I love the picture of your current community of faith and totally understand where you're coming from regarding church perfection...but I also love the "high" church atmosphere.  It might be because I have a new appreciation for the spoken word and well-crafted prayers, litanies &amp; sermons or it might be that I went to one too many crappy "contemporary" services.  I don't know.  I'm not saying there's one way to be church - but I love the concept of a beloved community that allows all the quirks and foibles of people who are on a journey of faith together...however that journey looks (ie chaotic or controlled).  :)