photo jason church pretty sunday feels waste time deep wishing home muffin york times sounds pretty nice wondering aspect church motivates habit grew church regularly sunday mornings simply we're social idea weekly gathering variety people coming sing support drink coffee afraid honestly we're growing changing living grace forgiveness people evidence growth change tangible sense gradually building church based hope ultimately church variety reasons mentioned thought wondering time time what's point justice good answer truthful church leaving made question idea church floated months wondering finally decided visit fellowship part drawn commitment call mercy justice issues community world attractive part grown justice-oriented family church subconscious felt safe group people focused brokenness imperfections world people mission helps church make sense piece bother coming puzzle point jesus gather people true point church base mercy justice gathering fellowship integral part living belief question left belief we've gathered make real world helping people welcoming people beginning catch glimpses church bother gathering recently began hosting weekday soup kitchen building feeding people people frequent soup kitchen started joining worship sunday morning sitting back heartily singing songs leaning forward focus teachings pause clear thrilled church love things fall short ways perfect mercy justice efforts past sunday pretty caught glimpse heaven-on-earth service fellowship potluck feed hungry people family looked fellowship hall kinds people kinds including sitting eating soup kitchen extra step real we're we're invite share space spend time church real answer question bother 