I'm glad you found my question scary - not because I wish you any additional unpleasantness in your life (there's enough of that to go around for all of us these days, without some jerk like me adding to it), or because I have any desire to dent your faith in any way. Your faith is your faith and what each of us believes is what we sincerely believe. Thank you, though, for taking the question seriously and the trouble to think about the answer. My only issue with anyone's faith is when they "just believe" what they've been fed by others without any idea why and are afraid to question it - that way often lies blind fanaticism and THAT can be as evil as your god is good.