here's reliable sign good place happy home chicago visiting portland oregon glad-to-be-back maxim test week jason returned -day honeymoon greece beautiful delicious greece stress home sweet home people live east central illinois fall deep depressions returning town long city mountains oceans extended family good feelings hinge geography people talking love jason love story pretty stand back midst despair trapped champaign-urbana hopelessness tendency hover annoyingly unlikelihood meeting dreams isolated limited pool divorced young children christian faith important thrive girl words good party back drinks love music live shows dancing stuck champaign-urbana meet who's factors throwing extra hopes here's singles thirty-something woman young children seeks handsome tall dark thirty-something loves kids instant family church saturday night generally social successful big-city type perfectly happy remain small midwestern town years imagine hopelessness subtract married tenured professors equation you're left town full undergrads read frat boys people passing began systematically dream requirements christian heck smart agnostic smart successful scared death kids handsome great kids bright sacrifice figured jason walks life meet church months ellen dorie knew jason simply cute church miraculously things hypothetical singles cooks dances wonderful extended family surprising mysterious blessing havah jason's daughter years older oldest biological sister girls true biological sister love story fond hearing possibly doubt heaven rest case 