cannon beach photo jason berg part vacation portland week wonderful made sort annoyed minute words feeling pretty annoyed thought angry angry type person likes talk books written angry verses bible angry angry daring refreshing overboard talked written fair amount marriage ending divorce wonderful fifty-something father-in-law diagnosed leukemia struggled variety added health traumas treatment thankfully remission afford react ways annoyed talk generally insignificant we're honest admitting annoyance makes feel selfish whinny guess annoyed fairly admit week felt tonight admitting travel plans awry commence pity party annoyed week portland trip scheduled begin precisely brother returned home portland york participate first-ever book reading coincided favorite cousin's vacation in-laws lives portland years entire time city dominican republic annoyed week portland trip place week daughter's real acting endeavor played shere khan jungle book performance dates months bought plane tickets annoyed bought tickets frontier airlines made portland planned mechanical problems missed connection missed interview crappy airline made impossible switch flights home earlier annoyed earliest morning return flight place considered made home time performance annoyed cold rainy coast brother work trip annoyed reading scheduled week week pseudo stories tiny violins ultimately great time portland previous post attests feel blame ridiculousness wondering annoyance good question sort wondering identified admitted feeling thinking loud jason here's expect people favors small easily make life annoying realized things father-in-law cancer expectations things change lack faith things easily head make choose earlier departure time buying plane tickets things happen annoyed sort heck hurt cost makes precious girl happy perform difficult moving gaining pinch wisdom what-ifs beens we're alive perform play great time connecting brother friends relatives portland time pray things held tight relied ingenuity things stop thinking believing means busy fine-tuning logistics minutiae life live ultra-blessed existence healthy deal hiccups annoyances time time healthy kids ultimately fine fact feel annoyed direct annoyance 