Check out this great article:
<b>The coming evangelical collapse</b>
http://www.csmonitor.com/2009/0310/p09s01-coop.html

It certainly follows your idea of something new being created out of the failure of the current church.

God is definitely in the business of making things new. It sounds like your marriage to Jason is a living testimony to that. That is pretty incredible.

My greatest fear in this whole situation is that it feels like we can no longer sit back and complain about how the Church doesn't work, as if it's our parents problem. No really, <b>we</b> are the Church, and we're responsible for making it work. That's pretty daunting. I've got way too many <i>church</i> responsibilities, I don't have time to fix the <i>Church</i>.