photo mckay savage noticed handed tough questions recent series posts doubt hardest scariest feel faith question huge thousands people written millions words subject embarrassing question made great strides moving stage life involved hiding believed felt safe hint sheepishness listens talk special things jesus makes difference sounds utterly insane post fall open mouth insert whatever's real wrote conversation small group church back september sharing story walking people convert bringing faith conversation makes sense discussed number things heart telling clear winner emerged fear specifically fear non-christians dismiss discover week small group talked fear arises moments mentioning faith decide hits head-on asks bother true asked question flat times thought answer scary answering scarier feels beat fear person small group contemplating articulate necessarily harder words feeling conditioned trust respect feelings feelings sees loads evidence faith jesus live jesus serving focusing fruits spirit positive affect world period grew hating church people family church christians free rules living kind freedom completely evident believes true world works world feels lines jesus jesus teaches live peace pinned listening working hard digging deep words felt amazing sense peace move crowding fear embarrassment evasiveness convincing explanations solid smart concretely passionate abstract gather embrace collection things typically difficult embrace world grey areas things feelings ideas intellect hope mere fact collection average humans leap evidence explanation 