Oh my gosh, I could have written this!  In fact, I was saying almost the same things to my husband just last night. On one hand it would have been fun to go, but I'd be afraid I would feel out of place, especially going by myself.  I considered looking into going next year, but it's in New York.  Guess it will be a little longer till I know if it's worth it.  :)  Maybe we could go together some year!