dorie''s magic would know appreciate different friends different reasons introspective friend another witty then there''s gets worked about politics injustices like being around different people because they does after spending time together find ourselves thinking more critically sense humor sharper feel incited action dorie happy light-hearted friend always count buoyant somehow manages that without seeming being least fake what''s even more impressive that manages genuinely buoyant when everything life isn''t perfect it''s amazing don''t have friend like highly recommend that find friends with friends because friends with apparently happiness power seep through three degrees separation little research back although don''t need scientific researchers tell that people''s moods attitudes found this article social networks happiness really fascinating study nicholas christakis harvard james fowler uc-sd found this social networks have clusters happy unhappy people within them that reach three degrees separation person''s happiness related happiness their friends their friends friends their friends friends friends that people well beyond their social horizon happiness short merely function personal experience also property groups research also suggests that same principle applies online social networks they traced pattern line part studying profile photos within network friends you''re looking extra glum your facebook twitter profile might just have drop that thing money can''t really didn''t need couple scientists tell can''t happiness that''s married really happy rather than really rich well also didn''t know really rich ones jason''s inherent happiness very attractive from moment never looked back what think increased happiness probability adding happy friend your circle compared having extra income each additional happy friend increases your probability being happy about nine percent study says compared with only percent increase probable happiness from money study used dollars which annoyed found special inflation calculator help translate makes feel very rich indeed being married happy also makes surprised that crave regular dose dorie side maybe should talking into weekly lunch even lunch i''ll probably with happiness budget surplus let''s multiply cost having lunch with dorie every week extra happiness i''ll gain divide that lost billable hours wait when happy more creative efficient that complicates equation math makes unhappy i''ll stop here ', 'where to__ get_ some happiness ', 'social_media budget dorie happiness light-hearted friend research money'),
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(189, 'found friend this past week thanks facebook course finding someone facebook relatively easy therefore it''s relatively common hear about surface this might diminish some magic least telling story it''s like hired private investigator track friend down just think days before could remember married name yawn want when haven''t been touch with someone decade suddenly you''re communicating again that contact making examine think about huge chunk yourself your past it''s deal finding this week been exciting deal have confess hadn''t thought about years nowhere these past weeks she''s been mind think part it''s because i''ve been feeling hole sorts life girlfriend-shaped hole that only filled person really gets always ready always mean every hear latest greatest most miniscule ridiculous parts your life have lots good friends it''s been almost year since i''ve that kind friend soul been hungry friend that hunger naturally made think about people past have been that kind friend that made wonder what qualifications such friend might when gets down think quest friend mirrors life quest whole point behind this blog want comfortable halfway normal state want have people around accept where this response comment left previous post where some happiness think writing various blog posts that started thinking about again after many years most likely came mind because were always those rare people seemed accept halfway normal state--perhaps even before myself foot world another particular halfway normal-ness takes form many aspects life struggle between spiritual secular worlds always been most prominent some instances think split perceived worlds aren''t actually that different mind simply playing tricks heart other moments though there''s doubt that divide between worlds very real caught between struggle connection friendships began when teenager went public high school didn''t want pegged overly religious kept that part check then went christian college amazed freeing have that spiritual part accepted even assumed sort freeing that until realize that some assumptions being made ones want claim then realize other assumptions ones can''t rightly claim you''re really good everyone thinks expects suddenly realize foundation your facade been poured that particular moment time that summer after sophomore year college were living house together jersey shore story another time perhaps first christian friend could fully myself with although went school pittsburgh grand rapids made long drive visit another several times wrote weekly postcards stay close generally feel less alone world that''s kind thing people back early stay touch when they couldn''t afford long distance phone bills didn''t know thing about email fifteen years later though find another facebook soak ambient awareness twitter find ways halfway normal together again very thankful ', 'a___ lost and_ found friend ', 'secular facebook acceptance friend found struggle spiritual assumptions'),
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(193, 'photo ryan night celebrated christmas girls cried happen quite opened presents scrumptious lasagna dinner played girls snuggled sleeping bags sleep tree jason snuck downstairs play eventually turned lights cried girls christmas year year christmas survived mother children they''ll full week fact south carolina harder easier divorce surprisingly makes mess things nice perks friends lucky jason regular built childcare ex-spouses friends jokes wife figure ex-spouse regularly send kids bitter sweet hand hand divorce joking means week jason kid-free days cook expensive food time herding kids stairs pajamas brush teeth dinner calculate cost meal sitter''s drive chicago spend weekend hear bands eating burritos general refuel strengthen bond couple lucky built-in time make happen kids happy safe people love side coin choose girls miss important moments fairly plain miss general peek they''re sleeping smoothing hair kissing cheeks favorite nighttime rituals nights girls beds flaunt emptiness lacking day''s final glimpse warm fuzzy jammies hugged stuffed animals peaceful sweet expressions christmas children christmas children worth celebrating worth celebrating forced pause approach aspect life living divided existence wanted children ignore change deal wise loving face learn grow feel thing learn sadness compassion helps tune missing love holidays love taste emptiness accompany person''s heart time year lines missing girls christmas makes grateful mother birthed amazing children time experienced incorporating stepdaughter family endured difficult marriage survived divorce emerged side ways experience daughters jason life taking mess making good finally pragmatic philosophical sadness important lesson learned desperate find sweetness pair bitter sadness understand god''s love redemption relation messes mistakes redemption kind word makes lots people squirm sounds old-school high-churchy bloody sacrificial downright unpleasant divorce turning ultimate return fond word real salience life learning redeemed magically recovering walking messes make clean slate shiny perfect redemption gathering pile mess offering beautiful thing made wreckage crafting delicious meal assortment find fridge creating beautiful work objects found dump recycling embracing throw light tools fashion stunning christmas fully suppose sadness involved ', 'i''ll take side sadness with my__ cheer ', 'divorce christmas crying family sadness mess missing emptiness motherhood redemption'),
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(196, 'photo gish it''s busy week when across copy this little story wrote decided perfect today''s post typed found myself critiquing writing typical anyone creates looking back something they created long also fascinated this person then clearly connected i''ve become spite that changed resisted urge edit sharing with original version merry christmas christmas when eleven broke tradition instead dinner kennedy center christmas concert television then candlelight service church loaded wrapped packages skis skates into spent evening traveling north cabin drive that night dreamlike left darkness falling snow meet others driven before bitterly cold that car''s heater couldn''t sufficiently warm mother aunt lesley bundled tight back seat under sleeping felt like laura ingalls family during long winter traveling their horse-drawn sleigh with robes tucked around them pa''s bear freezing into dozens tiny icicles urged team along while father concentrated identify curve road through flakes that flew suddenly dark toward windshield illuminated headlights mother aunt through long string christmas carols songs when time stop late dinner drove several dark restaurants before finally seeing pizza place that looked promising closing night manager desperation gave pizza someone else''s wrong order back cold with lukewarm pizza laps slices being passed around felt surge contentment closeness family this adventure with small hardships blessings later northern michigan road took more curves dips drove miles time without seeing another saying word suddenly brother asked cold sleepy silence some countries nuclear bombs question seemed foreign context that peace seemed only taking desperateness clarity family very much together christmas scarcely heard words nuclear bomb before while don''t recall mother''s exact response know gentle frank possibility such power devastation terrified wanted stay that moment forever safely wedged between mother aunt under sleeping with father carefully navigating through snow brother beside seeming grown wanted remain together that small space traveling through snow woods dark silence christmas must have finally fallen asleep because suddenly unpaved roads leading cabin awoke with their gentle familiar rocking darkness around complete those snow-covered woods then glowing windows cabin through trees warmth family were waiting inside pulled into drive struggled fully awake from dream-like state christmas tree window earlier that uncle skied into woods down then covered branches with only candles dozens flickering lights like promise christ''s birth tomorrow ', 'christmas eve_ ', 'darkness family christmas_eve tradition snow nuclear_bomb candles light'),
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(198, 'growing definition family christmas brother grandparents michigan early adulthood hard imagine married started spending christmas un-christmasy florida husband''s family eventually brother moved portland began spending christmases children started christmas perspective parent child girls years divorced defined nuclear family changed heart-wrenching ways wrote side sadness cheer husband family incorporate holiday celebrations words life christmas ideas tradition normalcy family jason made phone calls people love thought family defines family definition share portrait family christmas johns michigan parents woke house children grandchildren drove nursing home visit -year-old grandma leave pick -year-old grandma bring back house time called merry christmas childhood friend rhonda husband kids arriving spend family rhonda''s parents died years month true relative aunt georgia died rhonda''s kids call parents grandma grandpa bill created family enjoying food conversation christmas portland oregon shoveling portland''s biggest snowfall years brother bill drove town spend christmas girlfriend brother relationship girlfriend months enjoys family history called christmas evening miles heading wintry walk jason nephew bill discovered eaten beef roast christmas dinner kids served greenville south carolina miles daughters playing cousins aunt uncle''s house called christmas breakfast stockings grandparents cousins surprised driving florida thought family family pre-divorce struggled connect reality mine hearing voices bundles personality affection delivered phone lines made happy person moment chicago illinois jason spent sister nephew uncle stepdaughter celebrated christmas family house visited emergency room diagnosed scarlet fever meant spend afternoon evening planned father-in-law remission leukemia risky phone updates rested home grandparents mom''s partner baby drew close made phone call jason''s brother answer phone shouted christmas greeting voicemail connect feeling inadequacy thought day''s phone calls family defines fashion needed parents celebrating warmth connection adopted children grandchildren brother spending people eating christmas dinner similar mine girls creating memories people important longer part life sets grandparents moms brother related blood she''s born missing biological family children parents brother grateful jason sister wanted parents make feel comfortable loved christmas ideal painted clear picture blessed imperfect world family forms fill voids ways ', 'portrait family christmas ', 'divorce chicago christmas family tradition michigan add_new_tag'),
(280, 'photo true today emotional wind knocked daughter real pain she''s feeling shaky hours parenthood here''s essentially happened lunch missed call daughters school thought girls feeling sick needed picked reaction mild annoyance sigh afternoon work productive hoped reschedule conference call client listened message felt stab fear julie school call office immediately julie daughter threw julie daughter complaining headache simply call dialing school daughters calling grader accident class told tripped flown headlong brick wall worried broken nose possibly concussion point concerned calm minutes moment felt surreal rush adrenaline coursing injected frighteningly powerful drug rush light-headed sensation forgotten breathe face covered blood running nose dramatic worse state forehead moved pack lime-sized swelling transformed sweet concave curve swoops eyebrows bridge nose convex puffy mass oddly defined edges vision swayed blurred worked suck oxygen lungs remain calm baby suddenly unknown overly dramatic experience quickly happy ending hour sitting doctor showing x-rays skull explaining nose break concussion time home swelling noticeably reduced fairly good spirits completely drained shared sofa head pillow mine afghan crocheted covered gentle pressure feet tucked body sofa''s back reminded safe life''s scary moments process experience happened quickly moment twitter posting jason''s leftover chicken mole enchiladas calling fridge tweet backseat hospital daughter head injury rays pray quickly significant happened today happily breathe sigh relief shrug wrong disrespectful fear feel psyche sort boot camp today listen respect random thoughts parse examine date relationships crystal clear times stress midst fear felt connected distant ex-husband dealt problem love ferocity support superficial moment made feel grateful strikes learn relationship high-stress moments chance examine relationship divorced smoothed things conclusion interesting twitter community real hospital posted quick tweet twitter people pray comforting thing midst moment comfort daughter feeling united distant felt good word people caring praying result people twitter people person responded support concern messages praying back safely home felt scary time online in-person communities important ways safely back home resting tweeted update twitter amazing supportive community wishes daughter helping feel worried jebdickerson who''s responsible blog matter responded glad hear support provided online ''friends compare person interesting question light thinking community friendships off-line sort conclusion on-line community accessible coordinated uniquely meets sudden situation worse admitted hospital local community instant care family''s finally cheesy obvious chase world people love scary good place love matters world wrong parent feeling stabbing fear heart bursting love child sensation forget understanding life love recalibrated grateful ', 'what we__ learn from moments fear ', 'twitter school fear community motherhood love daughter accident adrenaline known unknown dramatic safe process injury relationships parenting'),
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(200, 'photo meena kadri year approaches i''ve decided will strive live less intentionally sure several points past i''ve vowed just opposite living more intentionally those things that seems really impressive desirable first glance what does really mean what might missing process what we''re drawn about intentionality think level implied thoughtfulness presence control when you''re being intentional life isn''t happening around it''s happening because decide that should explain respond even make quick adjustments needed because there fewer surprises when look definitions intention words like goal objective purpose along with this sort thing determination certain what mind bring about more carefully calculated plan implications effort directed toward attaining accomplishing course there''s nothing wrong with that there something wrong though with assumption that doing every last thing with intention always results more desirable admirable life it''s time most especially uber-logical rational types compensate opposite intentional random achieve better balance part life define then embrace opposite thing we''re trying counter you''re sedentary need embrace some activity exercise talk much need practice listening idea what''s opposite being intentional being random grounded it''s easy there starting think about different being intentional involves asking knowing exactly aren''t doing something then opposite involves asking simply can''t break habit need start giving ourselves different answer maybe just because will trick here some typical why''s should regularly read these certain blogs read those should call this friend make dinner plans rather than that friend should this book rather than that make drive tomorrow morning rather than tonight real question really need list rationale explaining every decision make so-called rationale simply this because feels right because instinctive creature because want heart have when come with smart explanations everything heart gets left behind good things come those trust their instincts when think about best things that have happened life realize they were guided more instinct than rationale some decisions that best things life really didn''t make sense feel myself getting caught world particularly professional world that calculated precise formulaic predictable want this person consider book need make friends with these people which means need these things write often about those topics need look market niches target audiences well-defined brands then need relentless pursuit whatever i''ve identified need other words intentional calculated goal-driven will succeed only does that path make feel really tired also takes work which ultimately causes backfire distances from what drawn what feel what sense should doing writing about next just because nothing good come from moving away from that here''s less-intentional happy year ', 'striving to__ be__ less intentional in__ ', 'random balance new_year intentional thoughtful purpose instinct trust'),
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(202, 'sometimes best party unplanned sort that''s kind party ended having year''s when modest collection people activities morphed into true party proportions visit from parents planned arrival sister-in-law nephew everything else about evening took life best sort turned that variety friends were around with nothing really planned gladly absorbed them into food everyone brought snacky foods ended with quite nice spread plenty vodka mixed drinks eventually sent someone beer non-cocktail types adults were content meander through variety conversation topics taking turns playing tender disc jockey holding friends ultra-mellow baby eight kids played took goofy photos each other created puppets puppet show their activities were punctuated regular stops dining room snacks fewer expectations bring more good times from host''s perspective think i''ve finger what''s nice about party that just happens rather than kind that planned yourself hook there expectations guilt don''t think through every last detail then kick yourself forgetting something don''t concoct perfect guests then feel responsible orchestrating conversations activities although sure there other people could have invited over realized were having real party just couldn''t spend time dwelling that feeling just happened happened allowing everyone accept what simply glad that were bringing year together alone light previous post striving less intentional thinking this non-party party first unintentional even though party technically started thanks some great comments shared readers i''ve been reflecting even more this idea being less intentional here follow thoughts i''ve comment previous post barb chamberlain brought serendipity which says likes think things that happen those attention word serendipity always made giggle sentiment barb''s definition exactly what mind writing that post another reader jodi mentioned being open comment together being open paying attention perfectly describe what want more myself this year believe there''s something bigger going around that instincts nudgings god''s spirit whatever want call this phenomenon usually more spot-on than logic intellect another reader blackwasp brought word contrived into conversation there thin-line important distinction between intentional contrived wrote exactly contrived what when hard reach specific outcome doesn''t matter whether planning ideal party seeking followers twitter writing blog post finding perfect house church attend outcome same when hard make something happen think should happen results leave frustrated disappointed finally think most life about finding balance which requires knowing yourself know that personally spend much time trying orchestrate plan things which only prevents from going with flow experiencing surprises also sets disappointment self-criticism when things don''t that''s just sure though that there people there could stand more focused planning details know i''ve been saying going less intentional going more intentional when gets down about opening letting think strive balance doing more things that maybe don''t come naturally ', 'exhibit a___ the_ less-intentional party ', 'balance comments intentional party unplanned new_year''s_eve serendipity open contrived'),
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(204, 'photo fedcomite today thinking about blog what write about next idea which then tweeted thinking about take year''s post about being less intentional make into series reporting attempts successes jason read tweet work immediately sent text that''s awesome idea baby clearly never have wonder married this that''s another story also this response from someone twitter wait going intentional about being intentional then going chart your progress sigh that does sound pretty funny beauty unintentional blogging being questioned good forces reverse engineer ideas sound they check clarity communication keeping regular blog intense don''t even post daily often find myself making sudden intuitive leaps thought that immediately formulated into sentences laid there inspect happens things really like about blogging it''s much more organic than article book writing there''s something about writing wordpress with that publish button side that changes timing think write things happen when write essays chapters microsoft word expectations higher think more outlines likely enforce sleeping anything before it''s sent client editor winding path brain this more organic approach ideas writing falls right line with year''s resolution less intentional which focus previous posts when trace line from came original idea interacted with others thoughts along then wandered where looks like this heard teaching church including stories about people followed their instincts things that didn''t make sense listened paid attention reflected much rely planning reason logic everything much stress causes particularly relation payoff thought what good resolution next needed write blog post decided take this idea turn into year''s post came with thought-provoking attention-grabbing word resolution have decided less intentional that post inspired comments those comments took loose idea turned into conversation that conversation honed solidified what thinking which resulted another post originally called unplanned-party-approach life today thinking about lame resolutions when they can''t evaluated measured some also thinking about comment left post intrigued concept being less intentional said i''ll following working accountability came with idea regularly sharing stories about attempts more open connect those stories into series sorts with recognizable headline style changed headline second post exhibit less-intentional party imagined what might write next exhibit less-intentional bible study maybe exhibit less-intentional saturday wrote this tweet thinking about take year''s post about being less intentional make into series reporting attempts successes wait back where this post started hope haven''t nodded along what point this exercise again right feel pretty good about organic-yet-solid from original idea where also think it''s possible practice letting maybe that''s universal thing maybe it''s just because know myself tendencies even know when self-intervene mind which exactly what i''ve decided since we''re back where started means please join discussion think people make plans more open only happen spontaneously moment ', 'retracing my__ steps to__ the_ original idea ', 'twitter conversation blogging less_intentional organic ideas communication wandering evaluate'),
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(206, 'past days struggling accept introverted imagined bound routine wanted admit find interesting sort deal interesting feel long guilt guilt good point finger tired kids secretly worry good attitude permanently scar growing weary girls feels wrong light desperately miss written post grateful single moment insert self-kicking guilt limit nuclear families extended family ideal environment guilt root grow relieved saturday visiting family finally packed home restore dining room table back usual size successful estimating eggs morning we''re eggs felt guilty feeling relieved people love fact jason extra wonderful families genuinely enjoy spending time multiplies guilt grow weary extra people love house insert self-ridicule self-image reality line blame guilt infamous culprit work self-image kind person image thrown instance pride people-person who''s interaction conversation house guests ultimately person nature refueling time recognize care part free-wheeling spontaneous up-for-anything kind claim fact routines thrown whack days grouchy toddler meal schedule thrown admit round coping strategies makes feel needing routine time working coming terms denying girls door school yesterday super happy freelance writer quiet house sitting dining room table sweats drinking coffee diving back work routine happy perfectly fine ', 'i___ want to__ be__ alone ditching guilt ', 'guilt worry parenting_&amp;_paradigms family introvert routine weary relief self-ridicule self-image refuel'),
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(210, 'given this cultural setting salvation that needs sophisticated sales pitch salvation that won''t really anything will make holy same pair nikes makes athletic which only changes your religious brand this only kind evangelism possible when separate salvation from life redeemed community because it''s redeemed community that ordained enduring demonstration power against which nothing prevail matt consider centrality church scheme salvation articulated ephesians consequently longer foreigners aliens fellow citizens with god''s people members god''s household this walked alone with community believers will uphold encourage christian difficult challenging faith there''s substance there demonstrated faithful church whose life together visible testimony truth claims about power gospel consumerist society baptism into such church about most subversive thing imaginable problem with implicitly salesy evangelism theology technique requires more than simple change method feel like used-car salesman talking about jesus solution perceived lack authenticity isn''t smoother pitch it''s renewal church potency personal evangelism always been simple earnest retelling what done lives people course this requires community back claims spiritual consumers therefore will approach church with same narcissism they bring other brands what expressing about myself brand jesus will christianity fulfill vision must therefore concerned about market segmentation infiltrating church resulted unacceptable outcomes utterly homogenous churches representing consumer-based clusters homogenous groupings within larger churches both divide along racial socioeconomic age- gender-based lines each which predicts consumer behavior this certainly pattern this world from christianity today jesus brand ', 'jesus is__ not_ a___ brand ', ''),
(211, 'photo procsilas moscas numbers mean driven them because measure success worth them instance occasionally fret about many followers have twitter about number means something because compare scores others have over even many followers other heard someone complaining about facebook''s arbitrary friend limit because rapidly approaching idea there friend limit would isn''t likely that -some friends need worry before start wonder about that high school pretends actually doesn''t want have more friends because being popular really isn''t that cool anyway course numbers measure mean something certain circumstances people with that many twitter followers facebook friends clearly some combination smart interesting kind entertaining along with savvy determined most likely sleep-deprived opposite isn''t necessarily true smaller numbers comparatively always indicate presence that''s dumb boring mean humorless i''ve been trying remind myself this keep things perspective build kind network writer needs attention today''s world it''s steady messy inner battle involving reason patience humor what learn about numbers from church today read article that both inspiring humbling unexpected ways more idea numbers perspective than anything i''ve heard read long time check these numbers years -year-old gordon cosby been preaching church savior since formed decades church been known throughout washington activist powerhouse starting dozens organizations that serve thousands people just give sense scope last year those organizations found jobs found people while another found units affordable housing families need sounds like work mega church doesn''t actually church savior anti-mega church small when cosby preached final sermon last sunday about people gathered hear speak when read that first though because blinded fooled numbers numbers surface what''s really behind numbers past numbers completely have deeper staying small made their impact this case going deeper meant reading rest washington post article activist church embraces transition name mission this where humbling inspiring part kicked listen just very cool things about this church article describes church''s basic philosophy like this commitment serious inward contemplation well ambitious social justice work spectators action over institution church what article calls aversion bigness i''ve always heard this called daughter church model mid- church broke more fully into different groups late cosby rattled many church members proposing that they further legally become separate entities eventually dissolve church saviour umbrella structure article quotes -year-old cosby saying this ''we''ve move from believing deeply doing preached ''we''ve keep mind discrepancy between belief embodiment then there these amazingly inspiring paradigm shifts after decades bringing white middle- upper-class people into neighborhoods around columbia road adams morgan serve poor lecturing seminarians faith leaders cosby concluded that societal change might other direction talk about turning head kind reminds something someone said about last being first poor being rich some extra irony this noted that megachurches struggling manage their size have come church guidance small love inspired ready world differently ', 'when small is__ big_ numbers are_ nothing ', 'twitter facebook church inspiring paradigm_shift success humbling numbers rankings worth popular church-of-the-savoir activist'),
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(215, 'photo charles thompson morning president bush held press conference presidency plenty mouth simultaneously maddened mystified instance sold soul popularity clear sold reasons greed revenge worked response question mistakes make office bush completely rephrased question substituting word disappointments mistakes response discovering weapons mass destruction iraq instance disappointment disappointment synonym mistake apparently bush claimed media blindly reported today''s headlines matter pretty thing bush cites mistakes disappointments verb switched headline discusses lists concedes mistakes disappointments what''s comma mistakenly wrong word consequences totally outgoing president avoid talking mistakes george bush outgoing president sidestep mistake question outgoing president honestly owned mistakes called mistakes true definitions words things pass bush''s leadership word disappointment offensive mistake defined error action calculation opinion judgment caused poor reasoning carelessness insufficient knowledge disappoint defined fail satisfy hope desire expectation disappointment simply state feeling disappointed disappointed meal ordered favorite restaurant customer service nice shoe store abuses graib prison disappointing time world''s powerful person power abuses true words mistake disappointment hand hand make mistake generally thought unintentional error feel disappointed results focus immediately disappointment skipping important process admitting error apologizing dangerous slippery slope good admitting mistakes errors judgment carelessness tendency make hasty conclusions goodness president united states admitting mistakes wife mother daughter friend important made mistake affected matters people care powerful ripple effect broader community starters learn children lives make easier friends follow suit people world real power ceos senators pastors school principals saddened frustrated lack humility strength failed leadership area you''re human normal people sitting cafe write define human defensively human make mistakes rest you''re perfect make mistakes hard powerful people admit mistakes world lasts george today marks president making carefully meaning words helping importance calling mistake mistake ', 'learning to__ call mistake mistake ', 'humility definition disappointment president_bush press_conference mistakes media error careless expectation admit'),
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(217, 'don''t work newsflash women don''t let''s just stop telling women work point people best their careers people their true selves have first-hand research this topic because have cried levels career fair mostly when have whatever just your body telling your brain that need start crying about stuff that you''ve been ignoring month here''s secret about crying though secure with themselves their position world actually deal with women crying just fine work cannot deal with crying needs some therapy order more self-assured other hand doing just fine with those workplace tears ', 'don''t cry_ at__ work ', ''),
(218, 'from pete rollins book speak opposition fundamentalist defined believes what they believe christian said operate with theistic discourse which makes claims about while simultaneously acknowledging that these claims provisional uncertain insufficient this theistic approach that understands questioning never really questioning only means questioning understanding discourse unlike that original cynics opposition common caricature were deeply moral individuals questioned truth presented society precisely because their deep love truth a''theistic faith thus acknowledges importance both theism atheism faith ', 'theism and_ atheism ', ''),
(219, 'photo ilkerender heard phrase soul catch time moments hear taste time special soul catch resonated immediately time meant translate life realize phrase potential turn quickly cheesy imagine instance printed inspirational poster hanging office christian counselor title self-help book written outdated font badly designed cover heard phrase church spoken words coming mouth favorite pastors talking listening important find methods ways instantly realized ahead soul submerged deep white noise life letting words catch ideas image phrase brought strangely sensation working word processor typewriters late early remember looked electric typewriter readout screens print section typed return ultra-fast typist taking typing class high school random safely boast distinctly remember working word processors knowing wanted fingers flying mind wait words typed eventually appeared screen waiting catch echo thoughts waiting important ahead making mistakes thoughts flight mind impressive fashion they''d land properly ring true printed black white return paper typewriter making edits effort waited ideas catch checked heart begin settle hitting return picking left ideas fingers flying time despised word processor''s leisurely pace hated waiting felt held fashion back important road lost good shreds care patience back today moderately slow computer internet connection drives batty plenty annoying interruptions forcing practice slowing waiting writing soul learning sherpa word processor shared teaching sunday phrase waiting soul catch rooted himalayan sherpas outdated technology amazing minds naturally gravitate analogies relate story sherpas spend time encouraging pushing pacing climbers summit suddenly stop climbing equipment they''re waiting surprisingly seemingly random break disconcerting westerners they''ve stopped climbing sherpas reply waiting souls catch bodies move quickly thoughts swirl generally relate word frenzy readily word calm push ideas major life record pace resolve quickly impulse simply abandon move ahead soul soul clunky antiquated annoying word processor forever waiting sherpa view racing mind body rest respect wise pace soul catches ', 'sherpas outdated technology souls ', 'waiting church listen soul word_processor slow sherpa frenzy'),
(245, 'wanted share stories thoughts twitter helped grow personally things transparency values twitter constantly reminds zappos stand reframing reality twitter encourages search ways view reality funnier positive helping twitter makes make positive impact people''s lives gratitude twitter helps notice things life post http blogs zappos blogs ceo-and-coo-blog how-twitter-can-make-you-a-better-and-happier-person ', 'twitter makes you_ better ', ''),
(246, 'hour summer spend choose front porch people love enjoy beer miss porch winter months starting ache thinking house front porch priority mine years essays wrote school porches years children spent evenings walking neighborhood louis porch essay in-depth theories front porches improve lives communities talk architectural styles importance knowing neighbors reference inventions television conditioning changed flavor neighborhoods spout grand ideas ordinances passed requiring houses front porches half joking suggest people required spend amount time porches piece writing overly romantic approach life worked front porches watching world pass love front porch miss neighborhood plenty missed living university town people irregular schedules half-delirious sleep deprivation dead winter strangest sights night jason pointed bouncing snowy sidewalk dark mind sort spring-loaded stilts summer peak entertainment season thinking miss porch-sitting love crazy neighborhood inspired collection tweets create warm-weather sketch here''s found neighborhood sketch tweets june starting work hear elderly neighbor playing flute competing birds june walk hood people achingly beautiful toddler making slow progress sidewalk elderly tending garden june neighborhood scene riding bike brick street drinking coffee regular ceramic june cafe bike refill closer damn good july walk heard making baby giggle smelled bacon pancakes elderly asian woman adjusting small flags garden july neighborhood scene elderly couple taking evening walk wearing jaunty straw hats holding hands august bike pulling double-decker trailer contraption bikes august chatted neighbor porch kids played kickball felt summer evenings childhood august porch sitting wine academic-looking older couple walk woman wearing oven mitts carrying sort cobbler september walk walking dogs smoking pipe fall squash ripening gardens toddler walking meet stop september street taking walk leash time time find humorous sort sweet september dusk settling girls neighbors puppies clarinets soccer balls lots energy september walking sidewalk neighborhood wearing terry robe towel shoulder toiletry september walked house ipod singing lungs october sounds smell chain street grandparents cottage mich fall chore stocking wood pile october porch sitting talking dinner friends kids home parents october leaf raking simply quaint nature passes smiling extra brightly leaves stuck hair october glad post-work walk sofa-flop gorgeous fall pumpkins carved made friends cats happening slow porch''s pace ', 'porch neighborhood world ', 'community pay_attention summer front_porch neighborhood architecture'),
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(221, 'photo john spooner remember honestly thought you''d true grown thought you''d bona fide adult felt annoyed carded dealership senior colleague office finally reach benchmarks we''ve anticipating find they''re imagined older we''re wise balanced thought ways feel teenage tired bodies surprise grey hair fitness distance original goal bodies feel imagined finally salary dream feel financially strapped stressed thought magic number minus magic published post halfway normal months resuscitated blog several-month hiatus wrote post adventure knew stories give find point paused ahead post pretend thought inevitably blogging post process natural seamless simply times week write observations stories write quickly efficiently baring soul thought clicking publish button send thoughts world here''s reality guess learned blogging so-called blogesphere lost feel toddler accurate analogy feel teenager foreign culture loose rudimentary language phrase book spare change post blog roll published share rest links blogs read figure header feed button orange lets subscribe blog work reminds idea find people subscribed blog determined find button place tech savvy actual writing brimming self-doubt time publish post sentimental religious vulnerable simply weight reader comments statistics figure people words thought place time reached moment celebrate occasion quite imagined thought excited celebratory birthday bash giveaway guess bloggers sorts things landmark remember reading happy post writer blog posted picture balloons asked people leave comments sharing blog thought great idea told copy tempting moment pass mention fanfare birthday realized turning buying bottle wine drink imagined milestone people care feel moment worth celebrating lots celebrate amazing thing moment involves thinking readers found halfway normal continued coming back recently wrote post numbers reaching -post mark made curious people left comments blog past months eight-eight people eighty-eight biggest people commented gradually part community person people celebration humble important mark occasions makes deliberate back feeling sense accomplishment marking milestone start year ahead what''s today what''s halfway normal pretty knocked virtual door form talented blog designer lots skills good ideas essentially mark milestone present fitting celebrate wait enjoy results ', 'eeking some magic out_ milestone ', 'blog vulnerable community grownup benchmarks 100_ doubt celebration fanfare milestone'),
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(223, 'photo smabs sputzer conglomerate mother-in-law stereotypes movie show type mother-in-law bossy nosy demanding tiring type funny stuck complex chemistry inherent relationships mother-in-laws freud explain email friend nathan who''s grad student clinical psych find meantime conducting highly scientific survey mothers-in-law twitter pretty nathan won''t approve methods psych grad student results people mils here''s handful people twitter responded request quick blog post mother-in-laws stereotypical adjectives images mind true wisekaren awesome peas andy married jenluit died years things stereotypical brazen funny loving super duper talented nosy stereotype careful mine adore spread news quickly mksteele friend''s mother spitting image marie barone loves raymond critical passive aggressive nosey rharlow love category quick question love responses guys hunch wordydiva puffy heart glitter case twitter dared negative mother-in-law mother-in-law schtick hold water makes expert hold water sort mother-in-law expert virtue first-hand experiences mils opposed consequences divorced remarried you''re heart drama you''re focused dividing books pans knives worried money kids everyone''s hold ponder lose family mind wander road imagine gaining family eventually jason married thinking weekend we''re heading chicago jason''s family parents siblings aunt uncle cousins dogs dogs-in-law in-laws technically mine year half they''ve family longer good father-in-law mashup wonderful bizarre comforting sensation makes feel jason grew house eeww mother-in-law remind jason fact share childhood mary feels life life mary one-of-a-kind ways surprises inspires makes life completely angles laugh joyful laughs freely rare skill mary longest hugs receiving generally exuding unconditional love write life story share highlights story week stay tuned ', 'mil_ stereotypes seem to__ be__ mia_ ', 'twitter divorce stereotypes family mother-in-law nosy survey consequences mashup hugs unconditional'),
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(225, 'photo clairity you''ve spent time you''ve noticed blog basically laundry list things expect life luckily things woven stories makes blog worth reading here''s list expect teenage runaway eventually hell''s angels expect person mother-in-law told previous post mother-in-law one-of-a-kind thought meant talented artist baked amazing cakes story interesting girl named frankie jean kick narrative mother-in-law mary parents born northern california frankie jean change fast mary change hell''s angels gave mary wing nice angels wings social security card she''s mary mary good reason persist efforts home times finally succeeded determined eventually arrived chicago decided stay awhile spare changing street father-in-law handing fliers event organized rising angry mary thought looked extra fine knew angry meet angry people inspiration event rest history husband product sweet rebellion interesting story grew chicago''s affluent north suburbs what''s considered public high schools country month graduated kent state shootings happened dropped school point degree falling ways hooking spare-changing runaway perfect frosting tim''s rebellion cake mary married rebellion work mary''s life improved meeting easy-breezy money variety jobs mary made money wrestling bars true story mary''s body struggled alcohol drugs heart mind struggled reconcile happened past baby back california retrieve family deal baby husband jason mary eventually married jason''s sister jason elementary school mary began working futures floor commodities market chicago eventually working career she''s jason parents move family moderately dangerous chicago neighborhood modest south evanston neighborhood good public schools started episcopal church mary drink years needed explain decided mary''s story elements great story intersects story important ways talking fact mary made baby earth spend life years leading jason feeling crappy life part wanting desperately person happy lucky plain good bigger part dying make peace worrying deep kind person loved people wanted love imagine felt meet jason wonderfully loving messed family felt love complete acceptance felt freedom shock upset made beginning grasp difficult messes face ultimately save save oppressed silent save mediocre false save staying simply fear lack inspiration telling stories wonderful mother-in-law mary ', 'how_ frankie jean left cali became mary ', 'chicago acceptance unexpected messy family mother-in-law runaway hell''s_angels angry inspiration rebellion freedom'),
(250, 'photo prakhar amba past weeks focus chuck westbrook''s under-appreciated blog project amazing colleagues friends commented found twitter you''ve engaged conversations ideas blog begin kind interactive community hoped love feedback compliments love push richness texture stories stories back-and-forth interaction made times coffee real conversation spirit bloggers invite questions answer post weekend coffee prefer learned love marriage divorce greatest parenting challenges pizza daughter''s names define perfect saturday morning ahead deal messy issues light beliefs faith answer honestly trusting real open reap great rewards feel open real leave questions comments post email twitter here''s challenge tagged times facebook things meme lost count thinking opening questions idea questions answers things list sneaky lazy crazy interested knowing guess find ', 'things start with questions from you_ ', 'friends stories feedback interaction honesty conversation community ideas compliments questions 25-things'),
(247, 'photo oooey feeling good morning stuffed snotty bitter cold grey jason town means feeling good morning wrong mornings jason home function well-oiled machine shower starts breakfast pack lunches plays bell girls helping random assortment involve finding missing shoes library books walk girls school littlest holds hand jason shower expect things parenting expect surprise morning bracing general chaos stern voice smoothly swimmingly eight-year-old night woke early dressed downstairs reading clothing crises well-rested frantically finishing homework happy calm requested fried wanted soft boiled thought problem breaking yokes finished packing lunches made french braid hair calmly informed walking sister school morning pajamas time presence smile eyes goodbye note send mornings feels rushed absent-minded simultaneously learning letting quiet house pajamas reflecting morning ensure repeat tomorrow morning ideas taking shape ways tone morning good morning girls relaxed body language moved kitchen asked buttering toast fixing over-arching nothing-will-exasperate-me attitude made difference kind strange taking note adult pretty basic stuff forget quickly tone spills naturally absorb knowing applying knowledge realize tomorrow morning horribly oversleep water bickering scrambling find critical piece homework tomorrow hard kick find blame hard compare morning morning assume badly wrong general great learn mistakes strategically solving problems find ways emulate moments repeat responses danger thinking make things work realistic bound affect treat spend time beating helpful factors play moment responsible responsible hitch time time perfect pretty close perfection approachable affect treatment kids jason today grateful morning smoothly learn back raise tomorrow shore supply grace acceptance ready extend ', 'magic morning realistic outlook ', 'grace acceptance mistakes chaos kids morning hug_ unrealistic perfection parenting'),
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(231, 'photo katie tegtmeyer jason managed hands keepsake copy york times yesterday powerful inauguration images times disposal interesting photo chose feature front center absolutely love thing notice expressions faces michelle barack contrast grim white faces realize obamas reason smile secret service people reason nice contrast eyes quickly drawn love photo obamas gloved clasped hands check olive green black leather firmly intertwined michelle''s left hand reaches hand she''s holding emphasis blissful sigh fairy tale president lady love inspire national renewal loving marriages affectionate acts gazes time lock whispered words inspire smile love photo obamas feels feels stars presidential inaugural parade thousands thousands adoring fans clapping yelling crying walk feels hold hand love feel reassuring pressure you''re everything''s we''re feels love physically connected quite express feel hand holding mission converting hand-holder jason aversion holding hands clear jason warmest affectionate husband father remember womb longest-hugging-mother read hand-holding public felt uncomfortable stem fact woman dated years meeting anti-hand-holding conditioned silly gradually reverse effects minor relationship struggles hand-holding issue inside joke early relationship jason explain felt hand-holding traveling happy hold hand manhattan explained recalls response favors jason problem we''re sharing secret small hold hands extra funny ended holding hands local news week grabbed hands started exuberantly swinging arms noticed camera thinking clip worth watching check clip we''re crossing street halfway interviewed cool town zipcars hold hands time walk general huge public displays affection forms fail working computer cafe long-lost pair lovers reality hours reunited mere inches elbow live hormone-raging university town kind thing special hand-holding remembering child picture michelle barack strong desire moments hold husband''s hand makes heart impulse case children trigger light bulb mind point truth forget feel small lost confusing world lose deep urge feel physically connected loves accepts interests grow grow grow hand-holding begin romantic expression adults time hold hand we''re brought back emotional place tweet wrote january walking girls home school perfect closing image kids growing fast glad automatically reaches hand walk ', 'i___ want to__ hold your hand so__ sue_ me__ ', 'children marriage barack_obama connected hand-holding love reassured affection local_news growing-up parenting'),
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(233, 'photo gaetan yesterday afternoon foot care errands wanting soak sunshine relative warmth walked mind wandered prone walking subconsciously recognized small aching emptiness identify female companionship started thinking friend susan thought nice talk wondered walk house home post office bank minutes blocks house turned corner susan half block walking straight pushing one-year-old twins stroller slush surprised seconds realize seconds recognize lost thought distressed news received heading downtown started walking susan venting listening babies great thing babies tend strollers sitting staring suddenly occurred meeting susan block moment needed simply coincidence non-coincidences happen lots people experiences we''re simultaneously awe-struck freaked reflect perfect happened easily small gift running friend moment times bigger message delivered bigger moment friend mine costa rica year found mother died walking beach wife processing grief compelled walk water''s edge pause pick ordinary-looking twig blue ball point written english mind love greater mother''s love child stick deserted beach bend pick let''s pause starting feel tiny nervous start talking angels destiny relax stories call thing mysteriously lives time time review things moments thoughts ideas case wondering happen friend town reason moment thinking susan month numerous routes house business district blocks routes susan house bakery headed hours errands easily decided work susan decided trouble bundle babies outing bigger luck coincidence random work lives point stars gods call serendipity orchestrate moments lives time time happen capital reference makes uncomfortable feel free swap lose conversation make things make walk directions words life puppet show plenty here''s taste business making paths cross friends strategically placing message-delivering twigs decide make happen bother supposed feel steps takes care things perfectly moments leave hanging disproportionately make poetic things happen people role ushering moments moments brink happening awake respectful nudgings responsibility open attention chime posts similar topics striving intentional endless trail crumbs ', 'what do__ you_ call that thing that''s not_ coincidence ', 'god_ friendship coincidence mysterious pay_attention'),
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(235, 'interview originally published chuck westbrook''s blog january part under-appreciated blog project kristin tennant live meteorologists refer east-central illinois roughly translates couple hours south chicago middle cornfield university town university inevitably leads people ended messy complicated story making living copywriter years design branding firms freelancer clients based chicago louis grand rapids york lots places live times year teach copywriting seminars media bistro chicago specialize branding loathe brand funny works husband jason married daughter girls ages biologically related sisters amazing creepy jason great match reasons favorites love cook invite people blog blog collection stories observations life turned thought expect divorce girls expect stuck small town illinois expect ex-husband''s wife good friends husband''s ex-wife expect questioning faith discovering christians suck expect embrace completely ways called halfway normal town called normal illinois hour west concept metaphor learn comfortable content normal state hope relates struggle enjoy blog blog blog compelled write long remember stories kind stories telling muddle life writing thinking blogging added benefit satisfying extrovert part conversation you''re helping relieve husband family friends duties finally blog life messy complicated blog great format sorting stories mine ultimately hope blog let''s honest reading blog dull you''re hoping find reading personal narratives therapist free worry parking reading comments feedback therapy plan we''ll needed you''re interested check article blog online magazine smile politely ', 'about me__ ', ''),
(241, 'photo jason berg span week earlier month inches hair glasses felt pretty avoided mirrors days reflection startled ventured world cafe mingling parents school yard meeting friend lunch felt self-conscious attention drastic change surely attract noticed jason noticed knew hair helped pick glasses regular cafe recall noticed part walked feeling stranger person guess grateful attention felt strange tweeted haircut extreme notices you''re overly self-aware life half asleep shining spotlight what''s weirdness make announcement brand-new super great blog design couple weeks hired wonderful ryan sarah oktober honor publishing post eeking magic milestone january releasing design reach halfway mark featured part chuck westbrook''s under-appreciated blog project realize notice change giddy excitement design light clean colors mood feel good reflection excited design functions easier find read posts follow participate discussion features check index tabs home contact archives bloglist portfolio info always-handy freeing space sidebar cool features contact lets send direct correspondence archives lets find posts month year category bloglist promise online copywriting portfolio eventually make appearance problems feed button blog design gnawed plenty buttons subscribe find twitter impossible miss visible they''re pretty husband''s drawing skills subscribe email button service extra room sidebar highlight recent reader comments great follow discussions happening older posts buried picture show comments register gravatar popular posts list you''re wondering defines popular auto-generated list pulls posts traffic you''re archives cloud instance click christians christians pull posts tagged word phrase search tool cloud jason immediately typed felt loved posts mention finally favorite part design bottom recent post you''ll columns category header belief doubt hope culture ideas paradigms love family community boiled categories bottom recent posts categories give quick find recent posts lets focus favorite category ryan designed section super cool things change hire redesign blog searching ryan sarah blogs twitter writing post ryan posted tweet wanted build blog design business needed beef portfolio timing ryan felt person feels open striving live intentionally liking ', 'look again notice anything different ', 'change less_intentional new_ drastic notice blog-design oktober5'),
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(238, 'coming kristin tennant working copywriter years spent years design firms freelancer focus developing written voice create brands clients kristin opportunities serve brand consultant copywriter developed written voice izzy design product brochures showroom signage copy magazine advertisements worked closely designers create initial brand online film community spout writing website copy copy film festival signage creative business card letterhead concepts blog posts kristin serves editor solace magazine written variety publications washington university university illinois recruitment viewbooks department brochures feature-length articles alumni magazines ', 'portfolio ', ''),
(252, 'photo john lambert pearson post friday invited readers questions loved watching emerge make smile remember make feel panicky challenge articulate things necessarily words you''ve part turn answer questions shot result longest blog post decided create posts main categories brace tackled heaviest questions children dear friend asks leona good world forgiveness love giving person feels core remind things what''s good things pride selfishness fear decide feels hearts heads finally move forward boldly remember choice ends redeem mess create feel faith agnostic make light interested feel importantly overwhelming evidence pointing truth loves vision world perfect envision accomplish talking scientific historical evidence evidence pointing spend time building kind case faith talking evidence woven life stories people evil things world pride selfishness confused things evil difficult accomplish social justice mercy love forgiveness difficult things things require strength power bigger humans mess world lives people desmond tutu mother theresa martin luther king story lives people personally husband pastors church bigger believing makes real difference world entire world story jesus story jenx story luke variations story realized life lives story jesus dinner home important educated wealthy important reclining table prostitute approaches jesus washes feet tears dries hair pours perfume jesus protects dignity woman social political gain quite opposite risks putting self-righteous host place ultimately importantly story compassion forgiveness desmond tutu forgiveness future truth jesus modeled world wishes granted world family julia cheating realized world family embrace embracing make lives satisfying here''s people suddenly eyes overwhelming compassion imagine world what''s all-time favorite song favorite leslieb grew house full music love broad range music reason chose religious song pious traditional song rest days doubt amazing grace clear love combines musical composition poetry sung played styles moods heard gospel soul acoustic folk startlingly loud bagpipes acapella listened jazzed beautifully clarinet wedding sung countless times children babies sang transcends time communicates message hear lost found blind regret life becky regret wasting hours years figure supposed person exploring fully embracing believing made loves reason online world virtual friends you''ve decide authentic nourish nick identifying authentic full-time past years involves turning brain tuning heart speak start feeling socially anxious stressed virtually physically spending time collection people lure true feels people make feel learned what''s relationships make adjustments writing blog honestly openly nourishes true authentic blog attracting friends reasons blog daily defying daily defining robinana love words meanings life gradually shown spend time define things define pretend definitive means christian means family means normal defying means type person divorced-christian-liberal-remarried-midwestern-mommy-writer defying possibility definition poking idea defined ', 'questions part i___ belief hope doubt ', 'stories justice compassion forgiveness god_ fear faith jesus evidence questions 25-things answers pride selfishness redeem belief evil mercy amazing_grace authentic virtual friendships define defy'),
(239, 'love comments blog craving dialogue share you''d contact directly feel free email form ', 'contact ', ''),
(286, 'photo patrick kiteley suddenly dawning status update strange strange animal late party strangeness necessarily surface individual status update facebook twitter part enjoy glimpse daily lives far-flung friends enjoy facebook twitter drive what''s strange status updates make reflect what''s happening life leave wondering what''s lives communication status updates partly what''s partly what''s person chooses include leave what''s choices consciously subconsciously make pretty funny chatter twitter recently sparked good friend chuckwestbrook ridiculousness brand facebook status update chuck calls faux-casual status updates proving awesome life here''s gave thinly veiled brag fitness feeling lazy running hard break hour mark marathon month famous interview question biggest fault answer you''re workaholic you''re detail-oriented you''re good things hard direct amazing skills words wonderful toning brag factor news flash annoying blatant bragging exciting things lives things proud acceptable share so-called friends problem we''ve opened arms wide facebook twitter communities large sense mutual trust affection post status updates sort layer strangeness status update phenomena status updates fact unwittingly involve they''re meant simple reflections isolated found impossible thinking leave tend read status updates strung kind self-portrait painting accurate depressing annoying real living real life hard means opposite letting night tweeted tonight messed sinuses blood sugar overwhelmed info gathering stressful late night music rehearsal fatigue worried caught tweeted regretting downer grateful true tweet real characters tweet life humming perfectly truth felt overwhelmed months feel barely step front dozens deadlines criminal who''s living life step ahead wake morning aware undeniable heaviness true feeling tend immediately jason jobs home afford we''re healthy kids headache strep small problems whiny disrespectful people real problems looming foreclosure cancer treatments striving real schtick twitter common approaches life''s struggles schtick king queen positive thinking acknowledge negative negative aspect life comedic ingredients endlessly entertaining tweets good approach sort enjoy reading people pull enjoy reading people attempt approaches reflections true halfway-to-normal offer luckily good people ', 'checking our_ status updates against reality ', 'twitter facebook social_media communication status-updates reality-check strangeness'),
(288, 'photo geishaboy testament guess read entire bible discipline endless recitation family lineage long line cruel kings blood revenge famines plagues inexplicable supernatural occurrences wrathful anger part knowing detail testament acceptable important aspect focused jesus lived treated strive raised church important bible stories understand teach expected bible inside races find passages bible trivia competitions pretty low-key christian college experience surprise ways things realized quickly bible heck malachi heard nahum disadvantage motivated overcome distaste testament practicing scales couple weeks small group church wrapped study started talking wanted read discuss people expressed interest studying minor prophet gulp idea appeal intimidated jason lead group''s studies feel ill-equipped provide leadership area felt embarrassed general distaste bulk bible silenced naysaying thoughts secretly hoping shoot idea wednesday evening small group began digging chapter habakkuk prophet asks biggest questions time all-powerful horrible things happen world good question thinking avoidance suddenly reminds playing scales testament equivalent musician learning practicing scales specifically reading makes feel who''s told practice scales solid minutes feels rote dull satisfying rewarding tempted skip parts draw music place scales foundation built drudgery music soars sings scales teach move fingers strengthening making nimble learn notes extremes sound possibility makes feel scales prepare avoid ugly turned habakkuk discussion wednesday evening engaging knew liking habakkuk sort hollywood-style turn events surprised thought warm idea studying habakkuk enjoy here''s realizing horrible things happen stories represent bunch rules we''re supposed follow guidebook wreak havoc world bible scholar occurred learned deep theological study collection historical stories demonstrate messed people ultimately shows desperately world needed jesus show bring harmony peace love messed world people jesus life model overcoming world ushering good ignore avoid testament denying stuff refusing less-than-pretty stories life pretend divorce hurt fail shiny happy perfect ignore redemption stories signs growth life ultimately ', 'learning from parts i___ don''t like ', 'church ugly god_ bible jesus redemption old_testament musician foundation'),
(290, 'photo spigoo confirmed readers wonderful amazing people happy call friends weeks post slightly face crowd asked share lisanewton wrote remember word written online face person attached keyboard typing words wanted faces people focus realized sharing sharing community halfway normal incredibly important creating stronger sense community encouraging conversation thirty opened learned you''re quirky love quirky details things surprise confuse throw loops people things beat back stereotypes make anne instance manages burn hands she''s cooking lori-lyn loves pace dance dance revolution champion hate ducks apparent reason mark loves drinking johnson brother''s china inherited grandmother gregory loves taking long road trips long friends waiting journey matt loudly sings michelle branch time shell wear makeup you''re ways love meet people things common fact surprising discover common midwesterner spiritually tuned-in writes understand world lori-lyn seeker working hard content daisy midwesterner blogger anne loved boxcar children books child laura tamayo loves coffee sees drink completely agree you''re extroverts jonelle music lovers mark cobalt-blue christina write living modern sound feel share love blogging rebecca jamie live town lorna nisha you''re love discovering you''re makes world broad rich becca dear friend years introverted feels important lots point response world mine good thing love music breath sleep music cobalt-blue spiritual church experience tj''s membership nisha extremely restless modern child sarah college student stef lived foreign country struggling unemployed shell lives alaska vicki lives california cats experienced things elaine cancer survivor bone marrow transplant amazing stories stories begin imagine experience you''re dreamers you''re things love you''re dreamers you''re step shared dreams rest takes amount guts ultimately hope future ashley dreams quitting making living freelancer she''s make happen cobalt-blue branching classical music jazz leslie life coach mothershaffer throwing blog simply dreamer core you''re vulnerable favorite part sharing life real makes harder real hope real feels safe case ashley shared fear succeeding freelancer dayjob feeling bored confused laura tamayo admits things wishes wanted vegetarian rebecca worries she''s building online relationships expense real letting people extra scary jamie wonders she''ll successful career relationship jonelle she''s faith writing ability misses died years nisha''s feelings money trouble trina wishes feel closer sharing hurts fears ultimately understood share common human beings desire heard we''re reading affirmed share basic human trina wrote chance vicki wrote glad gregory online connections helping people feel loved appreciated isolated misunderstood human kind interaction imagine high-tech media machines ', 'what i___ know really like about you_ ', 'blog social_media vulnerable friendship quirky community different readers same not_alone understood'),
(292, 'photo john-morgan spring favorite season pick remember child keying spring made feel loving feeling specific aspect spring walking today thinking world smells feel started brainstorming project head thought added ideas mine here''s assignment complete sentence time year share idea share importantly mind live central illinois degrees downright balmy live complete sentence remember feels fall asleep beach sunburn participate won''t picture rest painting make jealous here''s start springtime brainstorm time year warm dinner happily fake comfort minutes move back inside send kids school morning light jackets feel terrible parent hear radio degrees you''re excited crocuses blooming you''re imagine piece trash yard flower happened suddenly bird watcher month forget birds spring smaller children longer trick parents once-a-week bathing routine dirt obvious brew batch iced coffee iced fridge part sounds taking lots walks playing fetch yard everyone''s dresser drawers overflowing cold-weather warm-weather wardrobes overlap grudgingly realize you''re start tending hair regular basis swear you''re takes year make time smoothly year lasts months feel generally disoriented time clock light results slightly drugged aimless happy-go-lucky buzz inextricably spring spring experiences relate complete sentence time year ', 'springtime brainstorm ', 'children parenting_&amp;_paradigms spring seasons brainstorming disoriented'),
(296, 'photo keith kwok you''ve spent time halfway normal write occasional christians christians post click christians christians cloud admit phrase gimmick sorts primary goal inspire double-take putting collection words make people wait whaaat make people stop communicating christians mind thinking study monday sharp decline people claim sort religion today article study religious groups lost ground study study american religious identification survey percentage people call christian dropped generation today article americans claim religion category outranks major religious group catholics baptists barry kosmin survey''s co-author conclusion religion fashion statement deep personal commitment ouch surprised learn hear ex-catholic dylan rossi religion table start mocking religious ''spiritual response slice cringe bigger portion hope part world-focused human-centered part finds embarrassing worst team football team time turn news hearing crushing score night''s game commentators joking hear news so-called believers judgmental protesting marriage carrying signs hates world hear dylan rossi friends mocking believers wondering sense part part tuned soul care people part hears tiny urgent whisper time jason woke past sunday morning words persistently needling claims hear word distinctly time time rest tired ways church relating time dead tree bearing fruit time make creating happen painful pruning process make room newness case years surrounding divorce assure pleasant jason married years verse wedding invitations christ creation corinthians time open what''s past dusty traditions structures belief maddening headlines search good fruit likewise good tree bears good fruit tree bears fruit good tree bear fruit tree bear good fruit tree bear good fruit thrown fire fruit recognize matthew ', 'making room new_ life in__ an__ old_ faith ', 'divorce christian judgmental marketing religious christians_against_christians new_creation belief decline ebarrassing prune fruit'),
(298, 'photo jason failing kids home great things kids piles love snuggles shelves shelves books games healthy interesting food conversation call sporting approach family we''re family who''s playing catch working hand-eye coordination basketball hoop affixed garage growing we''re family biking park soccer ball football we''re family biking park yummy picnic books frisbee counts topic question pretty soccer love easy coasting focused steering honest thought kids love music creative play enjoy biking hiking gardening camping made point kind parent pushes kids feel naturally compelled kids coasting encouraging girls artsy things naturally love started panic girls swim fish team sports they''re loss throw catch swing ball dribble basketball mocked feel inadequate rest lives star played tennis softball growing join game family reunion church picnic feeling humiliated girls thing years attempting work skills encouraging team sport littlest daughter woke fact issue issue early fall starting grade told good eight-year-old actor writer scientist artist find laughable managed swallow laugh maternal protest rose surface asked questions listened quickly learned good perspective rooted playground learned soccer playing gymnastics practicing recess felt watch participate delicate parenting moments wanted reach magic child-rearing manual published crystal ball wing usual true parental love teamwork balance hand kids feel great long life comparing comparing type talent widely respected type athletic hand realistic kids compare part human part adolescent human realize amount well-intended words coming mouth glad learning play piano learning ball lots kids impressed writing abilities convince girls simply terms inside carefully walked line told good sport perfectly valid life deep devote time energy learning gymnastics soccer told story artist made participate teams older brother made miserable experience told wanted find sport work team knew fully capable gave mind speech giving good find felt jason commit working supporting endeavor thought told wanted learn play soccer jason started regularly taking yard kicking ball occurred favorite babysitters played college-level soccer hired teach techniques week fall watched blossom skill confidence back lessons played coach teaching learning taking deep breath today soccer practice park district team she''s brimming excitement signed weeks wearing soccer jersey shorts shin guards running practice dribbling kicking chance part worried protective ends feeling worse experience who''s playing soccer kindergarten frustrating quit bigger part excited filled anticipation possibility exciting soccer thing we''re learn lots great life-applicable conversations taste soccer thing ', 'parenting is__ not_ spectator sport ', 'family creativity sports athletic soccer confidence art_ comparison parenting'),
(300, 'divorce rate country find amazing unrealistic lame general societal response issue spectrum talk exist crowd denial deal problem they''re they''re busy teaching kids handy technique drama adds spice life crowd hear divorce divorcee shake heads sadly overly-dramatized fashion feel poor poor children spread news dramatically christian divorced worked range responses believers christians fall previous categories introduce couple special sub-categories judgmental happen approach enlightened happen approach everyone''s familiar judgmental enlightened share recently read post blog enjoy stuff christians called caught guard divorce blog meant funny problem post fact glad wrote divorce reader comments worked people proud ability divorce clinging over-simplified prevention methods offensive people lived divorce love feeling decision remove word ''divorce completely vocabulary divorce won''t happen christ center marriage idea what''s never-been-divorced person supposed realize awkward impossible difficult experience you''ve spouse died idea share insight divorce acknowledge horrible painful process effects ripple people years over-simplify judge prevent everyone''s marriage healthy dying uniquely complex imagine keeping mind world messes make redeemed turned good beautiful book community message hope learning embrace point life submitted essay book divorce women open moving accepted published june appealed project editor candace walsh approached topic divorce mind life escape hatch life published book joined community women share positive hopeful life-affirming perspective divorce connecting women amazing perspective too-often missing people''s understanding divorce they''ve experienced divorce perspective life check group''s facebook page read book attend readings planned powell''s portland june you''ll experience marion winik wrote advance blurbs book swimming english channel months miserable cold lonely suddenly pull crowd beautiful laughing women dripping bathing suits telling stories --marion winik author glen rock book dead ', 'go__ ahead ask_ me__ about my__ divorce ', 'divorce christian drama hope children ask_me_about_my_divorce denial perspective judging over-simplified offensive'),
(303, 'brother-in-law''s pug-beagle photo jason berg girls babies breastfeeding busy days punctuated moments peace calm worry part dogs true daughter baby sister busy toddler worked part-time copywriter design firm typical household chores midst potty training battle wills starting enjoy play dates organized activities midst bustle count baby needing middle gardening needed start dinner harbored touch resentment hungry baby snack hold distract activity baby thing needed succumbed felt grateful needed permission attend part required sitting completely relaxed read enjoyed baby busy days punctuated peaceful intervals babies guessed start worry human realize food hold simply hopes filling hole life unrealistic possibly disastrous jason talked extensively pros cons lives multiple reasons we''ve decided decision time revolving middle daughter whisperer couple weeks felt life spinning slightly control deadlines responsibilities realized wished wished excuse calm times breastfeeding suddenly occurred love attention dogs soothing relaxing stroke thing dogs regular exercise count craving -minute walk middle computer clear head talk times pull leave warm house walk moments wished stop feed baby routine good feed soul stretch legs offer fresh time what''s missing life girls older self-sufficient missing reason pause busyness search past month we''ve adopt saga worthy separate blog post match night jason drove zionsville indiana meet seven-month-old pug-beagle home foster family she''s sweetheart calm docile easygoing settled happily stayed hours petting silky ears neck drug lulling thick sweet stupor experience living room posted ', 'why_ every busy family needs dog_ ', 'peace breastfeeding motherhood dogs babies calm busy stillness walking parenting'),
(306, 'photo zack maccarthy generally aware saddened presence greed world history books filled stories people cheated stolen hurt make happy greed corner sitting open stacked complex layers layers news greed heart half headlines half surely find embedded negative heartbreaking story obvious examples bernie madoff''s ponzi scheme greatest financial scandal greed time possibly overlook recent report possibly million bonuses executives insurance company trouble place requiring federal bailout billion obvious stories pennsylvania judges allegedly million exchange unfairly sentencing juveniles privately youth detention centers found york yankee star a-rod highest-paid player baseball working magic steroids examples greed world realized greed sadden makes flat-out angry enraged word feel comfortable righteous anger wrote post recently general dislike testament learning parts biggest problems testament long line cruel kings blood revenge famines plagues wrathful anger sounds frighteningly familiar good thing slowly testament pastors teaching series isaiah small group we''re studying habakkuk week talked chapter ancient scenarios sidle neatly current contours check habakkuk builds realm unjust gain nest high escape clutches ruin plotted ruin peoples shaming house forfeiting life sounds sort today''s york times admit reporter strange dude penchant drama eerie similar verses read chapter blame struggling wrap mind habakkuk ultimately relates figure fill greed rampant people hurting anger thing righteous anger fuel extending justice mercy wronged innocent greed desperately point finger heard february story things perspective david beim columbia business school professor explained chart shows history consumer debt relation national consumer debt represents percent risen percent chart striking piece evidence happening toxic assets banks mechanics mortgage securitization ethics wall street beim problem problem banks greedy overpaid problem overborrowed beim we''ve living high living standard rising dramatically years borrowing money make prosperity happen line runs madoff jail executives bonuses incredibly angry things feel immense compassion who''s suffering greed fine line righteous anger self-righteous anger time examine greed claim responsibility mess we''re change live draw line sand guys side good guys pastors church line runs ', 'greed we''re rolling in__ it__ ', 'anger justice god_ bible sad_ money mercy old_testament greed news headlines righteous'),
(308, 'photo glennharper night finally meet good friends time kind statement throw parents grandparents loop spends fair amount time social media realm talking finally meet real life conversing sharing twitter facebook year social media demands friendship categories needed write endless posts social media ways affects community friendship conceptually terms day-to-day logistics surrounding interact fascinating here''s part wrote topic month post slightly face crowd find open-minded creating bonds friendship people person time sense old-fashioned friendship grasping ways bring home people line pick phone meet halfway feel compelled stamp card send snail mail makes feel we''re connected legitimate people follow twitter break long boring stretches afternoon make laugh unexpectedly they''re people spark thoughts ideas date latest news culture they''re generous advice sympathetic whine people follow twitter handful feel good friends people leaves essential strangers regularly sharing thoughts influenced meeting daisy karen karen night fell degree separation category we''re talking real life worlds karen lives york good friends longtime friend carmen carmen fast friends back lived grand rapids michigan worked office writer editor types sister publications karen people twitter connected immediately warmth ease year we''ve interacting times week chatting politics music food travel likes watch cooks saturday loves cats person night walked east village recognized karen immediately walked gave talk wandering seamlessly topic things happy hour get-together weekly event eventually carmen joined we''ve trio pals migrated dinner jason joining aspects life table tweet part evening brother bill lading enjoyed giving hard time tweet karen tweeted meet lovely writes feels blind date wrote death village drinks friend scheidel twitter friend daisy today time hanging night feel friend karen''s response picked left ', 'modern day_ penpal reunion ', 'twitter facebook social_media friendship conversation community friend'),
(310, 'photo moriza york past days overly stimulated utterly exhausted life leaves feeling quite fiber awake hyper-alert constantly verge collapse parenting young children closest thing you''ve analogies love hear visiting york couple times year clients long-time friend carmen favorite people lives brooklyn bonus trip finally meeting karen twitter friends wrote modern penpal reunion love york invigorating aspects obvious love food people-watching intense variety surprise recalibrate expectations stretching boundaries love knowing hear unexpected challenge thrown path tools love deciding makes feel adventurous capable wondering survived google maps phone beats quite city apologies lives lived york start debate gathering reactions occasional visitor limited capacities chaos long crashed hotel figure felt pummeled exhilarated city exciting mind walked found moments rest feel alive beat finally realized feel complete emotional-physical-mental exhaustion home physically exhausted mentally worn emotionally spent york resources give grow tired acting rushed impatient refusing smile feel constantly disoriented time emerge subway station feel stranded clue north south wireless bathroom break miss beat absent-minded sensory exhaustion layered gradually building finding pockets silence stillness peace impromptu retreat refueling takes effort find place settle stuff table conference room client''s office settle mind feel scattered restless missing exciting important planned fair amount writing york week make happen experiencing city worth raucous party missed matter terrible makes feel days good analogy york jager-bomb sophisticated drink caffeinated alcholic thing case order business back small midwestern town coming buzz properly sleeping city hangover ', 'emerging from my__ big-city over-stimulated stupor ', 'new_york chaos nyc_ stimulated exhausted invigorating travel sensory restless');
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(312, 'photo lyng couple months count stress social media realm past couple weeks wefollow twitter directory included directory words you''ll listed categories people similar interests find twitter pretty straightforward everyone''s pubescent-style identity crisis time heard wefollow clicked link added directory thought terms writer freelance typed deleted typed deleted generally over-thought replace writer blogger sound pompous common lot''s people moms mommy blogger mundane misleading issue struggled wanted include term expresses faith straightforward writer freelance christian christian term technically trigger instantly write problem direction percent people christians follow twitter bound sorely disappointed start hate-tweets point obama-hating christian follow flew handle referred dick cheney asshole tweet kind christian wanted search terminology started brainstorming options spiritual work potential sounding lots crystals possibly marijuana special place term emergent ideas developed emerging church resonate feels party stumbled everyone''s nice welcoming feel kind awkward belong conferences read books worry called poser emergent possibilities faith believer missional individual denominations associate wefollow register half dozen times time caught elusive term labels dangerous english language limiting boil idea characters twitter word wefollow space leeway slowly figuring refer faith blog cheek dichotomy phrases christians christians christians bust stereotypes terminology feel limited post-evangelicals recovering pharisees disciples naturally minor crisis curious christians kind christian examples found twitter people''s blogs thoughts ideas findings list over-thinking thing label christian means michael spencer internetmonk writes publications postevangelical reformation christian search jesus-shaped spirituality kary oberbrunner author book fine line handle recovering pharisee twitter blog noel heikkinen high school who''s pastor calls recovering hypocrit website gavin richardson guest post life pants describes serve creative live life great wife erin farting dogs crimson anticipating pellet child fall tagline blog back button move forward life monastic geek kevin roose authored book great title disciple matthew turner''s blog twitter handle jesusneedsnewpr genius opinion author book churched kid''s journey holy mess bios people wrote twitter erinwarde delightfully irreverent feminist episcopalian aspirant south passion social justice loving jbonewald presby pastor blogger dabbler photography infrequent biker simply ''those christians jimpalmer neighbor author triathlete friend people blog called divine nobodies shedding religion find angelaharms writer editor designer family mama excited light unconditional love infinite grace ', 'what do__ you_ call that other kind believer ', 'twitter christian stereotypes social_media faith spiritual terms labels emergent'),
(313, 'developed hunger nostalgia girl luckily sort childhood capable staving type hunger family camping trips complete sing-alongs fire cross country skiing woods northern michigan chocolate games yahtzee grandparents cabin admit memories picturesque point adult realistic years parents roof lucky childhood realize filled memory-making magic plenty tears bouts arguing myriad disappointments punctuated moments worry doubt real childhood wonderful good not-so-good moments uh-oh mama''s memory-making mission won''t work predilection nostalgia maternal instincts realism years shed perspective falls find wanting desperately make memories kids case missed problem lies making memories memories memories cherishing crafting stories wonderful things child psychologists memories play critical roles child''s sense family security self-awareness proper lingo clear truth life''s memories hold dear continue planned made outlined orchestrated rehearsed improvised happen moments completely surprise details dreamed memories making decent plan necessarily make memory saturday ninth birthday feeling guilty tired scattered felt plans guilt drives memory-making efforts surprised case time energy overboard compensate lack planning birthday fell spring break week adventures directions birthday arriving home disjointed family lots dirty laundry fridge scheduled return house boating caving horseback riding adventure parents time wanted birthday breakfast dinner groceries wrap gifts worried gifts exciting planned outing asked wanted invite friend feeling tired lame parenting fail birthday dawned cold miserable mentioned tired chaotic state messy house good ingredients magical memories managed couple ideas pass time grandma grandpa arrived open presents spent hour yarn pipe cleaners patterned wrapping paper scraps markers decorating heck plain brown paper-wrapped held biggest present soccer goal kind time needed days supply store check toys things dogs we''re week pick toys loved part preparation rituals build excitement upcoming event ninth birthday magically memory birthday memory remember children grandchildren emerged spontaneous desire observe earth hour global plan spend hour electricity let''s turn lights hour suddenly declared approached lights-out time whipping cream assembling seussian family-sized strawberry shortcake girls scrounging house candles flashlights began lighting candles strategically dining living rooms turned lights time light special candles sang happy birthday candle-lit house unexpected beauty adventure covering goosebumps laughed figure serve messy masterpiece near-dark taste-buds alert flavors textures buttery biscuit sweet-tangy strawberries cool smooth cream moved candles living room spent rest electricity-free hour playing charades room filled ninth birthday cozy warmth laughter people love crazy unplanned magical element forever trigger memory moment felt ', 'fine art_ not_ making memories ', 'guilt nostalgia childhood surprise birthday idyllic memories maternal parenting'),
(316, 'photo betsssssy word mind things garlic presses pads kitchen-aid mixer bike basket bike library farmers market assembly instructions ikea furniture handy spring mind word people relationships conversations stories technically conversation person they''re smart wise helpful informative thing blog you''ve warned imagine dismay read number point post twitter linked recall mistakes killing blog today walk common mistakes blogs make turn readers regular readers oftentimes mistakes killing blog less-than-useful posts exploring blogs time information interesting workouts yummy recipes good running advice frugality ideas inspiration improve life posts you''re times blogger interesting writer you''ll read posts they''re favorite bloggers interesting funny time you''re stuff blog scan front page find single post you''re outta time start planning blog''s funeral worked things approach social media concept sets ranting carrying husband decides blog survive king court bloggingland trust wrote post stance common hundreds posts articles giving formula making money blog attracting huge popular twitter bother experts telling people blog posts defines what''s general population broaden definition garlic press ikea instructions apply blog posts personally posts weight loss tips home improvement ideas post makes remember forgotten makes laugh difficult makes complex topic completely great story great storytelling feed soul soul worth bloggers soul-stirring earlier week wrote story daughter''s ninth birthday fine making memories posted tweet bambooforest limited time enthusiasm learned blogs ensure read post good feeling extra sensitive blog cares cycle replied writes define friend jumped re-tweet question exchange writerdad writes bambooforest define bamboo sheer pleasure entertainment make writes writerdad read non-useful blogs article define writerdad writes blog stirs endless lists tips soul writerdad post birthday glad write post shared tips make memories joked written steps making memorable memories post step fully charge camera battery step view event camera''s lens stopping frequently pose great shot idea feeling quite frustrated anymore feeling grateful people writerdad tells wonderful non-useful stories blog grateful people modite who''s brave challenge guys blog jebdickerson rant established system blog ultimately seeking community people thoughtful searching grateful readers you''re adding numbers statistics individuals individual reasons pretty read blog hopes rich lose weight famous writer show suspect stories life messy complicated blog great format sorting ', 'disclaimer this is__ not_ useful blog ', 'twitter blog social_media story soul useful one-way rant experts think frustration'),
(503, 'photo kristin tennant monday kids school friend lisa girls friends cornfield maze hardy''s reindeer ranch sixth graders explore lisa fourth-graders moms goal make kids catching decided lead putting squabbles devising plan gave child equal turns make decisions fork path wonderful fork road metaphor enters picture kids made choices left let''s left let''s back turn lisa happily trailed rear chatting hour passed locate stations kids once-boundless energy beginning wane decided give wise parental direction problem clue looked completely lost general sense direction blindly auto-pilot street-smart brain position worried real danger great life lessons began emerge experience metaphors waiting interpreted love metaphors rich broad life lessons embedded nook daily lives notice interpret helping part god''s specific holy spirit''s holy spirit definition difficult grasp clearest ways sense spirit life occasional ability interpret appears small mundane unimpressive large scope things begin fathom rich moments lessons whiz miss slow open clicks amazing light bulb moments spirit responsible happened corn maze thinking realms life follow blindly people easy slip auto pilot mode consciously control freak flow make decisions give kids autonomy generally orchestrate danger lies waiting extreme slip mode blindly mode lose sense reality orientation matters suddenly find knowing arrived means lose ability jump assistance critical moments difference blind trust blindly metaphor formed question kind follower fully trust blindly blind trust type trust starting blind trust quite tend turn street-smart brains simply play follow leader auto-pilot created real switches knobs spirit whispering yesterday midst confusion corn maze follow alert tools eyes open forget trust remembering created ', 'uncovering life lesson in__ cornfield maze ', 'trust parenting metaphor lessons holy_spirit interpret grasp lead follow direction blindly orientation'),
(318, 'photo d''arcy norman difficult girl hard remember coming room sort argument crying felt terrible reason impossible determined willed words stuck opened mouth spent years thinking core makes stubborn thankfully made progress words rolled tongue divorce attest heaps wrongs gradually pile garbage dump hurts angers collected time mountains muster courage step front pain sincerity small thing face overwhelming mess feels you''ve steps huge mountain trash exhausted camp night easy feel defeated hopeless begin one-time verbal gradually divorce learned amazing thing amazing things here''s learned healing expression sorrow regret forgiveness spoken words single moment process lived small actions great stretch time people daunting feels doable real yesterday sort filled grace forgiveness tense awkward moments verbal acceptances apologies life lived simple harmonious ex-husband morning jason''s ex-wife afternoon soccer game exciting deal missed month check post parenting spectator sport girls parents weekend jason maeve headed soccer field scattered thought bring blanket chairs field playing bleachers middle daughter sitting blanket stepmom eager bond invited share blanket spent hour chatting doting maeve cheering team sitting comfortably morning sunshine forgiveness feels trip lunch jason home ex-wife partner baby invited celebrate birthday you''re confused friendship back archives read road trip husband''s ex-wife gorgeous party yard talked afternoon sunshine drinking wine showered birthday attention watched open presents maeve introduced enormous beast creating entertaining sight cake late afternoon drooped causing reach sweaters headed home forgiveness feels cake laughter conversation baby celebrate glad learning side forgiveness inch inch side suggesting words incredibly important starting words walking everything''s generally quick-fix approach won''t mountain hurt anger desperately we''re find land grace ', 'welcome to__ another day_ to__ practice grace ', 'divorce grace forgiveness sorry apologize regret actions'),
(320, 'meet maeve we''ve week transition remarkably significant shift daily routines household things shift we''re everyday aspects lives ways ways feel shifting maeve lives true time replaces pseudo time knew relax recline sofa count relaxing laptop stomach technically counts relaxing reading book watching episode wire jason ways books shows items to-do list to-do list work list teaches fully utterly relax down-time expert canines maeve crown princess sofa favorite place finds patches happen fall arranges velvety comfortable ways breathes needed inspiration practice absolutely break sofa maeve complete vacate leaving home practicing affectionate side love girls older expression love complex babies love feeding cuddling older kids love problem solving explanations navigate world build confidence teach skills they''ll life important good good reminded powerful pure affectionate silent time tempted explain maeve busy leave crate hours jason town days option show love calming worries building confidence undivided attention affection explanations words morning walks contemplation prayer tend focused thinking loud conversation work deeply completely walking sort problems complete thoughts trailed lost busy days write entire blog posts head talk found difficult length sitting taking walk sort thinking praying morning start maeve rarely time day''s to-do list urging straight computer maeve perfect excuse to-do list wait good sticky glue blended family jason anticipate maeve wonderful bind family blended families marriage families called tricky biological ties bind girls families relatives friends homes families jason histories traditions we''re share blend family building stories traditions maeve belongs share equal affection common doting cuddling fests true family activities carry cute yawns cocks head listen realize family join ridiculousness activity solely girls pile mornings lovey-dovey marvel ended world ', 'how_ small pup_ can_ be__ wise teacher ', 'divorce prayer love affection dog_ down-time relax pet_ contemplation blended-family parenting'),
(322, 'photo creap today maundy thursday jesus celebrated passover disciples time crucified good friday important christians denominations recognize supper jesus gave disciples communion time luke tells story growing pastor united methodist church family attended chose mark maundy thursday passover meal church readings service abbreviated symbolic foods remember stories eating things represent resonating moody adolescent church maundy thursday service tonight jason girls friends house farmer city seder meal suspect obama fans goyim we''re participating seder president suddenly rage obamas hosting seder white house evening fourth year we''ve joined dorie elie daughter important meal year decided perfect opportunity post archives years chag sameach seder farmer city life sums halfway normal concept dorie elie eliezer happen yeshiva teacher mother starters dorie elie live farmer city halfway normal illinois house dorie elie moved literal halfway geographical location halfway normal number healthy ways favorite things conducted relationship scientifically backwards fashion summer college pregnant baby moved bought house moved jersey farmer city married years baby elie post-punk dorie''s crafty jewish she''s protestant earnest she''s bubbly works halfway normal past couple years elie dorie hosted hanukkah seder dinners brick victorian farmhouse they''re painstakingly restoring jason raised christian families respect jewish traditions make point aware christians jews alike beliefs kids real jewish holiday meal great thing surreal farmer city town people years asked farmer farmers expect jewish residents you''re driving town grain elevator humming jewish holiday tunes feeling you''re illicit gathering secret society hide brush pull curtains elie dons yamaka lights candles drink large goblets sweet wine gulp horseradish matzoh night wears singing seder order kaddesh urechatz karpas grows increasingly robust kids delighted begin understand normal scene seeking find sameness celebrate difference small town jewish specifically general easy place farmer city perpetuate stereotypes midwest lack openness real issue smaller towns imagine small town issue geographical lived small town coast elie dorie moved illinois suspected judged neighbors part east coast part elie jewish part plans house yard plans town small proves you''re apparently suspicions neighbors feelings confirmed elie neighbor claimed mowed lawn recently elie studying plant biology university explain broader vision yard growing wildflowers part yard plant hostas neighbor buying retiring worked lawn chemical company yard consists plain green short grass fence started accusing moneyed people east unconventional fancy ideas things escalated neighbor report elie people plenty lawyers family jewish dorie elie thing response situation threw party exact lawn soiree complete silver script-inscribed napkins croquet fancy-schmancy cocktails bunch friends wearing formal wear fancy wonderful time celebrating elie dorie neighbors ', 'seder in__ farmer city revisted ', 'christian stereotypes obama seder farmer_city jewish different same passover goyim traditions'),
(326, 'photo ross today days years throes unhappiest time life occurred knowing worse makes feel untethered reality disconnected emotions mind body planets unable connect remember evening realization ex-husband months earlier moved central illinois teaching university wrapped colleagues grad students exhibits visiting artists working part-time copywriter editor firm left feeling flat unfulfilled winter coming devastation fresh busy small children home essentially friendless evening suddenly struck evening husband needed break leave manage evening routine kids moment realized idea wanted needed fairy godmother appeared ready magically make happen knew idea week mexico friend fully funded shopping spree life marriage turn back clocks turn ahead idea flaws possibility left feeling wanting unfulfilled part pacing unable find comfortable spot settle degrees knowing trigger sensation past week exhausting jason town single parent mode girls days school threw work routine whack seder hosted gaggle nine-year-old girls birthday party house guests weekend throwing non-stop frenzy cooking clean-up yesterday suddenly immerse year''s significant christian holiday arrived church feeling marathon trained stretched back mind desperately holding moment monday morning leave house quiet time thrown state knowing today''s sense knowing dramatic desperate experienced past questions life answered jason girls home writing renewed understanding god''s love wandering untethered feeling back friend write client project tackle work completely click heels instantly feel mild case immediately reminded moment life realized frightening triggering sensation eating food caused miserable bout food poisoning past memory wave nausea wash desperately knowing cling work hang hope desires plans shifting mid-course wondering force embrace wanting talk talk young child excited food activity initially wanted spend floating current knowing waiting ', 'when you_ don''t even know what to__ wish ', 'hope confusion wandering want untethered unhappy disconnected'),
(328, 'morning read blog post instantly made mind race raring write blog post love post revved today rebecca thorman blog modite ruin local community words ruin local community make heart race rebecca''s post gave reasons fear things love life deep sense place people live parks front porches parents walking children sidewalks school cafes libraries farmers markets bike things rebecca working local communities collapse housing market prominence facebook serving chief community-builder makes good points committing home prevent committing community house issue dear you''ve read post turning point street address here''s part comment left rebecca''s blog house owned owning home neighborhood change feel community interact invest committed people parks years bought current home feeling extremely restless unhappy circumstances change buying house represented turning point symbolized deliberate decision embrace thought entire generation people worries feels tied feel addicted options possibilities refusing commit affects respond committed concrete began open caring people places caring knew hurt lost acts compassion abstract concreteness rooted physical geographic place connects care people concerns joining twitter concern rebecca''s post prompted revisit effect online communities give show compassion you''re active twitter you''re presented times opportunities give well-known organizations american heart association opportunities respond natural disasters grassroots pleas twitter meet rent payment avoid evicted people utilizing twitter creative ways part wonderful twitter vehicle philanthropy lots people generous make happen twitter face making easy give great concern ways give today removed physical communities day-to-day lives gen-y phenomenon giving easy on-line makes feel good checked to-do list important give food bank helps feed families kids local school eye-opening give soup kitchen volunteer time meaningful give money teenagers church poorest counties build houses habitat humanity hear stories return sense concrete physical community dissolves acts compassion abstract cease compassionate ', 'when community compassion become abstract ', 'twitter facebook compassion home community neighborhood place gen-y commitment concrete abstract giving philanthropy'),
(330, 'photo sectionz love stories people share blog heartbreaking burrow here''s reader named keren left april response post ahead divorce left husband half years putting physical emotional abuse started punching honeymoon deciding kill live longer staunch fundamentalist christian time hardest decision made life knew children make lives hell family utterly devastated parents siblings speak years happened years slowly patching things family taking long time longer christian idea worshipping parents worship repugnant religion meant turned backs time desperately needed love support completely response keren told christian makes angry christians religion excuse treat unjustly void love compassion jesus modeled christians family friends horrific changing listen speak stop thinking story scores similar experiences christians reacted understandably rejecting faith feels epidemic control sadly change perspectives judgmental christians partly people sinful plain simple partly mission shift perspective judged hurt judged people walked church things root confusion here''s gradually learned learning speak giving god''s people power authority speak desperately understand hear we''re quick personify imagine embodied pastor parent christian author easy reach point we''ve allowed outspoken bold group people executive board god''s corporation leave sort mascot brand corporation face corporation represents company''s mission statement authority completely understand keren clear case family turned backs abusive marriage keren allowing messed humans god''s spokespeople tempted devote life putting loud false-speaking people place important adjust listen change speak thing perfect person mold issue needed work understanding closely related issue tendency personify understand terms understand people parents shiny perfect fake pastor spent years thinking subconsciously wanted type person thought supposed toil year year specific ideal person sort thought general ideal person mold mind supposed squeeze meant chopping leaving parts walk faith knew things person matter hard pretty miserable person close view absolutely wrong person weaknesses desires quirks things excited things chop perceived soften redirect redeem good amputations place understood believed tricky clear path freeing place starting fully arrive start embrace send signs affirmation signs form jason loved miraculously person love unexpected places god''s disappointed love ', 'problem with letting people speak god_ ', 'divorce judgmental stories identity confusion listen redeem heartbreaking'),
(332, 'photo jason berg weekend bedroom dresser blinds windows removed over-the-door hooks loaded sweatshirts robes throw rugs dust bunnies vacuumed insert enormous contented sigh love bedroom peaceful monk-like sanctuary rest clear thoughts wide open airy reality permanent removed cleaned preparation paint trim house years lots molding windows large baseboards beveled doors picture rail walls meet ceiling moved house bedroom trim dark green jason wanted paint white knew requiring coats paint we''re painting face stuff removed room magically disappear pushed closets stacked temporarily girls bedrooms lots basement basement story stuff bedroom meantime find spending lots time lying petting maeve naked windows leaves budding black walnut tree rooms clean cluttered rooms home perfect metaphor rooms work sort kitchen part nurtures hands love dining room represents love community hospitality sharing living room room intellect read listen converse ideas bedroom private space represents intimacy marriage private ways private thoughts emotions private fears private messes reside door automatically closed company house room embarrasses annoys comforts offers rest place utterly reasons closing doors physical bedroom metaphoric pretty mess last-minute house cleaning tricks company involves taking random things living room dining room quite hiding bedroom imagine time we''ve amassed quite collection stuff cleaning bedroom saturday time admit jason work good matter moving pieces furniture book slippers bedroom true wreck addition laundry basket full packed lone socks girls outgrown clothes items clothing hand-washing stack half-read books yorkers grown toppling pile floor mixed tissues dust bunnies stop sharing details lose friends stop cringing spring cleaning realistic over-extend metaphor tempted private-public spaces desire hide stuff close doors present bright clean face tempted spring cleaning junk moved temporarily organized things part completely empty room interesting long-term refreshed spending time completely empty bedroom realistic approach life private space good thing face junk deal feel good leaving bedroom door open ', 'facing messiest room in__ my__ home self ', 'home mess bedroom house spring-cleaning private peaceful clutter rooms public closed-doors'),
(334, 'photo daniel lobo live towns easy joke people real joke recession realize borderline problematic college town real generally translates requires place task -plus hours week hundreds professors words real jobs mind good humor judgment freelance writer real client work yoga pants t-shirt morning break lunch shower finally hour work stopping walk girls home school hang definition real fine thing long food table lives affected mess work ways work wear hours friends ellen gabriel real definition level ellen nurse midwife town''s largest hospital fall -plus-hours-a-week category real responsibilities delivering babies gabriel teaches ethnomusicology university emphasis jazz wrote book thelonious monk ellen messes work mess worst thing happen make fool chatting jazz cocktail party funny truth jobs matter people''s lives world concrete measurable ways jobs good branding marketing work throw days week clients periodically phases feel guilty work writing cigarette market things higher education cool modernist furniture convince people teaching kids school dominican republic friend emily making people free health care community friend jeff people make good news spread write people things matter make difference people''s lives spread news feels good recently interviewed evelyn busby executive director achieving independence center philadelphia feature article writing evelyn''s center works foster kids teens early interviewing evelyn stopped -plus young people country foster care system year evelyn thinks moment she''s constantly working give hope realize hope center offers practical teach life skills homework applications find place live show college real option aspects evelyn''s work move focus emotional well-being kids experienced disappointment rejection trauma young lives center listen sense belonging acceptance kids feel included valued learn trust hope they''re learning escape change past learn ways carry future evelyn they''re learning light things matter clear lots things matter sorts jobs carpentry deliver mail matters helping find hope light happen things excited they''re things easily day-to-day interactions people community volunteer opportunities things move evelyn''s work nurturing sense belonging acceptance hope moving forward interactions blog blogs read makes grateful connect people writing possibly nurture things group people real cares part work dollars ', 'how_ do__ you_ define real job_ ', 'guilt hope social_media marketing writing freelance job_ work foster-kids real-job'),
(337, 'moses statue notre dame photo paul everett woke morning morning edition news notre dame-obama debacle subhead plainly puts anti-abortion groups decry obama''s graduation speech majority catholic voters support president issue escalated past couple weeks angry opponents started website notredamescandal petition reads notre dame chosen prestige principles popularity morality stop scandal lady''s university website cries sheesh overly-dramatic issue makes cringe jason news report finished closed-minded stuck past catholics pope telling africa condoms won''t slow spread nation''s president university pro-life platform university pleased president united states visit spotted hypocritical inconsistent plain clear hate alma mater''s invitation president april sitting cafe friend fellow calvin college graduate happened live central illinois town time arrived table show slid laptop front typed google showed page brought calvin college homepage splash read president george bush speak calvin college commencement here''s lame press release subject looked computer screen words experienced visceral physiological response heart rate picked felt dizzy speechless passed two-year mark iraq widespread national anger george bush growing january deadliest started rassmusen reports june percent americans president bush responsible starting iraq saddam hussein percent believed hussein responsible pissed words describe felt george bush time christian college alma mater good educational experience pleased punch president grace presence angry principle christian beliefs embarrassed christians christians moment inviting bush calvin college extending stereotypes christians work turned people angry started lots conversations mobilized people action calvin faculty students alumni signed letter grand rapids press part deeds president neglecting needy coddle rich desecrating environment misleading country exemplify faith live visit calvin college swimingly karl rove expected power pissed people dialogue action stirred notre dame catholics hundreds notre dame students mobilized support president obama matters everyone''s happy time else''s decisions beliefs we''re worked side debate we''re react strongly publicly strongly pro-life anti-war stance process hope learn respect opinions work hope we''re close-minded stereotypes groups people rest thankful live world agree ', 'notre dame obama my__ own_ inconsistencies ', 'christian stereotypes obama anger christians_against_christians politics war_ dialogue president_bush belief notre_dame_university calvin_college scandal hypocrit inconsistency'),
(339, 'photo scarleth white busy things busy watch movie falling asleep busy busy romantic leisurely walks beach jason beach hand time bigger hurdle fool divorced make time love main love language quality time demand focused attention time gladly trade lower-maintenance higher-efficiency option love language idea love languages concept you''re familiar book gary chapman love languages express heartfelt commitment mate term love languages sounds cheesy wait book cover website inspired photo chose post wait read book written style stomach entire time reading simultaneous re-write mind read suffer literary experience convinced concept heart book brilliant concept aware you''re married helps understand deeply-rooted things childhood parents relationship deal love adult fresh understanding here''s idea nutshell perfectly valid ways demonstrate love responds strongly specific expression love main love language regular sufficient amounts love expressed resonates chapman love tanks full weather life relationship problem people love instance spouse share primary love language tend express love receive buying people type gifts receive result loving people speaking wrong love language partner feeling love problem turns core failed marriage idea time empty love tank decade ex-husband money here''s trade love languages primary quality time secondary love language physical affection doubt they''re require greatest amount focused time thing life short days context love languages order importance acts service words affirmation gifts great things magic accomplish trick filling love tank full tank plowing deadlines missing beat tonight busy preparing copywriting seminar teaching wednesday jason cleaning entire kitchen cooked dinner typically shared cleanup enormously grateful acts service love language gifts love tank filled jason stopping store home work pick favorite chocolate five-minute detour night happily spent evening tackling work kind encouraging words trick words affirmation jason quite nice things tonight words make feel extra happy make feel deeply loved feel deeply loved jason''s undevoted time attention talk listen laugh problem-solve sounding board confidant things time plain simple multi-tasking time half-focused-on-something-else time set-everything-else-aside time realize love languages core part jason fell love jason pointed love languages compliment nicely work primary language words affirmation naturally pours time spent talking craving acts service nice things make spending time trickier kill love languages stone speak helps share secondary language physical contact details leave ', 'i''d_ like to__ trade in__ my__ love languages please ', 'divorce marriage time love relationships love-languages focus expression'),
(341, 'photo james trosh conversations campfire wandering winding organically threads attach word idea makes start completely forget began earth ended love love types campfire conversations emerge time time blogs blog surprises energizes time happened comments post notre dame obama inconsistencies wrote post call worked alma mater invited george bush speak commencement pooh-poohed catholics worked obama speaking notre dame ultimately wondering thought good idea invite presidents spoke deeply-held beliefs talk debate emerged comments politics religion stereotypes post briefly mentioned upset president bush speaking calvin college reinforced stereotypes christians blackwasp mention good friend church zeroed sentence responding part believed calvin''s invitation bush reinforced stereotypes base level understand clarification assuming reinforce stereotypes speaking fortify stereotypes mis-perceptions accepted part culture listing primary stereotypes response wrote bringing reinforcing stereotypes non-christians told amazed relieved find stand matters stereotypes alive quiet reinforces response blackwasp entire conversation thoughts jumped check comments brings stereotype confront simply mentioning stereotypes conversations beneficial stereotypes partially stop referencing lived lives what''s give stereotypes smackdown thinking questions bubbled surface shine light existing good automatically good multiply shine light picture solidarity important valuable calling people harming greater broader good question applies calling people part group self-identify you''re christian woman you''re black you''re part family origin effective fight stereotypes active approaches necessarily subtle passive approaches easily argue instance simply president simply small task barack obama fight stereotypes surrounding black people speaking directly stereotypes single effective counteract stereotypes we''re people slightly greatly approaches gravitate approach feel calling blackwasp problem angle good-cop bad-cop combo sort thing world combating problems ', 'should stereotypes be__ forced into spotlight ', 'stereotypes barack_obama conversation belief inconsistent confront solidarity'),
(345, 'mixed media ruthieonart life''s fascinating mysteries forgiveness reconciliation talking borrowed shirt ruined sort reconciliation important daughters imagine important house talking sort forgiveness rarely emerge pain life read amazing article yorker life fifteen years genocide rwanda reconciliation defies expectations knew million tutsi people massacred days starting april read article reconciliation place today article rwanda safest orderly countries africa rwanda nation hundred thousands people part mass murder live intermingled level society families victims imagine imagine walking street regularly passing murdered brother husband raped sister killed baby impossible made rwanda''s decision convene system outdoor community courts gacaca million genocide cases adjudicated year here''s article''s author philip gourevitch describes court system gacaca designed reward confessions objective render rudimentary justice mete punishment emotional catharsis establishing collective accounting truth crimes place committed system perfect stories corruption people skeptical sincerity confessions pleas forgiveness astounding reconciliation fascinating reaches life sentence post word fascinating describe forgiveness reconciliation realize word feel step back process observer what''s fascinating counter-intuitive unnatural process forgiveness hurt wronged part tells walls protect wounds hurt wronged part tells walls protect pride naturally putting walls manage live radical forgiveness reconciliation small fascinating mind-blowing life-changing written fair amount played life aftermath divorce posts check familiar story practice grace girls kinds parents grew singing grace church college basic understanding grace god''s grace complete forgiveness acceptance deserve earn make murdering beloved family member john newton captain slave trade ship mid- called amazing grace likened inexplicable miracles lost found blind suddenly regaining sight good stuff hard sounds poetic lovely hard impossible check god''s chosen people holy dearly loved clothe compassion kindness humility gentleness patience bear forgive grievances forgive lord forgave virtues love binds perfect unity colossians reaction world reaction waaah small ways people rwanda living side side people devastated lives doubt powerful force world relief utter freedom true reconciliation powerful grasp average everyday people lives live ', 'power average people defying all_ reason ', 'divorce grace forgiveness reconciliation truth rwanda genocide catharsis confession'),
(343, 'photo john rawlinson walk walk slogan crop walk ecumenical fund- awareness-raising walk focused fighting global hunger poverty idea people world walk great distances kind weather basic life requirements water food six-mile crop walk trek good sense distance walk daily simple powerful symbol yesterday jason girls local crop walk group people church hundred community jason participated crop walks kids parents forward continuing tradition family walked began walking global tradition began broadly role walking played life walking bond felt walking powerful intellectual spiritual communal experience ages pretty thought walking form parental torture family camping trips national parks walking miles heat occasional sips tepid water tasted plastic refresh time middle school started enjoy parents memory time high school clicked walking context fresh perspective thinking talking teen years pretty conversations happened taking evening walk talked weighty issues felt talk freely walked walking minds muscles joints stretches loosens thoughts emotions lodged we''re intently focused making school work walking fully pressure sitting important times symbolic satisfying heading direction entire group people yesterday create rhythm cadence move agreement purpose measure progress real jason enjoyed taking walks girls occur ideal family activity suddenly everyone''s favorite spend time girls simply love we''re walking parents listening ears hands change scene stepping house neighborhood wonders everyone''s moods walking search deep change scene physical activity pumping blood helps walking walking focus sitting accurate focus deeper part memory subconsciousness walking uncover thoughts nagging examine closely pray feels honest real fluidly compose entire blog posts unable grasp computer touch often-muffled voice deep walking connect human race walked crop walk yesterday passed time telling stories talking plans summer greeting people route thinking private thoughts felt sense oneness people world idea walk miles water carrying heavy container walking barefoot uneven paths raising money people oneness realizing people world move basic putting foot front passing time telling stories singing songs making connections deepest parts ', 'when we__ walk we__ grasp our_ humanity ', 'sameness stories conversation community perspective family walking hunger poverty global oneness'),
(347, 'maeve cuddling scary grader we''ve maeve month week headed walk passed door neighbor jane sitting porch jane positively prances confident owns world jane hard-core lover teaches training classes pleased neighborhood canine expert maeve''s progress settled life she''s acting she''s loved jane continued matter-of-fact she''s care she''s loved special love loved special spoke words knew jane''s theory true loved special life''s magic elixir finally worked maeve''s bloodstream part rough puppy months maeve months born puppy mill indiana understand puppy mills typically places dogs bred poor conditions concern health mothers purpose making money puppies states pennsylvania missouri indiana regulations maeve rescued puppy mill no-kill shelter details fuzzy spoke person made rescue picture masked bandit swoops white horse scooping neglected dogs riding sunset tells quite dramatic rescue rescue maeve lived shelter sort kennel weeks moving foster family lived couple months moving called kelsey struck hang give child negatively affected jason maeve foster family''s home sweet docile tentative life unpredictable hard quite world imagine found ways cope learned expect life reach full potential dogs foster home close companions high-energy loud lived friends light saber fights warned advance tentative kids aggressive girls mellow great animals concerned chance forever family couple weeks variety things worried maeve people riding bikes street cleaners recycling trucks basement stairs unknown world awaited bottom maeve worried children children made loud noises unexpected sudden movements walk yard kids playing stayed opposite side street began desperately pulling leash begging turn route imagine traumatic morning walk school kids hopping cars calling friends charging noisily front doors school careful slow-moving calm children maeve slinking room ears back tail girls fine -year-old slightly worried -year-old avoid -year-old admit worried stressed maeve perfect jason place kids felt burning care worry living creature starting develop complex matter back yard playing maeve felt starting make tiny progress neighbor thundering slide climber waving sort sword thought maeve cardiac arrest doggy defibrillator patience love consistency time balm worked hard muffle startling things life main technique taking nooks indentations worry fear settle maeve filling love affection family-wide snuggling sofa maeve center time focus imaginary past fears suddenly click family forever family animal shelters knew ultimately focused what''s trust feel secure matter happening maeve prances jane head ears walk line cars depositing kids school mornings she''s curious worried thing sees hears saskia running sidewalk friends maeve wriggles whimpers loved special affect ', 'world changes when you''re loved special ', 'worry family love kids dog_ rescue parenting'),
(349, 'photo ifraud conversations track ways border annoying perspective type imagined learning flow highly logical orderly part extricate detour discuss interesting process weekend left comment post mine published radiant magazine week post difficult summarize handful words social media requires guts lunch friend words statement write blog characters limit twitter social media demands neat tidy package we''re creating personal brands ways average person generation considered response post dismay social media feeds narcissism attention deficit disorder here''s excerpt reading blogs reading commercial web-sites life venture enterprise campaign project syndicate find social networking stifling misleading self-absorbed pushing emotion thought initial knee-jerk response ouch slightly knee-jerk response grrrrrr debate-oriented response bring fourth response written actual comment radiant post comment raise good questions people love social media frustration concern surrounding affects understanding community embraced extent healthy skepticism here''s discovered social media time takes hold culture christians choice redeemed good call avoid hope chosen approach good interactions people meet social media interactions ways in-person school interactions mode great potential honesty truth-telling real plenty opportunity self-centered false cold call social media self-absorbed narcissistic acknowledge narcissism apparent off-line unfair reading radiant blog reading blogs reading commercial web-sites finally strong real-life community community built twitter blog interacted people line worrisome interaction person line begins words sentences builds real question begin form interaction takes words identify terms faith questions ideas ponder interaction made things love hear thoughts bloggers respond debate comments disagree coming aggressive defensive readers comfortable sharing comment blog you''ve built sort relationship blogger make easier harder disagree case interacted person left comment find annoying refreshing conversations wander original intentions finally potential pitfalls social media versus opportunities good much-discussed topic returning directions ', 'is__ social media stifling self-absorbed ', 'twitter social_media blogging community conversations off-track detour summary narcissism disagree'),
(351, 'photo technologik yesterday morning heading chicago sitting shotgun fellow third-grade drove chatted backseat making torrential downpour speed felt safe safe charter whizzed passing lane pretty fast conditions buses asked back seat instinctively hoped daughters felt terrible buses filled precious fourth grade children neighborhood elementary school felt slightly ridiculous danger protect children worrying parents worry periodically talk brink panic helpless misery guess natural feeling wheel transporting flesh blood destination what''s stake crazy love heightens senses awareness potential dangers felt relieved reached chicago''s field museum offered chaperone control daughter friends range sight turns partly true parent you''re completely charge field museum extra crowded chaotic end-of-the-year field trips exhibits dark winding complex offshoots side rooms forks road times feels cornfield maze you''re egyptian tomb walk corner pack life-like stuffed hyenas ready attack explore silly making hold hands stick preschoolers girl idea looked interesting exhibit explores interesting thing pace daughter instance group wanted read sigh frantically scanning rooms corners locate children charge suddenly occurred easy lose track child field museum learning time hours accounted kids buses back museum iced feet chair gaze t-rex''s hindquarters needed decompress defenses responsible good feeling realized young classmates learning responsible they''re explore corners oasis middle african dessert trust find back safer place catch breath setting explore whatever''s ', 'parenting around unknown corners ', 'chicago children fear worry unknown field-trip chaperone protect control responsibility parenting');
