I am forever finding myself in this same struggle..."I'm a Christian, but not that kind of Christian." I attend a fairly traditional church, but because our pastor preaches such a compassionate gospel, I am continually drawn there.  In studying the Bible, I strongly hear the messages of newness, connectedness, the compassion of Christ and resist (spirit-led) any interpretation that He is exclusive.  I keep quiet too often and want to embrace the "It is time" mantra with you.